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{- -} Chapter 12 » When the truth has been revealed *

2009-12-13T00:35:00.001+08:00

Okay, this is bad. Real bad. How was I to know I'd end up here? In this god damn situation! Where's Sophie? I don't see her around anymore. Come to think of it, I didn't see her around for quite a while now. Nate and I had been dancing and there was just so much chemistry. Okay, that's no excuse to do what I did. I wasn't drinking. I have no excuse at all. Why did I do it? Damn it, WHY?! I was supposed to be with Billy. I haven't talked to Billy all night. Wait, he hasn't called! I just left and he didn't even stop me or call me to check up on me. Billy...

Nate and I did it.

I walked back home, not bothering where Sophie was anymore.

Maybe it's time to face the fact that I can't handle this. I can't be a mom, I'm 16! I can't take care of this child! I can't keep breaking Billy's heart everytime I mess up. I freaked out. So I did it. I can't bare to say this. It hurts my heart but it's for the best. I hope. I did twice the unthinkable tonight.

When I reached back home - home for now, at least - I found Billy pacing around the apartment.

"Casey! Where the hell have you been?! It's 3 am! I've been trying to call you but you never answered."

I checked my phone. Oh. 20 missed calls. All from him. So he did try to find me.

"Damn it, babe. You got me worried," he continued.

"Sorry." That was all I could come up with for the moment.

"I know I didn't tell you. About Brett. I didn't know until recently. I mean who'd ever thought Brett was my brother! He came to me."

"So what happened between you guys? How did you guys separate?"

"Long story. Apparently some mix up or something. I don't know."

"You don't know? Well what did Brett tell you?"

"He didn't tell me. He just said he'd tell me when he gets out of jail and when he gets the chance."

I frowned. "You and Brett look nothing alike. Why would Brett come to you?"

And then it hit me. Brett lied. I didn't want to help him so he went to the next person he knew would help. Brett and Billy AREN'T brothers. He just needed bail money and he faked it. How did he get Billy to believe his stupid lie?

"I don't know but whatever. Where have you been?," Billy replied.

I am going to kill Brett.

"I.. Oh, I've been out."

"Well that's kinda obvious babe."

"I mean..Billy, I need to tell you something."

"What?"

I closed my eyes, took a deep breath and cleared everything else out of my mind. I'll deal with Brett later.

"Listen. I can't stop loving you, Billy but I can't do this anymore. Half of my heart wants you..but the other half knows that it's not possible to be with you. We won't be happy if we keep this up. You won't be happy. I did something that I thought was best for us both. I'm sorry, I really am." Tears streamed down my face. Who knew telling the truth would be that hard?

"Casey, what are you talking about?"

"I killed our baby."

He didn't make a single move after calling out my name. Neither did I. This is getting a little.. awkward.

"Do I know you?"

He cleared his throat and replied in a professional manner, "I'm your mother's friend. May I come in? It's getting cold outside."

**

"Coffee?" I asked while he was busy taking his coat off.

"Yeah. Thanks. That would be great."

I walked to the kitchen and made us coffee. I couldn't help myself but to observe that man from a distance. He was half a head taller than I was and there's something about him that made me feel insecure inside.

"So where are you from?"

"Oh. Me? I'm from California. Just thought I should visit your mother before I head back home."

I took a sip of my coffee and nodded. "That's very thoughtful of you."

Wait a second.

"You called out my name, didn't you? How did you know my name?"

He looked up at me and smiled. "What do you know about your father?"

I almost choked on my saliva. "My father? I know nothing about him." I took another sip of my coffee.

"Do you miss him?"

"Some times. There's a story behind all these lies my mother have been telling me. I know there is."

"Do you even know how he looks like?"

"No."

"Do you know anything about him?"

"Not at all. It's like he never existed in my life."

"So you were raised by your mother and you've never question her about him?"

"I do. But it's not like she would tell me the truth."

He looked at me in the eye and said, "Minnie." He held my hand.

I looked down and felt the warmth in his hands. What? What's going on?

"Dad?" I turned around to see Lance standing at the door.

I swear I stopped breathing for like 5 seconds.

It was what I've been looking for. That feeling. That very feeling when my lips touched Trace lips. I've never had those butterflies in my stomach when I used to kiss Martin. Trace's lips was soft and the way he held my head up was gentle. All I could ever ask for, was that particular feeling.

" Sophie, what are you thinking of?" My thoughts got interrupted by Trace.

" Oh, no, nothing. Nothing specific. " I smiled at him.

We got out of the club an hour ago, because Trace couldn't stand the club any longer. It was really smoky and noisy. Well, I would have to agree on that. Thank god, Trace suggested to bring me to this place where he calls magical. And here we are, lying on the grass, in this huge field, which I don't even know where it is. When we were in the car, he was blabbing about how magical this place was, and how it is always filled with stories. Stories of his life. I guess it is true. This place is beautiful, and magical. The stars are shining so bright, and It's totally a perfect night to enjoy the stars. Maybe that's why he called it magical.

" Doesn't the sky looks great tonight? I think the sky's great just for us tonight. It must be God's way of telling us that we're totally perfect for each other, huh?" He winked.

" Well, it must be. Cause I've never seen such a beautiful sky before." I laughed.

Both of us kept really quiet, and just enjoyed the view.

Sometimes I just don't get Trace's humour. It can be really funny, but on the other hand, it sounds really nonsensical. But still, I usually laugh. Maybe that's what I like about him.

" Do you think we'll look perfectly fine? Together?" He spoke, out of a sudden.

" What do you mean?" I couldn't get him this time. Not knowing if i should laugh or what.

He got up, and sat up straight. Then he looked at me. I could see from his eyes that he has something on his mind which bothers him.

" Us? Do you think we can be... like.. Jennifer and Phil from Physics class?"

" Jennifer and Phil? What about them?" I still don't know what he's trying to say.

" You don't know what i'm saying huh? Never mind then. "

" Trace? Is something bothering you? Just be straight to the point okay. You're making me worried."

" Okay, I'm going really straight to the point now. You ready?"

" Yes i am. Hit me." I was feeling so prepared on what he's going to say next.

" Do you think we can get together? Like a couple?"

I stoned. A couple? Trace is asking me to get together with him? Like a couple? No joke?

" I know i know. You just broke up with Martin, and I'm sure you won't be ready for a new relationship. But I really want you, Sophie. I really do. " He continued.

He knelt on one knee and took my hand, and held it real tight. He looked down, and mumbled, " I do, really."

So what am i suppose to say now? I'm really stoked. I mean, of course I will get together with him.

" Oh my, Trace, you silly boy. Obviously I'll get together with you. "

" Really?" He looked at me and smiled.

" Yes, in every language. "

" Like a couple?"

" Yeap, like a couple. Just like Jennifer and Phil from Physics class."

He totally pulled me up and carried me like how a guy carry a girl, when they're getting married. Then he swung me around, and hugged me real tight.

" Now another chapter has been added to the story of my life, right here, at this place." He smiled.

And we kissed, again.

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 11 *

2009-07-10T23:34:00.004+08:00

Brett and Billy? Brothers? This is ridiculous. I've known them for years. There isn't any resemblance! Suddenly, I realized I was still holding Billy's phone when he got out of the shower. He was looking straight at me. I dropped the phone. I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't show him I didn't exactly trust him.

"Hey, everything alright?" he asked.

*beep*

What's that? My cellphone. I got a text message from Sophie.

IT'S TOO MUCH TO HANDLE RIGHT NOW! FIRST, I GET FUCKING KNOCKED UP. AND THEN, SOPHIE SPREAD THE NEWS - okay, catherine spread the news - BUT STILL, SHE'S THE FUCKING ONE WHO STARTED IT. AND THEN I FIND OUT BRETT IS BILLY'S BROTHER WHO HE HELPED OUT OF JAIL?

I need a friend now. Right now. I couldn't talk to Mims yet. It was too dramatic at the hospital. I looked down at the text message. Sophie. Sure, I am still mad at her but she's all I've got now.

****

I met her at Starbucks and everything just spilled. From Billy and Brett to Trace and Catherine. It all came out. So she decided to go to a club to get away from it all.

Frenzy Don club.

Once we were in, I took her to the bar and we ordered drinks.

"Hey, there's a guy staring our way. He looks familiar.Do you know him?" I suddenly asked.

Sophie turned to where I was looking. Her eyes widened.

"It's Nate. What is he doing here?" she asked back.

"I don't know. But apparently he coming to us.. right now."

"Oh shit."

Nate came to the bar and greeted us. "Hey."

"Umm, hey," I replied. We talked for awhile until Sophie left us all alone and things got quiet. We stared at each other, thinking what to say next.

"So.. how are things going?" he asked.

"Fine. You?"

"Great."

"So what exactly are you doing here?" I asked.

"I don't know. I was just walking around and stumbled upon here. Thought I should check it out. What about you?"

"Me? Just here to get away from it all."

"From what?"

"Everything," I sighed.

I turned to look around for Sophie. Where could she be? I was supposed to be here WITH her. But she's no where near me. I turned back to Nate and as I did, he leaned closer to me.

"Oh!" I took a step back.

"Sorry... I didn't mean to. So, wanna dance?" He reached his hands out and seconds later, I decided to give it a go and took his hand in mine.

We danced to the rhythm and beat. And even though my legs were killing me, I stayed on the dancefloor. I was having soo much fun until he did the unthinkable.

Heck, I did the unthinkable.

Mike's sitting in the passenger seat.

Hanna's driving.

I'm alone in the back seat.

The atmosphere is so quiet that i can hear myself breathing.

One side of my mind is thinking about Mike. He hasn't talk to me ever since Hanna told me about what he did. Good. Ugh, he tried talking to me though but I managed to look away. I'm just not ready to talk to him yet. After what he's done.

Minnie, he lied for a reason.

Yes, he did. But, he should have told me the truth! Ashton means so much to me and he knows that. Yet, he kept it a secret and created all these stories up. Maybe he thinks it's funny. But i don't.

Another side of my mind is thinking..

"We're here."

I got out of the car and rushed to room 800 which was on the 8th floor. I opened the door wide and stepped into the room. Mike and Hanna followed from the back. I could see, there was someone lying on the bed. I took a closer look and it's Ashton. I pinched myself but I wasn't dreaming. Speaking of dreaming, this room looks really familiar to me.

"Minnie."

"Huh.. Is that, is that you Ashton?" i asked in disbelief.

He walked closer towards me and held my hand. It was him.

"You're failing Algebra?"

"Yea- How did you know about it?"

"Minnie, you never fail. You're good in Math." he smiled.

"I didn't bother to concentrate during classes. I just couldn't.. I kept thinking of you. You were in my thoughts, all this while. Nothing else really matters now anyway.." i held his hand tighter but i could feel his fingers, trying to separate from mine.

And the next thing i knew, he disappeared.

Shit, it's the exact same room in my dream. Except, it was different. He was sort of advising me and.. loving me. But now, we're in the same room. And, he's half dead. I see, God has been giving me signs indirectly.

"He's at a critical stage right now. If he doesn't wake up by at least 48 hours, doctor has confirmed that he'll be in a coma. And, he might never wake up." Hanna said without taking her eyes off Ashton.

"Well, it all depends. Stay positive, will you?" Mike finally said something.

"Dude, you heard the doctor. He's most slightly not going to wake up anytime now. During the accident, he hit the window and.." she thought for a moment and stood away from the bed, "I don't know which part of his head, was badly injured."

"At least he's alive and there's still hope." Mike said.

"If he's really going to be in a coma, he'll fall deeply into his sleep and we'll have to wait forever." she sighed.

"I don't mind forever." I said while sobbing.

There were a few stitches on his head and I noticed, he has a broken leg now. He still looks the same to me, just maybe paler than before. I touched his face and it's smooth and soft. What happened to this guy who used to cheer me up when I was feeling down? He's like a happy-go-lucky person to me. I had never seen him so weak before. As weak as he is now.

I cried silently. I turned back to find them, missing. They could have gone back. I closed my eyes, sat beside him and held his hand.

"Please, wake up for me. For us." i whispered.

***

I closed the door behind me and was shocked to find Mike, standing right in front of me. Was he waiting all this while?

"Hey, i thought you went back."

"No, i didn't. How could I? I owe you an apology." he struggled to say that without hesitation.

I leaned against the wall and sighed.

"There's no need for you to apologize."

"Well, i think there is."

"No there isn't, Mike." i said firmly. "I finally realize the reason of you not telling me about this. And i'm sorry too." i continued saying.

"Mimi it's clearly my fault. I shouldn't-"

"Well, sooner or later, i'll find out about it right? I've always been the last person to know things. Never got sick of being that person."

He laughed and i followed him. Damn. What a perfect way to make up with him.

"Are you going to be alright?"

Tears filled my eyes.

"For now, dinner might help. My stomach's growling." i smiled at him.

"My treat!"

How great is that.

**

We went to a posh restaurant nearby and I felt awkward around him. I know he tried to keep the conversation flowing but there's something between us that didn't seem right. Something was disturbing my thoughts. I wasn't sure what it was but I knew there was something. Was it the small misunderstanding? Or the fact that he reminds me of Ashton.

Oh well, i'll go with the first choice. The second one didn't seem appropriate.

Anyway I should be thankful now, knowing Ashton's fine and not with Hanna.

"Dessert?"

"Oh yes, i'd love that."

After ordering, he turned back to look at me.

"So, tell me. What exactly happened to Ashton?"

"You really want to know?"

I nodded. "Yeah."

"He was on the way to the airport. He wanted to leave the country."

"What for?"

"You can ask him that yourself when he wakes up later."

I stirred my coffee without saying another word.

*

After dinner, I hailed a cab and went back home. That's the only place where I want to be at this moment. I need to get things out of my mind.

As soon as i stepped out, there was a person, standing in front of the gate. It's dark outside, i can barely see his face. A tall, muscular body.

"Mimi." he said.

I gasped. Who's that?

Finally , Casey replied me . She asked me to meet her at Starbucks if I want to make up to her . Oh well . I should right ? That's like my only chance to really apologize to her and be friends with her again .

Someone's home .

" Darling , I'm home . " I could here mum shouting from downstairs and i heard a few chattering .

I rushed down and I saw bags of clothes like , Topshop , Zara , Dorothy Perkins , Miss Selfridge , and more . They're having sale , aren't they ?

" Hey . What's up with the bags you guys brought home ? They're on sale now ? "

" No , sweetheart . Aunty Christine & Alyssa is heading back to LA . So they decided to go on a shopping spree ." Mum explained .

" Huh ? You guys are heading back already ? "

" Yes , Soph . " Aunty Christine pat my head .

" But why ? It's only been a month , and Alyssa is schooling here . I don't want to be separated with Alyssa anymore . " I started to tear .

" Sophie ! Don't cry . I'll still come back and pay you a visit . " Alyssa came over and gave me a hug .

" What ? In another 5 years ? " I chuckled .

" I promise , I'll bring Alyssa back here as often as I can alright , sweetie ? " Aunty Christine gave me a hug too .

" You better keep your promise . So when's the flight ? "

" Tomorrow morning . "

I was shocked when I heard that their flight is tomorrow morning .

" WHHHAAT ?! Tomorrow morning ? You gotta be kidding me . How come I know nothing bout this ?" My jaws dropped .

" It was a last minute plan , Soph . The flight we could only book , is tomorrow , or else we got to wait till 6 months later . I'm sorry . " Alyssa told me .

" Oh well , I'm going to miss you Alyssa , like really , miss you . " I hugged Alyssa for a long long time .

I know Alyssa could be pretty bitchy at times , but she's probably the best childhood friend of mine . We've shared so much since we're young . Not till , she left for LA . Now that she's back , I've got to loose her again .

" I guess I'm going to leave you two kids here , and have some bonding time alright . " Mum & Aunty Christine left both of us alone at the kitchen .

" Hey Soph , you know we could still talk to each other eventhough we're far from each other right . I'm sure you've heard of Skype . We could do some Skype-ing some times . " Alyssa smiled .

" Aly ! I hate you ! You were so mean to me like a week ago , and now you're so nice . Damn it . "

" Oh right . Bout that . I'm really sorry , Soph . Bout Trace , Catherine , everything in high school . "

" It's no biggie , Aly . I forgive you . "

" No , Sophie . You don't get it . There's something you don't know . "

" Like what ? "

" Okay Sophie . Imma tell you . Trace is not together with Catherine . I mean they are , but they're not exactly together ? Do you get me ? "

" Hah ? No , wait . Trace is not exactly together with Catherine ? " I was confused .

" Trace is together with her , but he doesn't like her . He likes you , Sophie . He really does . He got together with Catherine just to protect you . "

This sounds silly . Protect me ? from what ?

" Catherine , you're kidding me . Protect me ? Aliens are not coming to Earth , or what so ever . He didn't need to protect me . "

" Catherine and I were planning something on you . Catherine wanted me to get together with Martin in order to make you upset but Trace accidentally overheard us talking . So he sort of had a deal with Cath ? "

" Like what ? Stop the plan and I'll get together with you ? "

" Yeah . What Trace is doing , is for your own good . "

" Oh gosh . I don't like Martin anymore . "

" Yeah , I can see that . So , why not forgive Trace now ? "

" Naaah , not yet . Noone forced him to lie . Anyways before that , I've got to talk to Casey . Bye sweetie , i've to meet her now . " I gave her a hug , and a kiss on the cheek .

I grabbed my coat , and get on a cab . I went over to Starbucks near school .

*****************
I headed to Starbucks , and reached in a couple of minutes . Casey was already there when I reached .

" Hey , Cas . Mind if I join ? "

" Whatever . You wanted to meet me , so here I am . I won't be staying long . "

" Okaaaaay . Drinks , perhaps ? "

" Sophie , If there's anything you want to say , please make it quick . "

I just kept quiet . Things are getting a little awkward now . I don't know how to tell her bout Trace . I don't even know what I should start with .

" Eerr .. Casey , I'm sorry . I know I shouldn't have told Trace anything , bout you being pregnant . I'm truly sorry bout it , and please forgive me . I didn't know that Trace would blab it out to Catherine!"

" TRACE TOLD THAT BITCH ?! You've got to be kidding me ! No wonder everyone knows . "

" Casey , I'm sorry ! "

" Oh well. It's alright, I guess. Everyone makes mistakes , nobody's perfect."

" Cas ? Are you .. alright ? the Casey I know , wouldn't be emotional . "

" Oh come on , Sophie. I'm not being emotional , i'm just being ... what's the word.Reasonable, yeah i'm just being reasonable . "

" Like i will believe that , tell me what's wrong . Spill lady . "

That's when Casey and I had an emotional talk . She told me that she suspects Billy having an older brother , who works as a bartender ? How's that possible anyway ? I told Casey about Catherine and Trace . She told me that I should get him back , but there's no point . He didn't have to lie .

" Oh god , i need to get away from this ... whole situation . "

" You know what , lets hit a club ! " I suggested .

" Soph , are you serious ? You've never been to a club . "

" Yeah Cas , I know . But I've got to be a grown up somehow right ? "

Casey laughed at me and called me silly .

We then headed to a club , which Casey always go to . I hesitated to go in the club , god knows why.

" Okay Cas , I'm nervous . "

" What's there to be nervous about ? You wanted to come here . "

" Well , first of all , we're underage ! "

" You don't have to say it out loud , you know . I know the bouncer here , come on . "

Casey grabbed my hand and we sneaked in , practically . Then , we found a place and ordered some drinks . As we were drinking , we spot Nate , alone , somehow he came over. I sort of talked to him for a moment , but i really felt left out , so i went over the other side and stoned.

" Hi hotstuff , are you up for a drink ? " a random stranger suddenly came next to me.

" Er , I'm fine with mine. Thanks . "

" Well , you can order another one actually . " He smiled.

What was i thinking , of course I should ask for another one right away . This is a club , and i'm trying to have fun right . Furthermore , I shall really get to know more people.

" Alright . " I smiled .

He ordered a tequila shot for me , but i've no idea what was a tequila . How i wish Casey was here , but she's far away , with Nate .

" Hm ,i'm Roger . You ? " He reached out his hand.

" I'm Sophie . Nice to meet you. " I shook his hand and gave him a smile .

" So are you like underage ? Cause you do look really young , you know . "

" Damn it , you've figured it out. "

" Well , its not really hard to know. So , are you here to have some fun ? " He put his hand around my waist .

I was really uncomfortable with it , but I didn't want to be so rude . Soon , I got really high and a little tipsy , so I started to flirt with him . Suddenly , there was this man who interrupted.

" Yo , get your hands out of her . " This man shouted and grabbed Roger's hand away from my waist.

" Trace ! What are you doing here ? "

" Sophie , come with me . " He grabbed my hand and pulled me , but Roger stopped him.

" Who are you ? Her boyfriend ? " Roger asked.

" Ah , Roger , just ignore him . He has a girlfriend . "

" Heard that didn't you ? " Roger said , and pulled me to another side.

Trace grabbed Roger's hand and gave him a punch.

" You want a piece of me ? Get lost , now . " Trace shouted.

" Yo chill doode , we just want to have some fun right ? " Roger mumbled , while walking away.

I went back to my seat and ordered another shot of tequila.

" Sophie , stop drinking. " Trace took my Tequila away.

" Trace , you're not my dad , so go away . " I tried to get back my Tequila , but Trace drank it before i could even reach it.

" TRACE! that's mine! " I shouted.

I sounded like I was an alcoholic , but who cares . Everyone stared at me , and then Trace pulled me to a corner , which was near the toilet .

" Sophie , wake up. You're not a drinker okay and you're absolutely drunk. "

" Trace , I'm already awake and I'm not drunk . So get off my hands now . "

Trace still didn't let go my hands , in fact , he grabbed my hand tighter.

" TRACE ! It hurts okay . Can't you just let go of me now ? "

" Fine . " He finally let go of me .

" What the hell are you doing here , Trace ? " I asked .

" Shouldn't I ask you that ? "

" Whatever . I don't give a damn . "

" You're not the Sophie I used to know . "

" What do you mean ? You're not the Trace I used to know either . "

" The old Sophie I know wouldn't go to clubs or even talk to strangers . "

" Well , the old Trace doesn't exist anymore . He will usually tell me stuffs , but look at you. It's like I barely even know you now .

" Sophie , what haven't i tell you ? I told you everything . "

" Catherine ? You've never told me bout her , I've to find out by myself . "

" I have my own reasons Sophie . "

" What is it ? Why can't you tell me ? "

I really wanted Trace to tell me the truth himself . Though Alyssa already told me , but i wanted it from his mouth .

" If i tell you now , can you please not be mad at me ? "

" Fine . I won't then. But make sure , it's the truth . "

" Sophie , I'm not together with Catherine . She wanted me to be her boyfriend , so that she will not ask Alyssa to get together with Martin. And I know how much he means to you. "

" Trace , you've no idea bout all this. Martin means nothing to me anymore."

" He doesn't ? He doesn't mean anything to you ? " Trace looks really confused.

" I've lost feelings on him , a thousand years ago. Trace , the one i really like , is you. But i wasn't really sure of that . And when I found out that you and Catherine , I really broke down. "

" Is that why you're mad at me now ? Or before ? "

" Well , yeah." I looked down .

" Sophie , I like you too. I mean , I love you. But i didn't have the guts to tell you."

" Why didn't you gave me the ring then ? "

" I ... was ... being a pussy ? If that answered your question. "

I chuckled . Then , Trace held my head up , and kissed me on my lips.

{- -} Chapter 11 » All good things come to an end *

2009-05-29T20:33:00.004+08:00

I can't. I can't believe this. I was mad at Mims for no reason at all. All along it was Sophie. I was mad as hell as I practically stomped out of the hospital room, not saying a word to either of them. I rushed back to school before lunch ended.

I arrived just in time before the bell rang. I met Billy on the way to the Physics lab.

"Hey, babe? You okay?"

"Do I look okay?" I snapped.

"Whoa, hey. All I did was ask."

"Sorry."

"What's up?"

"Everyone knows you know. About me being pregnant."

"I know."

"Sophie told."

"What? Sophie? Sophie Cassandra?"

"Who else would you think I would be talking about? That..That bitch! I am so pissed off. First I thought it was Minnie. Well, she didn't deny everything so I assumed it was her. And then I find out that Sophie is the one who actually did it. Did I do something to deserve this? Do I not have good friends?"

"You really want to ask if you deserved it?"

"HONESTLY? THAT'S THE BEST YOU GOT? You're supposed to be saying It's okay, Casey. Everything will be fine. And no you don't deserve any of this."

"It's okay, Casey. Every-"

"Shut up!" I cut in.

I ignored everyone until it was after school. Billy suggested we walk home together but I denied the offer. I needed a drink .. or a cigarette.

I walked off to the bar Brett used to work in. And suprisingly, Brett was the bartender there. He was right there. Wasn't he supposed to be in jail? I took a seat.

"Hey." He totally pretended I didn't exist!

"Hey, Brett!" He finally looked up.

"What?"

"What? You're not talking to me now?"

"After what you did?"

"Aren't you supposed to be in jail?" The couple next to me looked up in shock. I looked at them.

"Yeah, he did drug dealing," I told the couple.

"Get out of my bar," Brett said.

"Oh, it's your bar now?" The couple beside me quickly drank up their drinks and left.

"Look, I'm not into any trouble now. I did it without your help. The help you didn't offer."

"Was I supposed to offer help? How'd you get out?"

"Just as long as it doesn't involve you right? So don't ask."

"You really are a pain. I need a shot of tequila." I switched the subject.

"Aren't you pregnant?"

"What? How'd you know about that?"

"Oh err, doesn't everyone know?"

"Fine, no tequila. I'll just go home." I got off my seat and headed for the door.

"Be safe."

"Be safe?" I laughed and walked off.

I arrived back home and realized that Billy was in the shower.

*toot toot*

I checked to see what that was and it turned out to be Billy's phone. Huh, he had a message. I hesitated whether to check it or not. Well, Billy doesn't have anything to hide from me does he? I went with looking what the message was.

Brett:
Hey, bro. Thanks for getting me out of jail. Really appreciate it. Nothing like help from family.

WHAT?!

It was Sophie all along? How could she?!

Anyway, i don't want say anything about it. I'll just.. do whatever Casey's doing. Leave the room without saying anything else.

The next thing i knew, i was at school and the bell has just rung. In other words, the school's over for the day. Mike messaged me and told me that he's picking me up from school to tell me something really important.

And there he is.

"Hey, you're early." i said while tying my hair into a bun.

"Quick, get in the car."

"Gosh, someone's in a hurry." i rolled my eyes and got into the passenger seat.

He drove off and i don't know where we're going.

**

After 10 minutes or so, he stopped the car at the roadside park and i looked around. I had no idea where we were. I was like completely clueless.

"Where the fuck are we?"

"Hanna's house."

Oh.

"Why are we..?"

"Will you just keep that mouth shut and follow me?"

"But-"

He covered my mouth and showed me a look which most probably says, Shut the fuck up, Minnie.

He's getting out of the car but i didn't make a single move.

I won't fucking move until he tells me why we're here for.

"Minnie, what are you doing?"

"Waiting."

He laughed, which made me feel a little less nervous this time. And, I thought he was in a pissy mood.

"I won't open the door for you." he said while crossing his arms.

"No.." i said it slowly. "I want to know why we're here and i want to know now."

"Stop being such a baby. Now, get out of the car."

"No." i held onto my seat. "No, i won't." i repeated.

He unbuckled my seat belt and tried to move my hands away but i won't let him.

"Tell me! It's not that hard, is it?"

He leaned forward and said, "If you're not going to move, i swear, i'm going to do something so bad, you're so going to regret this." he's looking straight at me and okay now i'm scared.

"I dare you."

He looked at me and i could see his face is moving closer to mine. What is he doing?

"What? Are you going to kiss me?" i blurted out.

His face turned red and he finally realized what he was doing.

"Er, no." he backed off. "No, Minnie." He cleared his throat. "I have a girlfriend. Remember?"

Right.

I got off the car at last and followed him from the back. What the fuck am i doing here? I shouldn't be here and honestly, i don't even want to be here. What was he thinking, bringing me here? Out of all places, Ashton's girlfriend's house?

"You're not helping, Mike. You know i'm trying my best to forget him and yet you're bringing me to her house?"

"What's Hanna got to do with Ash?"

"She's his girlfriend."

He remained silent and knocked the door without hesitation. After three knocks, an old lady opened the door for us. I stood behind Mike, thinking of the proper words to say to Hanna when i see her.

"Bitch! You're not suppose to be with Ashton! You guys broke up for a reason.."

No wait or should i say..

"So you're Hanna huh? I heard a lot about you. So how's Ashton?"

I sound too nice.

"Why hello Hanna! What a surprise. I never thought of meeting my best friend's girlfriend here. Aren't you at New York?"

Bitch bitch bitch bitch.

Oh god that's all i can think of.

"Do you wanna come in or have your ass frozen out there?" Mike snapped his fingers and i realized i've been standing on the same spot for some time already.

I smiled awkwardly at him and went inside.

"Hanna will be down in a minute. I'll get her." the old lady said.

I look down to see my feet. What should i say? What should i say?!

After a few minutes, i could hear footsteps coming from the stairs.

"Mike! Oh, i'm glad you came today." a girl's voice could be heard and i assume that's her.

And i don't look up. I'm still looking at my feet.

"Hanna, darling! How are you? You look fab! Been hitting the gym lately? Look at those muscles, girl!"

"No, not really. Haha, i'm on a diet. You look good yourself too! And.. this must be Minnie?"

I hear my name but i'm still looking down.

"Minnie? Are you okay?" Mike's asking.

I looked up to see her and she looked exactly the same like she did before in the photo. In fact, she looked better in real life.

"H.. Hi."

She smiled politely back and said, "You must be confused. You have no idea why you're here right?"

"Kind of."

She smiled at me and she looked as if she understood me pretty well.

"Mike, would you give us a sec? The books that you wanted are upstairs in my room. You know how to get there."

"Sure."

As soon as he's gone, Hanna turned to look at me again.

"I've bad news. I mean, we have bad news."

"We as in..?"

"Mike and I."

"Oh, go on. I'm listening."

She sighed. "This is about Ashton."

"Why am i not surprised? It's always about him-"

"Ashton's not in New York. He wasn't with me." she cuts me off.

"Repeat?!" I said that with my eyes wide opened.

"Ashton Luke isn't with me. We're not together."

"What? You mean he didn't get back with you?"

"No, he did not.. That is why, I have a little confession to make now."

"You're with Mike instead of Ashton?" I said it quickly.

"No silly! No, that would never happen." she laughed at my joke and hey, come to think of it, she's actually being nice to me.

"And so, what seems to be the problem then?"

"You see.." she bit her lip and looked nervous. "Mike lied. About everything. Ashton flying to New York, he being pissed at me and thinking that i'm a bitch. Everything was made up."

"What? I'm sorry, i didn't hear that right. What?"

"Ashton didn't leave you on purpose. Everything that you thought had happen, did not happen at all."

"What the fuck? Is this some kind of joke?" i heard myself saying.

"It was the best for you. Please don't blame him, he was having a hard time keeping this away from you."

I still can't believe this. My head hurts. What is she saying?

"How can i tell if you're speaking the truth?"

"I swear, everything that comes out from my mouth now, is the truth."

"No, I don't believe this." i leaned back against the sofa.

"That's not the bad news yet. Do you want me to continue?"

"Do i look like i have a choice?"

She sighed and finally said, "He was involved in a car accident and got admitted to the hospital few weeks ago. That's why we didn't tell you about-"

"You're lying."

"I swear, i'm not. I can bring you there if you want."

"You're lying! I DON'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU! Why do you bother telling lies, Hanna?"

"Here's today's paper. The car accident was reported in it."

I snatched the paper from her and read. Was this the paper that Mike was talking about?

Ashton's really in it. There he was, lying on the bed. I didn't bother reading the details regarding the accident. I still can't believe this. I'm crying while holding the paper. My hands are shaking and i have to see him now.

"I'll bring you there if you want."

I nodded. In fact, that's all i want right now.

Okay , fine . Maybe I told everyone that Casey's pregnant . Wait , hold on . No , I didn't tell everyone , I just told Trace . God knows , who he told , until the whole world knows now . Gosh , I'm sure Casey's pretty mad at me right now , thank god , Minnie isn't , I guess . At least I still have a friend . I so gotta ask Trace about it .

I called Trace on my cell , apparently he's not answering my call .

" ..... Please leave a message after the beep . "

" Trace , Soph here . I don't care if you're busy at this moment or not , I just need you to call me back as soon as possible . Okay ? Thanks . "

I waited for 15 ... 20 ... 30 .. 55 minutes . Nope , he's not calling me back . Ugh ! I guess I'll just hit a cab and look for Catherine instead . Hope she can tell me what's she up to .

" MUM ! I'll be away for a while okaaay ! " I shouted .

I grabbed my coat . Hit a cab , and headed to Catherine's house . And , Wow , Her house is like a .. MANSION .

I rang her doorbell .

" Excuse me , who're you looking for ? " A tiny , plum little woman , answered the door .

" Erm , I'm looking for Catherine . Is she in ? "

" You are ? "

" I'm Sophie . Sophie Cassandra . "

" Wait a minute , Miss Cassandra . " She slammed the door , and I could hear her shouting for Catherine .

I waited right outside the door .

" Catherine will be down in a short while , why not have a seat first ? " She walked me to the living room , and her house is definitely a mansion .

" Coffee or Tea ? "

" Erm , It's alright . Thanks . " I smiled .

I looked around her house , and her house is almost fill of antiques .

" What brought you here , Cassandra ? " Catherine was walking down the stairs .

" Heey . I'm just wondering if you've seen Trace lately ? "

" Of cause I did , I'm his girlfriend now . Oops , you're not . "

" I don't care if you're his girlfriend or whatsoever , I just need to know where he is now . "

" Hmm , why are you looking for him ? "

" Personal reasons . I don't think you need to know why ? "

" You want to question him about Casey's pregnancy news ? "

" How did you - "

" I sure do know everything . There's nothing you can hide away from me . Furthermore , he didn't spread the news . I did . "

" It was you ? How did you know ? "

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*Cellphone buzzing*

I took a look at my cell , and I rejected the call .

*Cellphone buzzing*

Oh gosssh . Can't he just leave me for a minute ? I need to reject that damn call .

*A voicemail message received*

I took my cell , and listened to the voicemail .

" Hey Sophie , Trace's here . You were looking for me ? Please answer my calls a.s.ap "

*Cellphone buzzing*

I answered the phone without hesitating . I have to ask him .

" Gosh , WHAT DO YOU WANT TRACE ?! "

" Woaahh . Hold up for a minute . Are you alright ? "

" You know what you've done ."

" WHAT ?! ME ?! What have I done ? "

" Oh please . Thanks to you , Casey is mad at me . "

" What am i got to do with Casey Daniels ? "

" Oh yes you do , Trace . If you didn't , the whole school wouldn't know that she's pregnant . "

" Okaaay , about that . I know the whole school knows bout it now , but , why are you blaming me ? "

" God , Trace , can't you just admit it ? "

" Admit what ? I didn't even do anything . "

" You know what ? I'm just going to make this quick . You told Catherine that Casey was pregnant , and as you know how Catherine's like , she told the whole school . "

" Woooaaaah . Since when I've told Catherine that ? "

" Trace , stop denying everything okaaaaayy . You've done it , admit it . Catherine told me that you told her when you were in a club with her , god knows what you were doing with her ."

" I did tell her that ? I must have been mumbling words when I was drunk . "

" I don't want to know how you told her alright . "

I just hung up like that . I couldn't stand talking to him bout Catherine , and talking bout her makes me piss . Yeah , now that i've left the hospital , and made it to my home , I guess things will be better off by doing something I like . Okay , what shall I start with ? Magazines ? Naaaah , no mood for gossips . Ipod ? Nope , not a good idea . Television ? At this time , i doubt there's any shows . Laptop ? Yeah , that sounds great .

I signed in to my messenger and surfed the web . 30 minutes later , someone rang my doorbell . I ran down the stairs and picked up the door .

" Look , Sophie , we need to talk . " Trace said while coming in .

" HEY ! I didn't even let you in . "

" You did , you opened the door . Sophie , it's not my fault that I've told Catherine everything since I was drunk . So i'm definitely been excused alright . " He helped me to close the door .

" Well , you still told her everything . If you knew you will simply say out stuffs when you're drunk , then don't drink . "

" Hey , i didn't mean to drink okaaay ? Catherine called right after i left you at Billy's . She asked for my help , as a friend , I should have went right ? "

" Help ? In a club ? You kidding me ? You must have satisfied her or something . " I rolled my eyes .

" Woooaaah , slow down lady . I did not have sex with her alright . "

" I don't care if you do or not okaay , is that the point of you coming over ? to tell me that you did not have sex with her ? "

" No , but still , I have to claim for my rights . "

" Yeah , now that you've done it , leave . "

" I won't . until you'll stop blaming me . " Trace gave me the look .

" Of course I've to blame you . Or else ? "

" Well , blame yourself then . "

Things are getting a little more intense now .

" Why should I blame myself , while all I did was just telling you ? " I fought back .

" Then you shouldn't have told me at the first place okay , Sophie . "

" Is it my fault now that I've trusted you ? All the while I've trusted you okay , Trace . And what did I get in return ? Nothing . All I get is just heartbreaks . First was Martin , and now is you . I thought you were with me all the while , and now ? You're on Catherine . The worst is , I didn't even know that you had something with Catherine . You call this friends ? " Tears started to drop , but i tried to hide it away .

" Alright , now you're just being unreasonable and mixing everything up - "

" What ? You're calling me unreasonable ?! You're a hell asshole , if you didn't notice alright . "

" I'm an asshole ? If i'm an asshole , what are you ? Slut ! "

" You , asshole , out of my house , NOW ! " I shouted .

" I will , right away . I can't stand being in a slut's house . " He gave me the look and slammed the door .

My jaws dropped when he called me a slut . Ugh , what a friend . So much for trusting him . Well , somehow I still feel guilty . I shall apologize to Casey right ? Maybe texting her will be a good idea .

To Casey :

Hey Casey ... I know you're pretty mad at me now , but i'm really sorrrry . I shouldn't have told Trace at the first place . Catherine was the one who spread the news . Trace accidentally told her , as what he've said . I'm really sorrrry , hope I can make it up to you , soon . Take Care .

From Sophie .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 10 *

2009-04-18T22:14:00.004+08:00

"Hey, what are you doing here?" Eric asked.

"I am back. Back in school."

"Yeah, that's good then."

"It is." I nodded.

"So, did you hear?"

"What?" I tightened my grip on the books I was holding.

"Sophie's in the hospital. Apparently something happened. No idea though."

"She's WHAT?!"

"Guess she didn't tell you, huh?"

"I have to give her a call."

"Yeah, you should. Tell her to get well soon for me." He smiled.

"I will. Well, I guess I'll see you around." I was about to walk away when he pulled me back. I looked at him with questioning eyes.

"There's something else."

"What?" I asked, curious. What more could there be?

"This isn't easy to say."

"Just say it."

"You have a baby. You're pregnant. Is it true?"

"What?! Where did you get that from?!"

"Everyone around campus knows."

I didn't know what to say. How did he know? How did THEY know?

"I'm not the father, am I?"

"No. It couldn't possibly be you," I lied.

"Good. Cause last time was just a one time thing. I mean I used you, you used me. And we wouldn't want to go back to before when we were dating."

"Don't kid yourself." And I walked away.

WHAT THE FUCK?! The only people that knows are Sophie, Mimi and Billy. Sophie couldn't have told, she's in the hospital. Why in the world would Billy tell anyone? We agreed to keep it quiet until we agreed to tell and I trust him. Mimi....She....She.... SHE TOLD! It must have been her! There's no excuse for her. But Mimi? I don't believe it. I was raging with so much anger as I stepped into homeroom. THAT BITCH! I wasn't analyzing anything because I knew it was her. She may have slipped it out to someone without realising.

"YOU BITCH!" I screamed as soon as I spotted her. Everyone was looking at me. I don't know if it was because I screamed or because they knew I was pregnant.

Mimi looked around, thinking it wasn't her. "Are you speaking to me?"

"Yes! I'm looking right at you! Why would you tell?! Why?!" I walked nearer to her desk.

"Tell what? What are you talking about, Cass?" She looked as if she really didn't know what I was talking about. But she can't fool me anymore!

"That I'm pregnant." Everyone gasped.

"So it is true?"

"Oh my god!"

"She's a slut."

"It was bound to happen."

"I wonder who's the father."

They were all talking. I didn't care. There was no point in hiding it when they would sooner or later find out.

"What! No i did not Casey! Why would i? Seriously, are you thinking that I was the one who told everyone about it?" Mimi asked.

"It must have been you! You know what? Don't bother covering up your shit. I know it was you. You have no excuse not to tell."

"Well then, if it was me, who could I have told?"

"How the fuck do I know?! You and your big mouth! You probably told more than one person about it. Gosh, Minnie. I fucking trusted you!"

"You think I'm behind all this! I'm guessing you won't believe me even if I'm telling you now that I didn't spread it." she replied angrily.

"Why would I believe you after this? You don't even seem that shocked."

I walked away and didn't turn back. I didn't want to stay in homeroom after that so I went to the toilet and decided to give Sophie a call.

"Hey, Sophie?"

"Hey, what's up?"

"You tell me. Are you okay? I heard you're in the hospital."

"Oh yeah. Long story. I'll tell you about it if you ever come visit."

"I'll come by later."

"What about you? You sound upset."

"I am. Apparently everyone knows I'm pregnant."

"What? How?"

"Minnie spilled the beans."

"How do you know? Are you sure?"

"Well, I confronted her and she didn't seem sorry at all."

"I don't think she would tell."

"Yeah, well, I didn't think so too. But I guess you can't trust no one. Not even your best friend."

"Where is she now?"

"I don't know, I don't care. Hey, I got to go now. Class is starting."

"You're back in school? Managed to convince Mrs. Goy, I see."

"Yeah," I laughed.

"I'll see ya later, Casey."

"Take care." And I hanged up. I really didn't have to mood to study but I can't back out now. I rushed to class. Everything went by in a blur. Teachers were surprised to see me back. I guess my attention span in class was a little better than usual because I got to answer questions pointed at me about history or chemistry or any other subject for that matter. Students were surprised too to see me back. I don't know which they were more surprised at, the fact that I was back or that I was pregnant. I thought it was cause I was back because me getting knocked up? No shocker there.

Lunch came and I decided to visit Sophie at the hospital. I bumped into Billy on the way.

"Hey, babe. You okay?"

I rushed to put my arms around him. I hate her, I hate her, I hate her. I HATE MINNIE. How could she do this to me?

"I'm fine."

"Where are you headed off?"

"I'm gonna go visit Sophie."

"Want me to come along?"

"No, it's okay."

"I love you, Casey."

"I love you too."

He let go of me. "See ya later?"

"Yeah."

I walked to the hospital. As I walked to the reception counter, I spotted Minnie. What is she doing here? Are you fucking serious? She can't be visiting Sophie the same time as me.

That bitch.

I was walking down the hallway when suddenly my cellphone rang. I answered immediately after the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Minnie, it's Mike."

"Oh! What a surprise. What's up?"

"We have a big problem."

I stood still for like 5 seconds and replied back with a serious tone, "What is it?"

"Read today's paper. It might help." he said and hung up on me.

Right, today's paper. How the hell am i going to find that?

The bell rang and it was time for English. I pushed aside the thoughts of finding a newspaper and head for my class. As usual, i chose the seat at the back again and it did remind me of Ashton all the time. I didn't bother and never will, i swore. I took my piece of essay out which was due today and handed it to Mr Bales.

"I'll take that." he took the piece of paper from me and smiled. Why the hell was he smiling?

"Impressive work on your previous essay, Miss Gasper. I could really relate to the story you were writing."

Oh, that story.

"To tell you the truth, I've experienced it before myself. But, thanks for the compliment, Sir."

He gave his best smile and walked off. Hey, that was a nice feeling, wasn't it?

I spotted Kelvin, looking lost like he did before whenever he didn't complete his essay. Lucky for him, i wrote a shorter version of my story so i guess i could help him again this time.

And perhaps i can get my friends back.

"Here," i handed my paper out to him and he looked up to see me. Priceless expression on his face.

"Gee, thanks." he lowered his voice. "MR GABES! I found my essay!!" he waved the paper as high as he could to get his attention.

"I owe you, Minnie. Thanks again. I never thought you'd help me after what I've done to you."

"Hm, you wanna talk about it?"

"You mean.. Yumi and I?"

"No, the other one, Melanie. You met her during Biology class? Don't fool me. You were cheating on Yumi, weren't you?"

"Yes.. Yes, I was. But i broke up with Yumi already and now that we're friends , it's cool. I don't have to feel that guilty anymore."

"I'm glad to hear that."

"And i'm sorry, i didn't mean to make the whole gang-"

"What do you mean? You told them something else?"

He sighed.

"Okay, you have to be really honest with me now. I'm your friend right?"

"I can't believe i have to tell you this."

"Just tell me."

"I faked some rumors and told them that you chose to hang out with Ashton than with us. I did that only to prevent you from telling anyone else that you saw me with Mel the other day."

"Oh my god! How could you!?!" i said in a high pitch voice and half the class was looking at us with a look. Lucky for us, Mr Gabes didn't notice.

"I'm sorry Minnie, i just had to. I wanted to-"

"Wait, does this mean you didn't trust me?"

"You are close to Max-"

"I was." i corrected him.

"Yeah you were close to him back then so i wasn't sure if you could keep that secret. If Yumi knew, she really would have done something stupid like committing suicide."

"You're joking."

"She's facing depression. It's proven, you can ask Max. She's doing slightly better now and that's the reason why, when i told her that i had to end this relationship, she was pretty open about it."

"Oh my god. I didn't know it was this bad. But you should have trust me and not accuse me!"

"I know, i know. And i apologize. I'm sorry."

"Ugh, i guess it's alright. No doubt, this misunderstanding has caused me to be a loner most of the time now." i patted his shoulder. "Since you owe me, why don't you help me this time? What do you say?" i chuckled.

He agreed to help me and said, "Usual place during lunch."

**

Twenty minutes later, i found myself laughing and gossiping with Max and friends. How did this happen so fast? Ah never mind. At least, now that Kelvin has told the truth, they apologized to me sincerely and asked me if i was free on Friday night for a movie.

Isn't that great?! I have friends now!

Suddenly, my cellphone rang.

"Hello?" i said while chewing on my food.

"Are you visiting me or what?"

"Omg! Sophie! I'm on my way now."

"You'd better not be having your lunch in school."

While she was saying that, i wiped my mouth with a napkin and felt guilty. I laughed silently and hang up the phone. I have 20 minutes before my next class starts. I should hurry up a little. I hailed a cab and made my way to the hospital.

It didn't feel long at all when I've finally reached the hospital. I pressed for the elevator and ran out of it as soon as i reached the 28th floor and that's when i saw.. Omg i can't even say her name.

She gave me a look and we reached out to open the door at the same time.

I gasped and thought, "Damn. What a day. This is definitely not one of my luckiest days in my life."

I should leave.. No. I shouldn't. I'm here to see Sophie too.

After all, Casey is just another friend of Sophie's.

" What happen to my darling ? I thought you'll take good care of her ? "

" I'm sorrrry , Aunty . I thought i could . "

" This is why i never trusted this guy over here . He's just the same his dad . "

" Shheesh honey , Sophie's sleeping . "

I could hear Mum's and Dad's voice and obviously Trace's too . But why is he here ? I need to ask him if he's together with Catherine right now . I need to wake up right away , but I couldn't . It's like my eyes are too heavy to be opened . But I have too .

" Hmm- " I slowly opened my eyes . I could see Mum sitting down next to me , Dad and Trace standing infront of me .

" Honeeeyy ! You're awake ! Are you alright ? "

" Mum ? I'm alright , i guess . Where am i ? "

I'm definitely not feeling alright . My whole body is weak , and my hands are just too heavy for me to lift up .

" You're in the hospital . Trace sent you here - "

" Since she's awake , I think i better get going . Bye . " Trace interrupted and walk to the door .

" Wait ! Mum , Can i have a few words with Trace ? "

" You sure ? " Dad asked .

" Yes , please . "

" Alright , Sweetie . Take care . I'll be right back . " Mum laid her face near me and gave me a kiss on my forehead , and so did Dad .

" So , are you alright , Soph ? What happen to you ? " Trace came and sat next to me .

" Trace , did you receive my message ? "

" Erh , message ? What message ? Nope . " Trace looked around the room with a lying face on .

Obviously i know he's lying . Come on , He's already putting on a lying face . Can't he do better than that just to make me not being curious ? Gosh .

" Oh god , Trace . Don't lie . It's all obvious already . By the way , my cell says that it's delivered . "

" Fine . Yeah , i received it . So what ? " He looked at me straight to my eyes , and faced me this time .

" Why are you talking to me like that ? Am i not your friend anymore ? " I stared right into his eyes , and hoping that he'll tell me everything .

" You're still my friend , Soph . It's just that ... " He looked away , and I know that he can't continue with his sentence because there's something he's hiding away .

" Trace , please . I beg you , just tell me . Please ? " I started to tear out bit by bit .

" Dont cry , Sophie . Just remember this . I can't be with you anymore . "

" But why ? ! You just confessed to me ! Is it too late for me to say yes now ? "

Oh damn it . Why is he doing this to me when i'm already telling him that I like him ! Well , indirectly ! He's not that dumb right . I thought he can read my mind everytime , but why not this time ?

" Soph , what i've said that day , was what i felt inside my heart . It have always been , and will always be . I'll always love you . "

He held my hand tightly , and I started to cry more . I hope this moment will last longer . Is it really that late for me to say yes now ? Fuck . I'm regretting badly now . I should have just told him earlier , I should have just forget the shit out of Martin , that ultimate jerkass ex-boyfriend .

" I have to go now . Bye Sophie , Take care . Believe in yourself . "

" But , Wwwaait - " Before i could even finish my sentence , he had already walked out of the door .

Great , is he together with Catherine now or not ? I couldn't stop thinking bout the fact that Trace is together with Catherine now . Suddenly , my mind was interrupted by Sonia .

Oh what do we have here? A 'Best friends' reunion?

Sophie was lying on bed, looking as pale as ever while Casey and Minnie arrived unexpectedly, at the same time. Both exchanged looks and Sophie smiled to herself. Her plan worked. She knew that she was going to save this friendship no matter what.

"I don't suppose this has anything to do with you, Sophie?" Minnie asked, looking from Sophie to Casey. She tried to keep a distance away from her.

"What are you doing here?" Casey asked, staring straight at Minnie. Looks like there won't be an escape for Little Minnie now.

"Sophie's sick and as her friend, I SHOULD be here. But I swear, I didn't know you were coming -"

"You're not wanted here. I don't need more backstabbers in my life."

Minnie ignored what Casey had just said and asked Sophie, "So are you feeling better? I brought some magazines for you, in case if you feel bored."

Casey rolled her eyes, feeling disgusted with the way how Minnie's treating Sophie.

"Thanks. I'll need that." Sophie replied with a smile.

"Hey, Sophie, I brought you some movies. So you don't need those trashy magazines that BITCH brought you." Casey turned to look at Minnie. "Wait, what the fuck is your problem anyway? You come in here and act like you're fucking innocent sucking up to Sophie like I'm the bitch in this argument."

"Stop it. I'll read the magazines and watch the movies-"

"Why did you assume it's me who told everyone about your bump?" i protested.

"You're the only big mouth i know."

"But i didn't say anything about it. Why don't you believe me?"

"Who else could have told?"

"What about Billy?"

"Billy and i agreed to not say anything until the time is right. I trust him."

"Yeah, i trust Billy too. He wouldn't tell." Sophie said.

"Stay out of this, Sophie. It's between Casey and I. And, I'm not going to be accused for doing something i did not do!"

"But you did." Casey said.

Minnie looked at Casey for one moment and sighed. She shook her head, not believing that her own best friend is doing this to her and walked to the chair to grab her bag. Looks like she's about to leave without having her name cleared.

"I can't take any of this anymore, Casey. Enough is enough. I'll leave, alright? You won't have to see me anymore. I'll leave Sunny Dales High too, if that's what you want. So this is my final goodbye to all of you."

When she was about to head for the door, Sophie finally had the guts to speak up, "Okay, okay. Maybe i have a confession to make."

{- -} Chapter 10 » Good try *

2009-03-28T23:47:00.002+08:00

"Ms. Daniels, glad you could join us. I'm Detective Harold and I assume you know Brett."

The lady who accompanied me closed the door behind me and left.

"Have a seat," Detective Harold continued.

"Um, yes, I do know Brett," I said, sitting down.

Brett was handcuffed and he sat quietly in his seat. I looked over at him but his head was down and he didn't look up once.

"What would you say about your relationship with Brett?" the detective asked.

"Umm, I'm sorry. I still have no idea why I'm here."

"Your friend Brett here has been dealing with drugs in and out of the bar he's been working in. I hear you go there often."

"And this has something to do with me?"

"According to him, it has everything to do with you."

"Excuse me?"

"You know the name of the drug dealer Brett's been getting from. You're know his contact, where he lives and you even went out with him."

"Are you accusing me?"

"Are you trying to avoid my questions?"

"Questions? They were more like statements. Look, I didn't know that Brett has been dealing with drugs are whatever nonsense. So what?"

"So what? The drug dealer he's been dealing with has been raping and murdering girls all over Europe and now he's in my town. I will not rest my head until he is caught."

I turned to look at Brett. His head was still down.

"Give me a few moments with him," I said, nodding towards Brett.

"Fine." He sighed and left the room. I went over to Brett.

"Drugs Brett? You couldn't keep it more secretive?"

Okay, yes I knew that Brett has been dealing with drugs in and out of the bar. Yes, I know the dealer. Yes, I know his contact and where he lives. Yes, I went out with him ONCE. But that was a long time ago. Okay maybe not that long, it was late last year. But how was I supposed to know he was rapist and a murderer?! Yes, he's a drug dealer. Okay, I was stupid before.

"Brett come on! Why am I involved in this shit?!"

He finally looked up.

"Damn it because you're the cause!"

"Oh so I'm the cause now. Tell me, what did I do?"

"You introduced him to me."

"I introduced him not drugs to you! You did that on your own."

"Just tell him the damn name of the dealer."

"Don't you know it?"

Brett kept silent.

"You want me in trouble don't you?"

"If I get into trouble, you bloody hell should too!"

"I'm not who I was before."

"You're no different. I see you now and I still see the bitchy slut I know."

"I want out. You figure some way, I am not involved in any kind and you know it. All I did was introduce you my date that night. I knew he was a drug dealer but that was my problem."

"You got drugs from him too, that part makes you as involved as I am."

"Find a way out yourself. Don't you dare put me in. You know I have connections."

"You'd rather me go to jail?"

I ignored him and walked out of the room.

"Detective Harold? I'm sorry I don't have that kind of information you want from me. You're gonna have to push Brett to find out. I am not who you're looking for."

"So you're telling me you don't know this dealer?"

"No."

I smiled and left the station. God okay I know, I lied! But that was in my past. New Casey remember? I don't want in on anything. That was my past and it's forgotten. Starting now.

First things first, I have to find Billy! I went to the workshop he works and fortunately, he was
there. I'm just gonna come right out and say what I feel. I stepped in front of him.

"Do want this baby or not? I want it, I really do. I don't care about anything else."

Before I knew it, he kissed me. Passionately. And I liked it all the more.

****

The next morning was a whole new day. I decided to go back to school. I would go see Mrs. Goy and ask her to take me back. Okay, the proper term is beg. I know she wouldn't take me back after all the troubles I caused but I'm hoping she would.

Billy and I walked to school together this morning. I couldn't stop myself from turning and smiling at him every single second. We would occasionally stop walking and kiss. I kinda think we're a couple. Well, it's not official or anything.

"Hey, good luck."

"Oh, we're here. Yeah, thanks, I'll need it."

He gave one last peck and left. I gathered all the courage I had left in me and continued my way to the principal's office.

"Excuse me, Ms. Daniels? What are you doing here?"

"I'm here to see Mrs. Goy. Could you arrange an appointment for me?"

"Oh, err, oh...okay."

"Thanks."

"You could actually go in now."

"Oh, that's great. Yeah."

I followed the secretary into Mrs. Goy's office.

"Excuse me, Mrs. Goy, Casey Daniels is here to see you."

"Hi." She shut the door behind me and left me to explain myself.

"Ms. Daniels. A surprise."

"Yes." I just kept standing there.

"You can sit, you know." And so I sat.

"What brings you here? I'm proud to say that after I expelled you, things have been going well."

Bitch, I thought.

"So here's the thing. I want back in Sunny Dale High. I promise you, I've changed."

"And what makes me believe you that you've changed?"

"Put me back in, then you'll see."

"Why should I take that risk?"

***

I'M BACK IN SUNNY DALE HIGH! Somehow or rather I managed to convince Mrs. Goy to let me back in. I can't wait to tell Mims and Sophie and Billy about this! They're going to be so thrilled! I was so deep in my thoughts that I accidently hit someone.

"Oh, sorry!"

"Casey?"

"Eric!"

"Minnie."

"Huh.. Is that, is that you Ashton?" i asked in disbelief.

He walked closer towards me and held my hand. It was him.

"You're failing Algebra?"

"Yea- How did you know about it?"

"Minnie, you never fail. You're good in Math." he smiled.

"I didn't bother to concentrate during classes. I just couldn't.. I kept thinking of you. You were in my thoughts, all this while. Nothing else really matters now anyway.." i held his hand tighter but i could feel his fingers, trying to separate from mine. And the next thing i knew, he disappeared.

"Ashton?"

"I know you can do better than this. Make me proud, dear." a voice from nowhere could be heard.

Fuck. It's all a dream.

I woke up in the middle of the night and turned the lights on. It was only 5 in the morning and i knew i couldn't doze off to sleep that easily anymore. I walked to my dressing table and looked at my reflection on the mirror. I gasped. My hair's in a total mess and my make-up wasn't removed. I must have been really tired after the party.

I walked to my bathroom and turned the tap on. I washed my face and i felt all clean and fresh again. That's more like it! I took a towel and walked down the stairs, to the kitchen. I could see, it was drizzling outside. Ah, coldness. I've always hated cold weather. Like, winter for example. I hate it. I hate snowballs. I hate it when someone throws it at me. Bottom line, i hate snow.

I made myself a sandwich and was about to walk to the living room when mum showed up in the kitchen too. And, she looked terrible.

"Mum, are you alright?" i questioned.

She walked past me as if i was invisible. What was that about?

I left mum alone in the kitchen and sat down on the sofa in the living room. I was happily munching on my sandwich when suddenly, i could hear water dripping. I rushed to the kitchen in panic and come to think of it now, i thought my mother was peeing. But no, instead i was shocked to find mum, continuously pouring low-fat milk into her mug and she didn't stop pouring. She looked lost, as though, she was in another world.

"Mum, you can stop pouring now. We'll run out of milk soon." i teased and grabbed her hand. Ouch. It was way colder than ice.

"Mum, why is your hand cold?" i asked in a serious tone.

"What? No no, i'm fine." she looked blur. I guess she really did was thinking of something else.

"Is there something wrong?" i waved my hand in front of her like some dummy. "Do you need to see the doctor? You look really pale and sick.."

"I'm OK, darling. Now, if you'll excuse me." she pushed my hand away and walked back into her room with her cup of milk.

That was really weird.

****

I'm starting to hate school now.

History class has never fail to bore me ever since the day i stepped into Sunny Dale High. Back then, sure, i had friends to talk to, i had someone to pass notes with, i had someone.. to think of. But now, look at me. All i see is anti-social Minnie. No one's talking to me now. Max and the rest had officially ignored me. They've forgotten all about me and they're not even looking at me.

I'm friendless.

Er, though, i did try to make conversation with this girl next to me. She looked nice.

"Hi," i said.

She looked at me in disguise then dragged her table further away from me. To make things even worse, i could hear a group of people from the back, laughing silently.

God, am i really that bad?

"Minnie, stop talking." Mr Gabe warned.

"But i wasn't.."

"I'm not deaf, Minnie. We all know, your voice's the loudest among all these students around here. So keep that mouth shut and do your work." he said firmly.

"It was-"

"Ab-tat-tat-tat-ta. Say another word and i'll send you to detention."

The students started laughing again as soon as he turned his back to us. The noises of the chatter went on and on, from the back of the class. I turned back just so i could ask them to keep their voices low and that's when..

"Minnie!" Mr Gabe yelled and took off his reading glasses, "How many times must i say-"

"It wasn't me, fucker!" i raised my voice and stood up.

Harsh move, Minnie. Now, everyone's looking at you. Even, Sarah the nerd geek, has stopped playing with her hair. I must admit, that was really annoying. I felt like pulling her hair off so she can just be bald instead. Esh.

The class was pin-drop silent and the situation was really tensed up. I felt like throwing up anytime now. According to my instincts, i knew exactly what to do at that time. Besides, i can't just sit back down and pretended nothing has just happen right?

"Don't even say it. I know where i'll have to go."

"Detention plus a visit to the principal's office." he wrote me a slip and i stared at it, palms sweating. I've never been sent to a principal's office before. Weakly, i took my bag and walked out of class.

"No, Mr Gabe. You can't do that." a guy voice said.

I stopped walking and looked back to see Max, standing up to fight for my rights. I smiled at him to thank him but he didn't smile back.

"Well well well, what do we have here? A friend trying to help. Now you both will go detention. Out of my class!" he pointed to the door and we had no choice but to walk out.

While walking down the hallway, i could feel my heart beating really fast. I was sweating too. At the corner of my eye, i could see Max, walking like a normal human being. What the hell. Why was i even thinking that he's going to forgive me anyway? I knew he wouldn't. Of course i knew.

"I'll accompany you to the office." he said without looking at me.

"You don't have to if you-"

"No, i want to."

"Okay.. if you insist." i mumbled.

I knocked on the door and Mrs Goy said, "Come in."

As i was about to open the door, Max grabbed my arm and said coolly, "Hey, don't be too nervous alright?"

I smiled awkwardly back and closed the door behind me. As usual, Mrs Goy gave her little lecture and i nodded my head obediently like every 1 minute. But what she didn't know was, my mind was too busy replaying that scene over and over again.

That scene when Max had just talk to me. Fine, he didn't really talk to me but he did say something to me! So it must mean something, no?

"Minnie, do you understand what i've just said?"

I nodded my head.

"Okay, you can go now. You and your friend can skip this detention. I'll inform the teachers. But, i'm warning you. The next time, i see you here, i'll have to call your parents."

I nodded my head again and opened the door widely. Max was still waiting for me outside the office while messaging someone with his iPhone. He didn't even realize i was standing in front of him for the past 5 minutes. It's nice staring at him sometimes.

Finally, i cleared my throat and he stopped playing with his gadget.

"Erm, no detentions for us so we can go now."

"Okay then." He walked off without a smile and i was left, standing alone in the hallway.

Am i going to save this friendship? Am i going to be the one who's going to make the first move? Wait, i don't even know what i did wrong to deserve being treated this way. There must be some misunderstandings. I know it. We just have to talk. But how? Am i really going to say it?

Say it, Minnie.

"Hey, look!" i said before he made that turn at the end of the hallway, "Can we talk? Please?"

He stopped walking and turned back to look at me.

"What for?"

"If you refuse to, i don't think i'll ever forgive myself for losing a friend like you without knowing the reason for it."

There was a brief silence before he finally agreed and said, "8 o'clock, my place." And as soon as he was gone, i can't help but to have my hopes a little higher than before. I'm going to sort things out. Tonight.

"BRRRIIINNNNNNNGGG ! "

Shit . The alarm . Damn it . It's time for school . Alyssa woke up and turned off the alarm , and went back to sleep . I woke up , and went to the toilet . Yeah , messy look . I washed my face , and take a look at the mirror . I brushed my teeth , and combed my hair .

" Alyssa ! It's time for schoooollll ! " I shouted inside the toilet .

I heard no reply , but I didn't care . I just went to bath , and started humming to the favourite song of mine .

When I was done , Alyssa was still sleeping . I went to her , and pulled her blanket away .

" ALYSSA ! It's time for school ! " I swear i shouted on the top of my lungs .

" Hm ? " Alyssa replied with a soft tone . Her face was all red , and plenty of red dots were on her face .

" OMG ! Alyssa , what's wrong ? Your face ! "

" What ?! What ?! My face ? What's wrong ? " She grab a mirror , next to her , and took a look .

" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! " Alyssa screamt .

Aunty Christine , Mum and Dad rushed up , and opened the door .

" What happen ? " Aunty Christine asked .

" MUM ! MY FACE !! " Alyssa shouted .

Four of us , were just plain shocked on what's going on with her face . Obviously , Alyssa , herself , was plain shocked as well . All of us started to worry and panic . We had no idea on what to do , or any thing that could help Alyssa .

" Why not .. I get you some ice ? That will help right ? " Mum said . Trying to help around .

" MUM ! She didn't injure herself , the dots just popped out . So , ice wouldn't help . "

" Right . Oh , Christine , why not bring her to the doctor ? Quick ! "

" Good idea. Come , let's go to the doctor , hun . " Aunty Christine carried Alyssa up from the bed , but Alyssa was to weak to walk .

" But mum ! I want to go to school ! " Alyssa dragged her feets to the closet , and picked some clothes out .

" No , you can't . How are you going to go to school with the red dots ? Soph , tell your teacher that Alyssa's not feeling well . "

" Err , Alright . I'm going to go now , or i'll be late . Bye Al , take care , love all of you . "

I ran out of the room , and i could hear dad speaking to me , but I just ignored him and went straight to the door . I bet he'll ask if Trace's downstairs or whatever . Gosh , when will he ever stop . Right , speaking of Trace . Why isn't he here to pick me up ? Is he like mad that I didn't accept him ? Oh dear .

I walked to school , and .. I'm obviously late . Shit . I quickly ran to the locker , grab my books and head for English class .

" Soorry I'm late . "

Apparently , teacher isn't here , and the whole class stopped what they're doing and looked at me . All of them were busy talking , some were even throwing balls . Thank god , i'm not that late . Serene waved at me , and i went to her .

" Hi guys . " I sat in between Serene and Johnny .

I just love Serene and Johnny because they always save me a seat no matter what . This is what I call true friends . Sometimes , I do feel bad , as I seldom hangout with them .

" Why are you so late ? " Johnny asked .

" Alyssa is sick , so yeah . We had to figure what's wrong with her . By the way , have you seen Trace ? "

" No . Oh , did you hear that Trace is together with Catherine ? "

" Wwwwwhhat ?! Trace is together with HER ?! " I shouted , and pointed at Catherine who's 5 tables away from us .

" Yeah , okay Sophie . Lower down your voice . " Johnny pat my shoulder , he sure know how i'm feeling .

" No wait , this can't be . "

I quickly took out my phone and text Trace .

To Trace

: You're together with Catherine ? Tell me , this ain't true . Please .

From Sophie .

I was feeling so stressed out . It feels like , I just got ripped off . Trace just said he like me , not long ago , and now he's together with Catherine ? The point is , his girlfriend is Catherine . If it was other girls , I wouldn't mind . But , hey , is that bitch .

Suddenly , the headmaster came in and all of us kept quite . It was pin drop silence .

" Your English teacher is ill today . She's not coming , so it's a free period now . "

After leaving the message , she walked out , and continue to walk around the school . Everyone packed their bag and leave the class .

" Urgh , this can't be happening . Trace is not together with Catherine . " I mumbled to myself .

As I was walking out from the class , I felt as though my head is so heavy that I could hardly walk . My sight is all blurred out , and all i can see , is my vision spinning round and round . Then I just passed out . Before I fainted , I could here a voice next to my ear , shouting for my name . That voice was very familiar .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 9 *

2009-03-11T00:10:00.007+08:00

What the hell did I just say?! Now Sophie was glaring at me. I'm dead.

"Okaaay. Well, I'm gonna go." She patted me on the back and left.

Billy just stared. Nobody moved, nobody said a word. Why did he have to come home at this time of a day?

I cleared my throat. "So, what'd you do today?"

"Is there something you want to tell me, Casey?" he asked.

"What? No, no....," I paused ,"Yes."

"Let me guess. You think you're pregnant cause you did the pregnancy test. And you told me that Sophie's pregnant because you didn't want to freak me out. Did I get that right?"

"How..Yes." I sat down.

"Look, it's pretty obvious. And I'm not all that freaked out."

"You're not freaked out?! How the hell is this possible?" I stood up again. "I'm scared. Aren't you?"

"Yeah, I am, Casey. But I'm supposed to be the guy. I can't be scared. I'll be there."

"See that's the thing. There's something I didn't tell you."

"Now's a good time to tell me."

"That night, when err .. when I got back.. I got back from Eric's... and err..."

"You did it with him."

"Billy, I didn't mean to .." The door slammed. "YOU SAID YOU'D BE THERE!" I screamed, but it was too late. I don't think he even heard me anymore.

That's it. I'm so sick of all the hiding. I'm so sick of being a whore. I have a baby now. I felt my stomach. There's something inside of me. And I'm gonna keep it. I don't care what they all say. I don't give a shit what they all think. I don't give a fuck, whatever!

****

I woke up the next morning. Man, this feels weird knowing there's something growing inside me. Since I haven't told Mims anything about this yet, I decided to call her.

"Mims, can we meet up?"

I thought it would be nice if I went over to her house. I haven't been there in a long time.

"Hey, come on in," she said, gesturing me to come in.

I stepped in. Kinda feels like home. We went up to her room and lied on the bed, just like old times when I was here for a sleepover and we couldn't sleep so we would talk and talk until then sun came up the next morning.

"What's up?"

"I guess Sophie didn't tell you yet huh?"

"Tell me what?" she asked curiously.

"Well it's really nothing, except... I'm pregnant."

"NOTHING?! YOU CALL THAT NOTHING?! CASEY!"

I told her beginning to end from Sophie coming over to Billy running out on me.

"Are you okay?" she asked.

"Yeah. I mean am I fucked up that this happened? Yes. But did I regret doing it? No, not really. I don't know what I should do or feel. I'll figure it out sooner or later."

"You will, Casey." She nodded encouragingly.

"Thanks. Hey, I'll talk to you soon. I have to go somewhere."

"Okay, sure. Keep me updated. You know I'm here."

"I will."

We hugged goodbye and I left. I stopped at the bus stop nearby and sat. Well I obviously lied, I don't have anywhere to go. I could go to the doctor's but.. do I need to pay for examination or something? I wouldn't want to go alone anyway. Damn, I suck at this. I barely even know anything. I don't even know how to go to the nearest hospital. I don't even know what's it called! I laughed out loud. No one was around me so I didn't really care that much. Wait, even if someone was around me I don't care. He'll probably think I'm psychopath but who the fuck cares! I'm having a baby. A little boy, or a girl.

I feel different. This is the new Casey. She's going to be responsible, caring and honest. Okay, I haven't been very honest lately. White lies are fine.

My phone buzzed. I didn't know who it was but I picked up anyway.

"Hello?"

"Ms. Casey Daniels?" A rough, male voice replied.

"Yeah?"

"I need you to come down to the police station now. It's an emergency."

"Excuse me? Did I do something wrong?"

"Apparently so. We need you here now."

"Could you explain what I did?"

"We will as soon as you're here."

"Okay, I'm on my way."

Duh! Obviously I know where the police station is! I've been there like a thousand times. I used to get caught for drug usage in school or vandalising public property. Stuff like that, but of course in the end, they couldn't press charges, I was good at cover up. I smiled. Wow, now that I think about, I was pretty good. Sure I got caught but nothing ever happened.

Okay, focus. New Casey.

I knew it would take too long to walk so I took a cab and arrived there in minutes. I walked to the counter.

"Hi, I'm Casey Daniels."

"Ah, Ms. Daniels. Follow me."

I wondered if I did anything wrong.

When I arrived at a small room I saw a figure.. and I soon got to recognise him.

BRETT?!

What the hell is he up to?

I woke up due to the noises of what it seemed to be, renovation works.

I rubbed my head and looked around the room. White walls, really, really bright room..

Hold on.

"This isn't my house." i thought. I wasn't in my room.

It wasn't Billy's apartment too.

But it.. looked familiar to me. It definitely did.

"Where am i.. Where am.. Fuck, i know this place. But where?" i whispered to myself.

I got up from the couch and walked around the room. My head still hurt but i was feeling fine. I could tell, that must be the living room. There wasn't any bed in sight. I must say, this is a really clean place to live in! Compare to Billy's, this is like 100 times better. I wonder who lives here?

Who was i with before this again?

There were a few photo frames hung up on the wall and i managed to get a closer look. There was a photo of two boys holding a trophy together, another photo of a boy with an older woman (must be the mother), another photo of a little boy, crying because his ice cream fell off the cone (which was funny), another photo of a guy posing with Jason Mraz yadda yadda this is getting boring..

Oh look! There's another photo of..

I froze with fear.

I couldn't take my eyes off that photo.

There was a couple in that photo, smiling happily for the camera. The girl had long, wavy, hair with side-parting and there she was, holding a bouquet of roses and putting her other arm around the guy's waist. I know that guy. I can't mistake him for any other guy.

"I see you've met Hanna." a voice surprised me from the back and i jumped in fright.

I nodded my head and said, "She looks happy with.. with him. By the way, did i really pass out just now?"

"Well," he gave a small laugh, "Apparently, you did and i had to send you back here for a while. My girlfriend's at my place so i don't think it's convenient. Sorry." He smiled.

Right, his girlfriend. How could i forget that?

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to.."

"Nah, it's OK. I informed her that i'll be home late tonight so no worries!"

Shit.

"What time is it?"

"7 in the evening. Why? Are you in a hurry to get to somewhere?"

"Ye.. Yeah. Wait, i have to make this call really quick." Unsurprisingly, my phone was filled with Nate's messages. I dialled his number quickly and waited for him to pick it up.

"Hello?"

"It's me. Listen, i'm sorry i didn't reply you. Long story but i'll tell you when i see you. I'm at Ashton's apartment now. Where's the party? I don't want to miss this reunion, you know."

"Ashton's apartment? Wait there, i'll come in a few minutes."

"Thanks, see ya."

I placed my cellphone on the coffee table so i'd know when he's calling. There was a moment of silence in the room. Okay.. This is getting weird. I should say something.

"Can i-"

"So are you-"

We both spoke at the same time.

I giggled and said, "You go first. Mine's not really important."

"So.. Are you feeling better? Oh, drink that. It's something i've made for you. It's special!" he pointed at the mug on the coffee table.

I took a sip and exclaimed, "GOD! This is good stuff!" i continued drinking the rest of it, "What is this? It's.. it's sweet but not too sweet at the same time.. It has this really unique taste. Like like.. It's like.. champange! But, of course, it isn't.. I've never drink anything like this in my entire life. Gee, thanks!"

"I knew you'd like this-"

"STRAWBERRY! Yes, it tastes like strawberry too! Mike, you really have to tell me what's this." i took another sip.

"I call it, Alcoton."

"What?! That is the lamest name i've ever heard!" i laughed.

"Ashton suggested that. I mean, i wanted Trivas instead."

"Trivas. That's a nice one. We shall call it Trivas then." i finished the drink within seconds.

"You really think so?"

"Yes, and i know the perfect snack to go along with this drink too. Toast!"

"Toast?"

"Bread, toast. Come on, let's try it now! Where's the kitchen? Oh, i remember where!" I was about to skip happily into the kitchen when Mike grabbed my hand and stopped me.

"No, no. It's Ok. Funny, i've thought of that before. Toast with this drink. And i think it tasted good." he smiled.

"Really?"

"Yeah. I told Ashton about it but he said the drink was better without it." he sighed and walked to the other side of the room.

"How's he doing?"

"What?" he turned back to look at me.

"Is he really back with Hanna?" i asked.

"He's out of his mind to get back with her!" he shouted furiously.

I was really shocked on how he would react. I see, i wasn't the only one who would miss Ashton's presence around here.

"She can't be trusted and she's hurt him for the millionth time, and now i have a feeling, she's going to hurt him again. Ashton's my best friend and it's really saddening to see him, getting hurt every single time when he's done nothing wrong." he blurted everything out.

"Hurt him? How could she do that to him? Doesn't she know, he loves her?"

"He doesn't."

"What?"

"He doesn't love her." he repeated.

"But how-"

"It's really complicating. I'm.. I'm not suppose to say anything about this." he cut me off and looked down.

Why can't he tell me? Is it really that confidential?

"Sure," i said calmly, "It's his secrets. I have not rights to know anything about him."

"No, it's not that. Minnie, it's more complicated than you think it is."

"Then tell me. I can keep secrets." i said convincingly.

"I.. I.." he paused. "I can't." he sighed.

Fine. Whatever.

There's another moment of silence in this room and to be honest, i was getting sick of this conversation. I should make an escape.

"Minnie.."

I turned back to see Mike again, standing near the curtains.

"You're going to tell me?"

"The truth is-"

Suddenly, my phone rang and Mike stopped talking too. Damnit, i should have just put it on silent mode and shoved it in my pocket.

"Hello? You're here? Alright, give me a sec."

I grabbed my bag and gave a last look to Mike.

"I'll get going. Thanks for today. It's been nice meeting you."

"Yeah," he smiled. "I'll contact you soon."

He walked me down the creepy stairs and he promised to talk to me right after the party or something. Either way, we'll stay in touch no matter what. You know, i wouldn't mind if he'd stop contacting me. I don't wish to hear anymore about Ashton.

In fact, i want him out of my life instantly.

I walked to the car and didn't even dare to look at Nate. He's acting all cool and stoned. Whatever, i don't give any shits. If he wants to talk to me, he will.

I switched the radio on and there were a few songs playing which got me emotional but it did describe the way i was feeling at that time. Like, wth much? Even the radio knew what i was facing through.

"So, if you have any problems, you can call us and talk to us! The number is, 9092139204. I repeat, the number to dial is, 9092139204!" the dj said.

Obviously, i didn't call them up. That would make me sound so stupid.

Finally, it felt like forever, we reached the house without saying anything in the car. We kept quiet the whole time, i think he was still mad at me. He parked his car at the roadside and i could feel my heart beating, faster than ever.

"Spill it."

I looked at him and he still had his hands on the steering wheel, his eyes not meeting mine.

Great. Just when i thought i could finally put Ashton aside, here we have, Nate, asking me what's happened. I hate him.

"Er.. It's really hard to say. I don't think you'd believe me either. Can we not talk about it? Please?"

"You promised to tell-"

"I KNOW WHAT I PROMISED!" i yelled. Nate finally turned to look at me but i didn't bother holding back. I couldn't control myself any longer.

"And, i know, when someone promises they would never leave you, would never do anything to hurt you.. You know, deep inside, he tries so hard to keep that promise. And you play your role, believe he would never break that promise. You knew he wouldn't forget those promises he made. All of them." i sniffed and continued my little speech. Oh wtf -

"But now.. I believe, promises are for fucks. No one means it. They're all meant to be broken. I guess i got my hopes a little too high." i sniffed again and was desperate for a tissue. I looked around the car but there wasn't any box. How can he not keep tissues in here?

"I don't get you Minnie. Are you alright?"

"No, i'm not." i said, sobbing. "But i will be. I just need more time. Come on, let's get in. I'll tell you later. Crap, i need a tissue."

He laughed softly and we both head into the house. I told myself for the last time, i'm not going to be sad this evening. For the sake of this party, i'm going to enjoy myself and try to put my problems aside. Gosh, who knows? I might find another hottie in here.

Like what i was expecting, the house was crowded and there were a few familiar faces too. Oh joy! So many people, so many names. I don't remember their names, but i sure remember who they are!

God, why is Nate dragging me to the corner?

"Let me go!"

"You've got some explaining to do." Nate said without looking at me.

"Fuck, can't you ask me after the party?"

"I want to know what's happening, and i want to know now."

I took a sip of iced water slowly and thought of the right words to say. The truth was i didn't want to say anything at all. I wanted to enjoy this party, why can't he ask me after this? Why?! I wished i was mute instead.

Ugh, why does he have to stare at me like that? Does he know what i'm thinking? Oh no.

Stop staring at me fuck.

There's only one sentence i could think of at that moment.

"I'm fine, really."

"Yo, you think ima fall for that? You have cuts on your hands. Both of them." he took my hand and turned them over, "And, what happened in the car? What was that all about?"

I took a deep breath and asked, "You really want to know what's going on? You really do want to know?"

"Yes. Besides, you can't keep secrets from me for long."

There was a long pause before i started telling him about the problem. I prepared myself to meet his reaction and took a deep breath again.

"Okay! I give up. It's.."

"About Ashton isn't it?" he interrupted.

"Fuck how did you know about it?!"

"I know you more than you think okay."

I sighed.

"He left me, two weeks ago. And i was alright. I never bothered and i kept telling myself, i have no feelings for him or whatsoever. I did not fall in love with him, i reminded myself." Tears were falling onto my cheeks as i said those words. "Now, he's leaving me again. Forever, Nate. I don't think i can do this. Ever since his friend told me about this, i couldn't stop thinking of.... him."

"Hi!" a voice surprised us from the back.

"Chels, hey!" Nate hugged her and kissed both sides of her cheeks. That's it. He's going to forget that i was even here and start blabbing things to this..

"OH MY GOD IT'S YOU CHELS!" i couldn't help raising my voice.

"Minnie!" she gave a tiny scream and hugged me, "It's been a while. How are you? And, gosh, are you crying?" she looks down at me and patted my shoulder. "There, there, everything's OK. Are the lights too bright for you?"

"What? No, no. I'm alright. Nate made me cry." i teased.

"You're putting the blame on me?!" he replied and we started laughing.

"The last time i saw you, Minnie, you were crying too. Jackson bullied you, remember?"

"Oh lord, don't remind me." Feeling a little embarrassed about the past, i took another sip of iced water.

"Minnie's a little emotional tonight. And, no this has nothing to do with me! Chels, will you be a darling and show her around? I wanna talk to Ben for a while."

"Who's Ben? Wait, isn't that the fatty who used to like you?" i looked at Chels suspiciously and she blushed.

"We didn't last. And he's not fat!" At that moment, Nate has already made his way towards a group of guys.

"I can't wait to show you, the whole gang!"

"You mean, everyone's here?"

"Sort of."she grinned at me and exclaimed, "Come on!"

I left Billy's apartment right after he came home . I bet Casey will have a hard time dealing with him , oh well .

" Good luck , Cas . " I thought .

I decided to walk home as I couldn't find any cab . Pfft . Well , but that's a good thing . I need an exercise anyway . Yeah , walking will help . Its not that far anyway . As I was walking , I realised all the beautiful things in the world . Green trees and blue sky . I started to think about the future , and what will happen next , till I heard someone calling my name .

" Sophie ! "

I turned to the back , and saw noone there .

" Sophie ! To your right ! "

I looked to my right , and I saw Trace in his car . I walked to his car , and he came out of the car .

" Hey , what are you still doing here ? " I asked .

" I was waiting for you , but I was a little hungry , so i went to the grocery store to have some snacks . And , then I came back . "

" Oh . Alright . Do you still have some ? I'm hungry . " I smiled .

" Its in the car . Jump in , i'll send you home . "

" Alright , Thanks . "

Trace opened the car door for me , and i went in . He passed me some snacks , and all of them are my favourites . He sure know me well , hah .

" Oooh , Oh my . Heaven . These are delicious . " I licked my fingers .

" Hell yeah . By the way , what took you so fast in Billy's apartment ? "

" Billy came home , and I decided not to disturb them , so i left . "

" Ahh . Hey , wanna have dinner at the new cafe near your house ? "

" But it's still early for dinner , don't you think so ? "

" Well , we still have to find seats , order and wait for the food right ? So the time will be just nice . " It sounded convincing though .

" Alright , if you insist . " I chuckled .

" I insist . " He smiled sweetly .

" Hey , how do you know so much bout the areas near my house ? You stalk me every night , eh ? "

" Sophie , how did you know ? Yes , I stalk you every minute , don't you realise ? " He put on his sarcastic look .

" Right , funny . "

It took us less than 15 minutes to reach the cafe . Trace was right . The food , just came at a nice time , and we finished our meal less than 45 minutes . We still had plenty of time , so we went over to the beach . The beach that we first went .

" Remind me , why are we here again ?" I asked .

" I don't know . You don't need to rush home right ? So why not come out , and take in some fresh air right ? "

" Right . It's relaxing anyway . "

We sat down on the beach and kept silent for a few minutes to enjoy the relaxing breeze in the evening . I closed my eyes and started to think bout those happy moments i've had . With my family , Trace , Casey and Minnie .

" Sophie . " I heard Trace calling my name .

" Hmm ? " I opened my eyes and saw him kneeling on the ground with a bouquet of pink roses . The same one which Martin used to buy for me .

" Oh my god . These roses are beautiful , which lucky girl is going to get that ? "

" Hah ? Sophie , can't you see i'm giving it to you ? "

" Wwwhhaat .?! Me ?! For ? " I was fully surprised when he told me he was giving it to me .

" Yeah . Errmm ... Will you be my girlfriend ? I really like you , Sophie . And I know this might give you a shock , but .. this is how i feel . "

" Traacee ! Stop joking around . I'm not falling for this again . " I laughed .

" No ! Sophie ! I'm serious . Will you ? "

" Stop it already , it's not funny . " I stopped laughing this time .

He grabbed my right hand while his the other hand holding the bouquet of roses , and my heart was pounding faster than usual . What is he up to now , I thought .

" Sophie Cassandra , I'm kneeling right here for more than 3 minutes and holding a bouquet of pink roses . And all I just want to ask is , will you be my girlfriend ? I seriously do like you , and whenever i'm with you , I feel real comfortable . So , Is it a Yes ? Or a No no ? "

" Urrmm ...... Trace .. " I looked away , feeling really awkward now .

" Is it about Martin ? " Trace interrupted . " - I know he have been with you for a year , but still , he's such an asshole right now . So why not just give me a chance ? Please ? I'm already begging with one knee . I can see that you're happy with me . " He continued .

" No no , Trace . Its not bout him . God , why do you always bring his name up ? "

" Fine fine , I'm sorry . You know what , I don't need an answer now . You can always give me a call at anytime , to tell me the answer . If it's a no , then don't bother calling , but if it's a yes , I want a straight-away call . But , I just need you to accept this bouquet of roses . " He smiled .

" Alright , Trace . " I smiled back .

" So , shall we ? " He passed the bouquet of roses , and we walked over to the car .

Both of us were quiet in the car . I didn't feel like talking as I was shocked by the incident . All i need now , is just a hot bath .

" Here you are , home sweet home . I bet you're real tired . Go get a good sleep , I'll see you in school tomorrow . " Trace wished me good night before he came out to open the car door for me . All i can do , was just to smile .

Right after i came out of the car , I saw Dad's car parked in the garage . Mum and Dad came home with Aunty Christine along with Alyssa .

" Hey , Trace . " Mum greeted Trace .

" Hey , Mr.&Mrs.Cassandra , Hi , Alyssa , and ... heeeyy ? "

" You can call me Christine , I'm Alyssa's mum . So are you Sophie's boyfriend or something ? " Aunty Christine asked .

" Aunt Christine ! Noo , he isn't . " I blushed .

" Come in , Trace . Lets have some drinks . " Mum invited Trace in .

All of us sat down in the kitchen except for Dad , as he used his excuse " I'm tired . " to escape . We started off with school , to our future and to Mum's & Aunt Christine's past . Suddenly , Alyssa's phone rang , and she went up to her room .

" Hey , can i use the bathroom for a while ? " Trace interrupted .

" Oh oh sure . Go up the stairs and turn to your right . " Mum answered .

Trace left the conversation , and soon it was 3 of us having a conversation .

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**Trace**

" Oh okay , I get your plan . You want to use me to have a relationship with Martin to make Sophie angry eh ? " Alyssa said .

I heard Alyssa talking on the phone , in her room with the loudspeaker on . I could hear someone's voice who sounds really familiar to me . Have a relationship with Martin ? To make Sophie angry ? Who would do that ?

" Yes yes . Finally you get the plan . Grrr . " The familiar voice continued .

Right . Catherine would do that , but why ?

I opened Alyssa's room door , and stomped my feet in .

" Why are you trying to make Sophie angry , hah ? " I interrupted .

" Fuck . Trace , WHY DID YOU COME IN ?! " Alyssa scolded me and quickly run to the door , to close it .

" Whose that ? Wait , WHAT ?! TRACE ?! How in the world , did he appear to be in your room , Alyssa ?! " I could hear Catherine shouting on the top of her lungs .

" I'm sorrry , Catherine . He's here because my aunt invited him in . "

" Yeah . And , I heard that you all were trying to make Sophie angry ? What are you girls trying to do ? You're trying to make Sophie sad right ? "

" Well , yeah . At least you're faster than Alyssa . I'm using Alyssa to make Martin fall in love with her , then , Sophie will be broken hearted . " Catherine did her evil laugh .

" WHAT ?! You girls have to stop that ! " I shouted at Catherine over the phnone .

" I can stop , but . with one condition . "

" What ? "

" Be my boyfriend , Trace . You do know I like you right ? "

I just confessed to Sophie , and now a girl saying that she wants me to be her boyfriend . Why can't this be Sophie ?

" If i do , you'll ... stop it ? "

" Yes . "

" Fine . " I agreed without hesitating . I would do anything for Sophie , as what i've said .

{- -} Chapter 9 » Confusions *

2009-02-14T19:43:00.005+08:00

2 weeks has passed. The most I did was go to Frenzy Don (it has become a habit since the first day there) and party all night and all day long. I mean can you freaking believe this? Okay, I admit, I miss school. I miss skipping class and getting into trouble. I miss Mrs. Goy's pissed off face. I miss bitching about other people to Mimi and Sophie during lunch. Ugh, could this week get any worse?!

After fainting from exhaustion two weeks ago, Billy has been avoiding me - as usual. I guess he didn't want to hear my answer. Oh my god, I feel so sick. What is wrong with me? It was 10 am in the morning and I was just getting up when I threw up big time on the floor next to me. Oh shit. What the fuck? I quickly got up and ran to the toilet. There, I continued throwing up until I was finally done.

I decided to give Sophie a call.

"Hey, soph? I think something's wrong with me."

" What's up ? "

"I don't know. I threw up and I feel like shit. Know what's causing this fucked up thing? Ughh."

" Are you alright ? Maybe you've just been tired lately ? Or ... Are .. youu ... prreeggnannt ? Since .. you did ' it ' with Billy ... right ? "
"Oh please, don't be stupid. I had protection you idiot. "

" How sure are you , that your ' protection ' works 100% ! Maybe , he forgotten to put it on or something . Hah ! "

"What?! I always make sure the guy is protected! Duh! Common sense, soph. You know what? Why don't you come over and get some pregnancy tests and we'll see who's right."

" Fine . Eitherway , i'm out . So yeah , i'll be right there , and prove to you , that you're going to be a mother in another 9 months or less . "

"Whatever. We'll see."

I hung up and thought about it. I couldn't be pregnant. Yeah, I'll show her. I sat on the couch waiting for Sophie.

She finally came 20 minutes later.

"Okay, I bought them. Now let's see," she said, handing me the pregnancy test.

"Fine."

I went in the toilet and checked.

Yes, I am pregnant.

"No, it can't be. Give me another one."

Yes, I am still pregnant.

"What the fuck! Another one!" I demanded.

Again, I am pregnant.

"Oh my god! Casey, you are pregnant!" Sophie exclaimed.

"No, I'm not. This is fake. I'm not buying this shit."

"You should see a doctor about this."

Omg. Omg. Omg. Am I really pregnant? But who's the father?

"Wait, who's the father?" Sophie asked.

I didn't answer her. I was too deep in my own worries. This is bad. Like really bad! I can't even keep a fish alive for a day! A baby? I can't do this.

Suddenly, the door opened and Billy was there. Shit! The look on his face changed from exhaustion to surprise as he saw the pregnancy test in my hand.

"Sophie's pregnant!"

"Mum, for the last time. I'm attending a reunion party. Not Prom! You're turning me into a doll for God's Sake." i surveyed myself in the mirror from head to toe. Looking a tad bit like my mum's idol (some woman from the 80's), the dress was obviously, hideous and old-fashioned.

Wow, 2 weeks has just passed. I'm feeling rather excited for this party. Can't wait to see all my friends whom i've lost contact with!

"Darling," she brushed my hair with her cold fingers, "You're meeting your ex school mates. Don't you want to look nice? Imagine what nasty things they'll say about you if you go there, wearing that yellow, old dress. Isn't this better? It's clean, bright and not to mention new too.."

"Mum, you got it from Marks and Spencer."

"Is there a problem?"

"I hate Marks and Spencer."

"Did you expect me to get you something from Marc Jacob then?" she said doubtfully.

"Mum," i sighed. "Let me handle this alone. And, besides.. Nate's going to fetch me in six hours time, mum. Six hours." i said slowly.

"Oh, i see my daughter doesn't need my help anymore eh?"

"No it's just-"

"She's turning into a young adult," she raised her voice, "And soon, she's going to leave me here, all alone."

"Mum, i'm not leaving this house unless i have to, OK?" i laughed.

There was a short silence. But i didn't bother anyway. I was too busy finding for.. Oh god where the fuck did i put my Lady Gaga CD again? Don't tell me, i lost it. Again?

"You're 16, this year, Minnie-"

"Not yet." i corrected her.

"Yeah, but sooner or later you'll end up just like Lance. Move out, start college, go on dates. Forget that i was even here."

"How can i possibly forget you, Mum? Oh unless, you did something terrible and i hate you. Now that's a different story then."

"It's happening all over again. Believe it or not, that's what Lance told me last few years ago."

I found it! I found it! Without waiting any longer, I transferred the songs from the CD into my computer and turned the volume down just in case Mum hated noisy music. And that's when i realize, mum was waiting for a reply. Shit.

"Oh. Err, he did?" i asked ridiculously.

"Of course he did. The same words. I can remember it clearly. It was the day he finally graduated from high school. Back when he was still with Nancy." she smiled pleasantly.

Gosh, Nancy. I wonder what happened to her and my brother? Lance wasn't at home these days so i couldn't ask him. I don't see him that much anymore.

"Just look at you. You've grown so much. From a toddler, you've become a teen. And ever since we moved here, it was like as if you've become someone else. You're not as quiet as you were before at Columbus."

"You didn't like it when i'm quiet?" i asked while taking my ear rings off.

"No, i don't mean it that way.. It doesn't matter. Quiet or not, you're still my Minnie. My little Minnie."

I nodded my head, pretending that i was listening to every word she was saying. Boring mum-daughter talks. I'm sick of them. Until.. the very last sentence she said, caught my attention.

"Talented just like your older brother David, spontaneous just like your brother Lance, Tall and model-like just like your.."

"My dad?" I turned around and saw that shocking face of hers.

"I was going to say, grandmother but he can fit into that slot too." she rolled her eyes.

"Mum, what exactly happened to my dad? If i had one, that is."

I could see it in her eyes, filled with anger and disappointment at the same time. I knew that look. She hated anyone who would ask about my dad. But i just did. And now, right now, at this moment, i would like to see what she would say.

"Your dad was lovely. He brought me out for dinner, every night. It's a pity he's dead now." she said without any enthusiasm.

What the fuck? Is she even human? Or did she NOT love my dad at the first place?

"Are you sure he's-"

"Minnie, let's not talk about it. Oh lord, you look beautiful!" she squeezed my arms and smiled. "Any guy will just fall for you on first sight."

I couldn't stop myself from turning tomato red.

"Mum, there's no such thing as love at first sight. We all know that."

She made no immediate reply and for a long moment, she hesitated. I didn't know if she was loss for words or was she just thinking about her ex crushes or something.

Finally, she cleared her throat and said, "There is, Mimi. There is. It's just a matter of time and he'll find you soon. I know it."

"Hm. I'll just wait and see what happens. Oh shit! Mum! Aren't you suppose to be meeting up with Simon from work?"

"Simon.. Simon.. SIMON! Right!" she checked her phone and realized how late she was already.

Okay, now what? It's still early.. And i have no plans for the day. Oh great. Just great. I'll be stoning right here, in my room 'til Nate arrives? Oh my god, this sucks. I'm fucking bored. Bored bored bored! Gah. I hit the table so hard that when someone messaged me on AIM (the new message tone that scared me), i gasped and fell right onto my cold carpet.

"Owww. Who.. who's this. Eh? Cheese20? What a funny name." i giggled.

Cheese20: Hi. We need to talk.
minnie.xo: Hey, yes er we do need to talk. Who the fuck are you?
Cheese20: Oops, sorry. I'm using Taylor's account. You know who's Taylor?
minnie.xo: Right! Yeah i know him. But who's this, using his account then?
Cheese20: Erm, you might have forgotten about me or whatsoever but i'm afraid we've met once and it was quite a memorable night. Couldn't forget you for a week.

Is this guy flirting with me? Oh, not any guy, this stranger?

minnie.xo: Er, i'm sorry? Can't recall spending any night with a sweet talker like you.
Cheese20: You knew me a day before you stepped into Sunny Dales High. For one night, it seemed, we talked non-stop. But sadly, we lost contact. Now, do you know who am i?
minnie.xo: Hm. Are you.. are you Nate's friend?
Cheese20: No, i'm not. C'mon, Denise?
minnie.xo: Oh, RIGHT. Denise's friend then. Gosh, silly me :D
Cheese20: No. I went to her party, uninvited by the way.
minnie.xo: Denise's cousin?
Cheese20: No.
minnie.xo: Denise's boyfriend?
Cheese20: No. How the fuck am i suppose to be her boyfriend when i'm not even friends with her?
minnie.xo: Right, you have a point. Err, Denise's..
Cheese20: Wtf is wrong with you. I don't even know Denise! Denise's party?! That night!
minnie.xo: .................... you're one of the sex maniacs?
Cheese20: Okay, i give up. Last clue, Ashton's friend.

No, no way. No, he can't be. Is he?

minnie.xo: Mike?
Cheese20: Finally. God, it took you so long. Anyway, can we meet up?

Fuck, did he just ask me out, IN a way?! AHHH! Okay, act cool Minnie. Act cool.

minnie.xo: Sure, what time?
Cheese20: I've not told you where will we be meeting yet and here you are, asking me, what time?
minnie.xo: Oh, right right. Where?
Cheese20: The small restaurant behind the school. Time, er. Now. Go change and i'll meet you in 10 minutes.
minnie.xo: Ok, see you then :)
Cheese20: Can't wait.

Cheese20 signed off.

10 minutes. How am i going to make myself look absolutely drop dead gorgeous in just 10 minutes? Arghhh! Enough thinking, Minnie. Go grab a summer dress and spray some perfume on.

I reached the restaurant fashionably late, and good idea Minnie. Now, how the hell are you going to find Mike? I barely even remember how he looked like.. But i do remember one thing. That he has gorgeous, dreamy blue eyes. I can stare into his eyes for hours and hours and hours..

"Minnie!" someone shouted from the back. I turned around to find the most handsome guy i've ever met, sitting down, waving his hands high up in the air, screaming my name.

My bloody name, Minnie.

That must be him. That must be Mike.

"Hi, you must be Minnie." he reached out his hand for a shake.

His body, his eyes. His eyes.. Stop, stop it.

"Uh, yes that's me!" i exclaimed and shook hands with him.

"You look amazing. I don't remember you, dressing up like this in the party. Have a seat, have a seat."

As i was told, i gently pulled out the chair and sat down. He is so muscular, and tall and..

"Do you want a drink? I'm having a Diet Coke, how about you?"

"Same. I'll have that too."

As soon as the waitress took the orders, Mike put his serious face on and said, "There's something i have to tell you. The reason why i asked you out today."

"Uhh, okay. Is it something bad?"

"You can say that.." he leaned forward to hold my hand, "Minnie, this has something to do with Ashton." he said quietly.

My heart skipped a beat. I took my hand away from his and said casually, "Yeah, so? What about him? Is he coming back to Sunny Dales High?"

"No.. No, he isn't. He's at New York, staying with his parents. Everything's fine. Don't worry."

"Oh, good to know he's safe." i leaned back and took a sip of my Diet Coke.

"Minnie.." he shook his head, "You must know, he did this for a reason. He didn't mean to leave you like this. I know it's hard for you in the beginning, but as time passes, i know you'll get over it."

"Get over it? Who told you i'd be sad? So what if he's gone? He wasn't a good friend either." i lied. Tears welled up in my eyes as i said those mean, hurtful stuffs. I didn't bother fucks. I tried looking away, avoiding to have eye contact with him. I wanted to show Mike i was a strong person. I could live without Ashton.

"Oh, yeah? Who drove you to school every morning? Who was there to cheer you up when you had fights with your brother? Who loved you the most? Don't tell me, you didn't have the slightest feeling for him."

"No," i lied again. "No.. No i didn't." That's it. I couldn't take it anymore. I started crying in front of Mike.

"I know you do love him, Minnie, just as much as he loved you. From the moment he met you, the first day he drove you to school, he knew there was a spark. He told me that evening, right after school, 'Mike, i think i've found the girl. The girl i've been looking for!'", he threw his hands up in the air, feeling excited remembering what had happened, "I was happy for him but i didn't know who the girl was. He kept it anonymous the whole time. 'Til that day, he came home, packing. Feeling so down. He grabbed a few alcoholic drinks, and drank them all in one shot. He was drunk. He told me your name, he told me how beautiful you were."

"He.. He did?" i interrupted.

"Yes, he did, Minnie. I had to take care of him for a few nights. He couldn't stop drinking."

I was far beyond speechless. I took another sip of my Diet Coke.

"Why was he drinking?"

"He blamed himself for wanting to take your virginity away. He didn't want you to have your first sex with him. He regretted staying over that night. After you fell asleep, he came back to the apartment straight away. All grumpy and mad. Not at anyone else but himself."

"What? He felt that way?"

What Mike didn't know was that, how desperate i was that night, to lose my virginty to Ashton. Ughh.

"But, i'm sorry. Things didn't work out between both of you."

"Oh, Mike.." i sniffed, "Things were perfect for us. We saw each other every day, we didn't fight that much, we were like.. brothers and sisters."

"It was more than brothers and sisters, you know that."

"We're just friends, Mike." i gave a fake laugh. "Well, more than friends perharps."

"That's more like it." he grinned.

"In fact, i liked being around him. I liked the fact that he surprised me most of the time." i smiled, "I'm just.. grateful that i've met him. But, what can i do?" i sighed. "Things can't possibly work out like how it used to anymore. He's gone."

"Do you know why he left?"

"No, why? Was it something i did wrong?"

"Do you want to know why?" he asked.

I stared into his eyes, concerned about this matter. Forget those dreamy blue eyes, he was far way too perfect for me. I couldn't imagine, spending even an hour with him, in. A room. He'd probably think i'm some boring, shy, fucked-up bitch after this meet-up, and stopped contacting me. Besides, i think he's here just because Ashton asked him to.

"Ye.. Yeah.." i took a deep breath, preparing myself to hear the reason behind all this.

"By the way, Ashton doesn't know i'm seeing you. I'm not suppose to tell you this but i think i have the rights to."

Oh i see, HE doesn't know anything about this. This might get interesting.

"Okay, what is it? Why the fuck did he leave?" i laughed softly.

"Here goes," he exhales sharply, "He's back with his ex, Hanna. They're at New York, right now."

Shut up. I did not hear that right.

Mike continued, "But i think Hanna's up to something. Out of a sudden, she called up Ashton and he left just like that. There must be something going on. I need you to.." he pauses. "Minnie? Are you alright?"

Suddenly, i feel all dizzy and wobbly. Memories of me and Ashton together are twirling in my head. Headache. Headache. I held my glass and threw it on the floor, harshly. It broke into pieces and automatically, i collapsed onto the floor. I could hear, Mike yelling repeatedly, "Minnie! Minnie! Are you okay?!"

I couldn't believe this was happening to me. He's leaving me for another girl..?

It has been 2 weeks , since i last talked to Dad . Its not that i hate him or whatever , i mean i still do love him , but what's wrong with Trace , seriously . Mum still doesn't want to tell me how did she know Patrick Wilson a.k.a Trace's Dad . Its like i know nothing , and they're hiding it away from me . Well , its same for Trace actually . He knows nothing too , at least i have someone whose in the same situation as me ! Trace doesn't have the guts to ask his Dad , that's a different story though .

Anyways , Heroes is on TV now . Yeah ! The best tv programme to watch , and that's the only TV Show i will ever watch . Kidding . Obviously not , i'm not a freak .

* ding ding *

A text message received . I wonder who . Oh , Its Trace .

To Sophie :

Hey Soph , Are you free to go out now ? I want you to come over my house right now , if you're free of course .

From Trace .

His house ? Right now ? Oh my god , Its a Saturday ! And i'm finally free from my parents , Alyssa and her mum ! Gosh . But anyway , it feels great talking to Trace . So , his house will be great , right ? unless , he invited Martin over his house ! I'll never step into his house if Martin's there . Speaking of Martin , I don't even know if i do still like him or not . Just sometimes , I miss him so much , but whenever i think of him with the plastics , its like , DISASTER . Oh god , i should stop thinking bout him .

To Trace :

Hm sure . How i'm suppose to get there by the way ? Fly there ? Or do you expect me to walk ? And , why do i need to be at your house ?

From Sophie .

If he's going to ask me to walk , i will rather stay at home and stone . Walking to his house , is like climbing up Mt.Everest .

To Sophie :

No , i will never let you walk to my house . Its like climbing up Mt.Everest . Haha . No worries , i'll pick you up in 10 kay ? Get ready , i will not wait . Oh , cause , i'm grounded ? for god knows the reason why , and Dad's home to watch me .

From Trace .

Did he just say Mt.Everest ? Great minds think alike eh ?

To Trace :

Then HOW ARE YOU GOING TO FETCH ME if you're grounded ?! your dad's home ?! wouldn't he mind or something ?

From Sophie .

I'm going to meet Trace's Dad a.k.a Patrick Wilson . The guy who Mum will never want to tell me who is he . Shall i ask him bout the past ? Wait , that depends if he wants to .

To Sophie :

I'm going to tell my dad that i'll be away for 15 minutes , to fetch a friend to our house . He's cool alright , he wouldnt mind . No worries . I'm leaving now ! See you in 10 !

From Trace .

Right , in 10 . Wait , I'm still in my PyJ ! I need to change , i need to change !

**

" Why do you need me in your house , Trace ? Can't you call your brothers or whoever ? " I asked while switching on the radio . He always off his radio , gosh .

" You meant Martin , don't you ? You still like him eh ? "

" NO , TRACE ?! Why are you going so far ? " I looked away , trying to avoid the question .

" You're avoiding my question , Sophie . This proves that you still like him right ? "

" Gawd, I dont know ! Trace , can we stop talking bout this ? If you want to continue , then just drop me off here kay ? "

" Okay , i'm sorry . "

Right . I didn't reply . I'm always mad at those who speak to me bout Martin . I just don't want to talk bout him anymore , and i dont get it , why noone understands that .

Less than 10 minutes , I've reached Trace's house .

" Are you okay ? I'm sorry if i was being so rude . " He said that , once he opened the door for me and lead me out of his car .

" Nah nah . Its alright . But , can you please stop talking bout Martin ? "

" Alright . If you wish . You know i would do anything just for you . "

" Uhuh . "

His maid opened the door for us , and she greeted me .

" Good afternoon , miss . "

" Oh oh , afternoon . You can call me Sophie . " I gave her a smile .

" Your coat , Sophie ? "

" Yeah , thanks . " Trace helped me to take off my coat and handed it over to his maid .

" Any drinks for both of you ? "

" No , thanks Georgia . Where's dad ? " Trace said .

" Sir is up at the study room . Oh , there he is . " Georgia said that when she saw Trace's dad coming down the stairs and pointed at him .

" Hi , Dad . " Trace grabbed my hand and walked me to his dad .

" Hi Uncle . I'm Sophie Cassandra , nice to meet you . "

" Hi , Sophie . Nice to meet you . You're James Cassandra's daughter ? " Trace's dad asked me , with the word ' curiousity ' appearing on his face .

" Erh yes , sir . No wait , i mean Uncle . No ! Uncle Patrick . Right ? "

" So i see , you know my name , don't you ? "

" Oh , yes sir . "

" Dad , I'm going to bring Sophie up to my room , alright ? " Trace interrupted .

" Sure . Go ahead . Feel free , Sophie . There're no boundaries in this house . Oh Trace , i need to pick your mum up from the airport . Take Sophie out for a dinner if we aren't back at 6 . " Uncle Patrick smiled at me , handed over some money to Trace and then headed to the door with car keys in his hand .

" Right . Your dad , looks nice . " I told Trace bout how i feel about his dad , when we were going up the stairs , up to his room .

Oh , Uncle Patrick's room door isn't close and the lights are off . . That's weird . Anyways , who cares . Georgia would close it for him . Trace brought me to his room , and we started to talk bout all kinds of stuffs . From Alyssa to Parents , from parents to School and lastly , to Martin . I have no idea why he loves talking about Martin . And whenever he talks bout him , he sounds so piss .

" Sophie , can you wait for a while ? I need to go out to the washroom . "

" Oh oh , okaaay . "

Trace went to the washroom , and I was feeling really bored and I needed to walk . So i walked out of his room , and i saw Uncle Patrick's room was still open . I decided to go in and have a look . I on the lights , and , his room , is huge . I could see his family photo was framed up on the wall . I walked to Uncle Patrick's desk , and saw a picture on the table . Oh , a girl . I picked up the photo , and had a close look on it . This girl is hell pretty . I guess its Trace's mother . Wait , No . This girl looks familiar . Hmm , where have i seen her before . Isn't she MUM ?! Yes it is , ITS MUM ! Why does Uncle Patrick has Mum's photo ? Mum looks like she was in her early 20's . Okay , something's wrong . Something's really wrong . But , What's wrong ?

" Sophie , what are you doing here ? " I woke up from my thoughts and heard a man's voice .

" Oh Hi , Uncle Patrick . You're back . That was quick . " I quickly put the picture down on the desk .

" What were you doing here ? " Uncle Patrick walked over to me .

" Oh oh , nah . One of my earring fell when i was outside , and i guess it ran inside . Heh , and , i just found it . Tada ! " I smiled and pointed at my right earring .

" Its great that you found it . So how's Tracy going ? Doing fine with James ? "

" You meant , my parents eh ? Oh , they're great . Hmm . Can i ask a question ? How did you know my parents ? "

" They didn't tell you ? " Uncle Patrick brought me over to the couch and both of us took a seat .

" Nope , they never tell me anything . Especially , Dad . "

" Okay . So i guess it'll be alright if i tell you , since it was the past . "

" Wow , you guys have history together ? " I laughed , but i stopped laughing after a few seconds when Uncle Patrick didn't find it funny .

" Hm , something like that . So , here's how it goes . I knew Tracy , your mum since highschool . We dated for like 2 years , but i had to leave her because my mum match-made me with another girl who lives at LA , so i had to move there . I told your mum that i still love her , but I can't marry her , so I asked her to move on without me . Your mum was mad at me for like months , until James , your dad came by . I don't know what happen between there . But when i came back , I tried asking your mum for forgiveness and asked if we could be together again . Your dad , came scolding me and told me that I broke your mum's heart , and all . And after that incident , we never contact each other anymore . The next thing i know , your mum has already married to your dad . So i just moved on to Angela , which is Trace's mum . So , you get the whole thing right ? "

I stunned , and looked blankly at Uncle Patrick . That's so complicated , no ?

" Wow .. that's complicated . So did you name Trace , after my mum ? Tracy ? Trace ? See the connection over there ? " I smiled .

" That's a good one . Very funny , Sophie . " Uncle Patrick laughed .

" Hey , so what's happening right here ? I ditched Sophie for a while , and Dad , you're grabbing her already ? Please , Dad . You already have Mum . " Trace interrupted .

" I'm sorry , son . But Sophie is just too pretty to resist . " Uncle Patrick chuckled , then he continued . " Oh well , I'm going to go downstairs and look for your mum . Your mum is cooking , since i told her that you brought a girl home . Have fun , kids . See you later , Sophie . "

" See you later too . " I smiled at him .

After 15 minutes , my cellphone rang . Oh , its Casey . I wonder what does she need this time .

***************

Right . Casey's pregnant now , great . But she still wouldn't believe that damn fact . I'll prove to her ! NOW ! I can imagine her , being a mother in less than 9 months . Great .

" Hey , Trace . Can you fetch me to Casey's house ? Please ? " I showed him my puppy face , hoping that he will .

" Now ? But we're just going have dinner in another few minutes ? "

" I'm sorry , Trace . But this is urgent . I know it's kind of rude to leave at a time like this , but i promise you , i'll come another time , to have dinner with you and your family . Please ? " I gave him a smile , so that it will help me to convince him .

" Ah alright alright . You'll have to tell Dad yourself , because it seems that he likes you . Hm , and my mum too . Anyway , meet my mum before you leave ? "

" Sure sure . "

Both of us got down and that's when i officially met Trace's mum .

" Hey mum . This is Sophie . Sophie , meet my mum . "

" Heeey , aunty . " I smiled .

" Hey Sophie . I've always heard Trace talking about you . well , you're gorgeous . And , please don't call me aunty . I'm still young alright . " She laughed . All of us did too .

" Sophie , call her Angela . That will make her look young . " Uncle Patrick said that , and then he put his arms around Angela's shoulder .

" Okay , Angela . So , Uncle Patrick , should i call you Patrick too ? " I laughed .

" If you wish to . Anyways , dinner's ready . Who's up for it ? "

I looked at Trace .

" Erh , Mum , Dad . Sophie is not staying for dinner . She has to leave now . "

" Yeah , Angela & Patrick . I'm sorry . I have something to do . "

" Ah , alright . If you insist . Trace , make sure you keep her safe on the way alright ? "

" Right away , Mum . " Trace walked me to the front door and opened the door for me , while Georgia handed me my coat .

" Sorry Patrick and Angela . I'll come for dinner another time aite . See you guys next time . Bye . " I waved at them and left the house .

Trace fetched me to a pharmacy , and that's when i need a pregnancy test for Casey . I shouldn't have brought Trace along with me , i knew he would start questioning me like i'm a prisoner . Gosh .

" Hey Sophie . Why do you need a pregnancy test ? Aree .. you .. PREGNANT ?! " Trace said it out loud and people started to stare at us . Great , now i'm pregnant .

" Shhh . Quiet down , are you trying to let the whole world now ? " I pulled him closer to me , and gave him a look .

" WHAT ?! YOU really are ?! "

" NOO ! IM NOT .! I'm not buying for myself , i'm buying for Casey , God . " I walked away , looking for pregnancy tests .

" What ? She's pregnant ?! " Trace gave me a are-you-freaking-kidding-me-look .

" May i help both of you ? " Suddenly a saleswoman interrupted . She's Elise . Hah , im not a phsychic , her name tag says it all .

" I need to get some pregnancy tests , can you help me choose the best ? "

" Are you ? If you are , I think you should go see the doctor . " She gave a strange look at Trace , and i guess she thinks that Trace is the father of my baby . Hah , yeah right .

" No no . I'm not . I'm buying for one of my friend . "

" Oh . I see . Hm , well , take this . I think this will work . I still insist on you bringing her to the doctor , for a confirmation . "

" Alright , thanks , Elise . " I gave her a smile . You know , you can hardly find a friendly saleswoman .

I paid for 3 pregnancy tests . and it costs $9.25 . Yeah , Casey owes me $9.25 . Then , we headed over to Casey's house . Trace wanted to come along , but i didn't allow , because it's a girl's thing .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 8 *

2009-01-07T21:28:00.006+08:00

After I got the news that I was expelled, I had 2 minutes to grab all my stuff from my locker and "get the hell out of my school" quote the principal. You know what? Like I give a shit! Why do I need to go to school for anyway?

I walked back to Billy's apartment silently. I need to tell Mims and Sophie about this. But they're in school. I need to get a job! I can't waste time sitting in the apartment doing absofuckinglutely NOTHING! I need to tell Billy too. I need to talk to him. Oh, forget it! It's not worth it. He doesn't even want to talk to me.

I reached the apartment and walked the same flight of stairs I walked mostly everyday now. I put my bag down and sat.

Okay, what am I going to do now? Think, Casey, think! Hah! I got it!

I changed into a pink halter top and low cut skinny jeans and headed to Frenzy Don, the club that just opened a few blocks down. I've always wanted to try that place out but never got the chance too. And now, I can! Anyday, anytime.

Okay, it was way further than I thought. By the time I reached there, I was sweating all over. Luckily, it's air-conditioned.

"Hey, babe. Wanna dance?"

Wow! First step in and I already got a hot dance partner. I must be good.

"Yeah, let's dance," I replied, taking his hand and moving to the dancefloor. But before I could start dancing, I had a call.

"Oh, fuck. I gotta get this. Be right back," I said, winking and smiling seductively.

"Hello?," I answered.

"Casey? Where are you?"

"What?! I can't hear you! Give me a sec!"

I walked out of the club.

"Okay. Who are you?" I asked.

"Brett."

"Brett? As in Brett the bartender?"

"Is that all you know me as? A bartender?"

"Well, you are a bartender aren't you?"

"Whatever. Look, I have something to tell you."

"Ookay. Sounds serious. What is it? And don't be long, I'm busy."

"Where are you?"

"What?!"

"Are you freaking deaf?"

"You said you wanted to tell me something and now you're asking me where I am? What does that have to do with anything?"

"I need to talk to you face to face."

"Ergh. Could you be more of a pain in the ass? I'll come to you. Where are you?"

"It's a little hard to say."

"One simple question. Answer it!"

"Jail."

"Excuse me?"

"I know you heard me okay? I'm at the local police station. Could you come here and bail me out?"

"Don't you need money to bail someone out? Do I look like I have money?"

"I need you to," and then he cleared his throat and started back in a whisper, "go to Griffin's house. It's on San-"

"Hold up! You need me to go where? Why are you in jail for anyway? And who the hell is Griffin?"

"I don't have much time, Casey. Just do as I say."

"What will it cost me?"

"Just do it. Please."

"Answer me one thing."

"Hurry the fuck up. I should have called Joanne instead. You ask too much questions."

"What-why are you in jail? You're Brett, the nice, funny, kind bartender."

"Let's just say, don't judge a book by it's cover."

"Yeah, you shouldn't too."

And I hung up. I was sick of everyone pushing me around. Jeez! I was about to walk back in to Frenzy Don when I had another call. This time it was from Eric. What does he want? I decided not to answer it and so rejected the call.

I dirty danced and drank and let myself loose all day until the sun finally set. I arrived back at Billy's apartment, still sober. Thank god for that! Billy was already there.

"Hey," he said.

"Hey." Wow, he no longer bugged me about my whereabouts.

"We really need to talk," I continued.

He nodded.

"I've been thinking and ... Let's just-"

"It's okay if you don't want. I understand."

"Let's be-"

And I fainted, of exhaustion.

"Starbucks? This was the 'happy' place you've been talking about continuously in the car when my favourite song was on the radio?"

"Don't underestimate it, Minnie. When i'm sad, coffee cheers me up. Come on now." he held my hand and i followed him.

But i don't drink coffee . .

Starbucks was really packed with people. I could spot a few students from our school, chilling around the corners. They brought their laptops along too. I wonder, what were they laughing about?

I chose a seat near the window and Nate was okay with it. I didn't know why but sitting near the window seemed to be the best place in Starbucks. For one moment, i stared out of the window. I could see a few kids running around the playground, aimless and they're all having fun with their friends. God, if only life was so perfect and simple.

"Here's the thing." he clapped his hands together. "I'm not going to ask you if you want anything cause obviously," he rolled his eyes and continued, "You don't like coffee."

"You did your research. I'm proud of you." i smiled.

"Right. In case you've forgotten, i knew this already."

"Oh." i took my books out from my bag and shit. I have tons of homework. Fuck homework.

"Remember that time when we were at Aaron's house? He served you coffee but you didn't want it. He forced you to drink it but you purposely spilled it on his shirt so that he could take his clothes off." he giggled. "Busted. You could have at least leave it on the table."

I thought back and yes that did happen. Aaron was my ex-crush and he's really really really hot. And not to mention, popular too. If i were his girlfriend, the whole school would know me. But, things didn't really work out between us. He found himself a hotter girl, compare to me. And who was i kidding? He never notice me from the very beginning. I was just another friend.

"You tried to touch his body but he made you chase him around the house before you could even touch it. At last, you didn't anyway because it was time for you to go back and Isabella was still there, alone with him in his room. You got jealous and-"

"Shut up!"

"My body was way better than his. Didn't know what has gotten into you."

"He was my ex-crush, Nate."

"Oh oh! Remember that time when you went to his house? You saw his brother and you liked him? It was like," he stared up and spread his hands wide open, "love at first sight."

Hey, his brother was hotter than him so i couldn't resist.

"God stop it." i laughed. "What was his name again?"

"Max. You don't remember oh my god!"

I shivered as soon as Nate mentioned his name.

"Not.. Max from our school of course."

"Didn't you want to get some coffee?" i asked without looking up. God, what's the answer for question 15!

"Oh right. I got carried away, sorry. I'll go get something to read too while you do your homework, nerd."

"Whatever. I want good grades, kay?"

I was in a hurry to finish up my homework so i could have a bubble bath that night, with a glass of champagne perhaps? Seriously, i do need a long, relaxing rest. Enough chaos. Home is the only place where nothing will go wrong. Everything will be fine and i won't have to skip dinner.

Immediately after thinking of food, my tummy started to growl and made noises so loud that the elder man sitting right in front of me, turned back to give me a look. Spaghetti, Sandwiches, Arghhhhh.

Maybe i should sing. Yes, to not get distracted with food! LALALALALA.

LA.

LA.

LA.

"Beep." my phone vibrated.

I flipped it open and god, there were 12 un-read messages. I didn't notice the vibration all this while.

First few messages were from mum, telling me that Lance's flying over to Australia to further his studies or something. I didn't really catch what she was saying. I skipped other junk messages and there were a few voice mails too. I listened to the first one and it said.

" Heey minnie . i need to talk to you . Call me A.S.A.P."

Her voice is so sickening. Ugh, i pressed the button for the next voice mail.

"Minnie , please do call me bacckkkk .. i really need to talk to you . "

Could this be something important?

" This is the frigging 10th voicemail im leaving , and i need to talk to you for goodness sake . Look Minnie , i know the truth already . yes you were being honest with me that you didnt have sex with him . I'm sorry okaayy . please call me , i want to apologize with all my heart . "

And so, i've decided to call her.

Minnie : you called?

Sophie : OMG MINNIE .. you finally called back !

Minnie : hurry up. say what you want. i don't have time for this.

Sophie : Minnie . I'm sorrrryyyy . Seriously , i mean it . I know the truth . And so sorry that i misunderstood you .

Minnie : you know? what do you know?

Sophie : Casey told me . She told me that nothing happened between you and him . It was just some fake rumours that i've heard.

Minnie : are you.. apologizing? in a way? Sophie doesn't apologize.

Sophie : yes im apologizing . yes , i dont apologize . so make yourself feel special .

At that moment, i wanted to scream and cry my lungs out, telling her how much i missed her. We did not talk to each other for a few hours and god, it was impossible for me to ignore her.

Minnie : aw i'm sorry too Soph. i've missed you. i miss talking to you about Heroes!! OMG, Sylar is so hot.

Sophie : YES YES . OMG I CAN DROOL ON SYLAR. wait , are you forgiving me ?

Minnie : maybe, we'll see *laughs* wanna have coffee at Starbucks this weekend?

Sophie : but you never drink coffee , Mims ?

Minnie : i have my way. and er, Sophie? can you do me a little favour?

Sophie : yea sure . anything for you , babe .

Minnie : pay for my coffee. i'm broke.

Sophie : sure . i will . i owe you Minnie , remember ? So we shall see later ? Oh btw , i got heck lots of stuffs to tell you !

Minnie : ME TOO!

"What are you doing?" a voice surprised me from the back and i turned around to see, Nate, handing over a plate of chicken pie to me.

"Er.." i quickly slipped my phone into my pocket and smiled. "Nothing, is that for me? Mm, smells good!"

"No.. it wasn't but since you're hungry, you can take it. That'll be 5.60." he handed out his hand but i totally ignored that.

He sat down and started sipping his coffee, slowly.

"Oh, i almost forgot to tell you this. There will be a reunion party next two weeks.. I don't know where's the party yet but ya, don't worry, it's someone whom you've known for quite a while."

"Who? Is it your party?"

"I can't spoil the fun! You'll see."

"How am i suppose to get there if i don't know whose house is it then?" i said and took a bite of my chicken pie. God, it's so delicious.

"We'll go together. So are you coming or what?"

"Yeah, i suppose so.. I won't be doing anything i guess."

"Great, i'll pick you up at 7."

"Hey," i interrupted him and leaned forward to whisper, "Can you do me a favour?"

"What? Another chicken pie?"

"No, silly." i laughed. "Tell me, exactly, how do you drink coffee?"

I decided to call Minnie during break . Since i couldnt' find her and Casey , I think i shall just ditch break , call Minnie and sit at the courtyard . Lets just hope she'll answer my call , and i can question her everything bout Ashton . * toot toot * Arrrgh . Pick up , Mims ! Dont avoid me . ! Gosh .

Minnie : Hello ?

Sophie : WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU , MINNIE GASPER ?!

Minnie : what? what are you talking about?

Sophie : YOU ! MINNIE , ARE WE BEST FRIENDS ?

Minnie : of course we are! wait. dont tell me, this is about the sex?

Sophie : Great that you know what i'm talking about . What else will i be shouting at you for ?

Minnie : if i said i did not have sex with Ashton will you believe me?

Sophie : if you didnt , THEN WHY IS THE WHOLE SCHOOL TALKING ABOUT IT ?

Minnie : how would i know!! it was just last night after casey called and.. we didn't do anything! i don't know why the fuck is everyone talking about it. i did not tell anyone about this. trust me, Sophie. You have to believe me on this.

Sophie : MAKE ME , MIMS . you didnt even tell me that .... wait , WHAT LAST NIGHT ? you were hanging out with Ash last night , and not telling me ?

Minnie : do i look like i had time to tell you? i reached school late, i didn't see you around. what? you expect me to find you during class and get detention?

Sophie : THERE ARE SUCH THING CALL TEXTING , MIMS .! thats what cellphones are for .

Minnie : i didn't know the whole school will know about this! i was finding for the right time to tell you and Casey.

Sophie : right .. the right time . You're just crazy , Mims . Having sex with him , its just something I never thought you would do .

Minnie : I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH HIM. Fuck. Sophie, why can't you believe me for once?!

Sophie : I dont care if you did or did not . Just tell me , Did you use ... something safe ? I dont want to see you having a creature in your stomach during summer .

Minnie : i cant believe i'm wasting my time talking to some friend like you. Is this what best friends are for? Not believing one another?

Sophie : Is this what best friends do ? Not telling one another stuffs ? I thought we use to trust each other and talk to each other bout everything . Well , Cause I DID .

Minnie : look who's talking. YOU did not tell me about some alyssa girl and Martin? i was wrong. i thought you.... trusted me all this while.

Sophie : Well , this is cause ...

Minnie : SAVE IT BITCH. don't call me anymore. i'm sick of you.

Sophie : WHAT ...! YOU CALLED ME A WHAT ?! HELL SLUT .

* TOOOOT *

**
It was end of school . I need to find Minnie and ask her why did she frigging call me a bitch . I still haven't ask her about the truth . But i just can't find her . I guess I'll just call her later or something . Anyway , I'm suppose to meet up with Trace right ? But he's not waiting outside of my class . He's just no where to be seen . Maybe i shall just put my books in my locker . I made my way to the hallway and opened my locker . I was putting my books in , suddenly I saw Catherine along with her plastics coming to me .

" Hi little-miss-freak . " Sonia said .

" What ?! "

" Alyssa , are you coming with us or are you following your little freaky cousin ? " Catherine asked .

" Alyssa , you're coming with me . " I grabbed Alyssa's hand and pulled her to my side .

Then suddenly , someone tapped my shoulder , and Trace appeared right behind me .

" Hey Sophie , hey girls . " Trace said Hi to all of us .

" Hii Trace ! " Catherine said , while putting on a very nice and innocent look .

" So , shall we , Sophie ? " Trace asked .

" Erh , wait a minute , Trace . I'm dealing with something now . "

" Oh Sophie , you have a date with Trace right ? So i guess i'll just follow Catherine . " Alyssa said .

" Trace , you're going on a date with Sophie ? " Catherine asked .

" No . I mean , yes . Wait , Is this even a date ? I dont think so . Its just a friendly meet up right ? So let's go . " Trace chuckled and grabbed my hand while pulling me to walk .

" Waiiitttt . Alyssaaaa . " I turned back while shouting . But Trace just wouldn't let me stop .

" Its okay Sophie ! I'll meet you at home ! " Alyssa shouted .

**

" So , Trace , where are we going ? " I asked , while switching on the radio .

Oh guess what , Taylor Swift's on air .

" We're going to a place , which can make you spit out every single thing to me . "

" Which is ? " I asked while calling Minnie on the cellphone but she isn't picking up . Gosh .

" To the BEACH ! WOOhooo ! " Trace shouted like a small boy .

" You're kidding me right ? Oh God , Pick up , Minnie ! "

" No , i'm not . I'm serious . Hah ? "

" Oh oh . Nah , I'm just trying to contact Minnie , but she isn't answering . "

" I guess she's just busy with something . Right , we were talking bout the beach . "

" Can we just go somewhere , NOT THE BEACH ? "

" AHA ! Going to the beach , shall make you spit out every thing to me . "

" NO ! I swear to you , i'll break your leg or jump out from this car in 10 minutes if you insist on driving me to the beach . "

" Okay okay . Not the beach . What's up with it ? "

" Nothing . Its just crazy . I'm not in a mood for the beach . " I was so pissed at Minnie , so i just decided to stop calling her after thousands of attempts to call her .

" Fine . Let me think of another place . OH ! Your house ! "

" Wwwhhat ?! My house ? I have my parents in there . No ! "

" Not like we're doing something which can't be seen right ? Oh god . This sounds so wrong . Anyways , I'm driving to your house , no matter what . Or else , to the beach . "

" Fine fine . To my house . "

So Trace drove to my house . Yes . I've no idea , why he chose my house instead of his as his house is way bigger than mine . Let's hope my parents won't embarass me infront of Trace .

" So , here we are . The Cassandra's right ? "

" Yeah . "

We went down the car and I saw my dad's car in the garage . Damn , he's home .

" Come in . "

We went in my house , and I was trying to find my parents . Oh , spot it . Parents in the kitchen .

" Hey mum , is Alyssa's home ? "

" Oh . Alyssa and her mum will be staying over at Aunty Mary's house tonight . Remember Aunty Mary ? "

" Oh yeah sure . But how is she going to go school tomorrow ? "

" Alyssa said that , she has a friend, Catherine to fetch her . "

" Right . Thought so . "

" So , whose this guy over here who stands here like a model ? "

" Oh Mum , Dad . This is Trace , a senior of mine . "

" Hi , Mr. & Mrs. Cassandra . Nice to meet you . I'm Trace Wilson . "

" Oh , Hi Trace . Nice to meet you too . Sophie always talks about you , and finally , I can meet you . " Mum shook hand with Trace while putting a smile on her face .

" You talk to your mother bout me , hah ? " Trace whispered to me .

" You're Trace Wilson ? " Dad asked , he seemed like he didn't like Trace .

" Yes sir . You're totally right . " Trace took out his hand and trying to shake hand with Dad , but Dad didn't give him any reaction .

" So you're Patrick Wilson's son ? Right ? " Dad seriously looks like he doesn't like him .

" Wow , sir . You're psychic or you know my dad ? "

" You're Patrick Wilson's son ? " Mum said that with a big response . A real big response .

" Yeah . Why ? Is that something wrong ? "

" Oh , no no . Just being curious . " Mum said .

" Anyway , Trace and I are going to go up to my room , as he's going to help me with my studies . "

" I thought he was a senior of yours ? I guess he won't help you much - " Dad asked .

" Ahem . Staying for dinner , Trace ? " Mum interrupted while walking to Dad .

" But we're not expecting any guest tonight right , dear ? " Dad asked Mum .

" So I guess not . " Trace asked while looking at me .

" Dad , What are you doing ? Trace's a friend of mine , not some stranger I just met on the street a few hours ago . "

" Give me a reason why Trace's here . A good reason . " Dad fought back .

" Well , he's a senior . - "

" Yeah . You said it , he's a senior . He's not a student from your class , so he definitely know nothing bout your studies . " Dad interrupted .

" Dad ! Cant you just let me finish my sentence ? He's a senior . He's used to take almost the same subjects as me , so he has definitely been through everything bout my studies . Gosh . I'm going up . " I shouted at Dad , grabbed Trace's hand and ran up the stairs .

" Tracy , Is your daughter dating that Wilson guy ? " Dad asked Mum while banging his hand on the table .

" Sheesh honey . Everything's gonna be alright . " Mum consoled dad and pat his shoulder .

While running , I could hear what Dad said to Mum . Is it something wrong dating Trace ? What's wrong with parents these days ? Both of us went in the room , and everything was so quiet . We didnt speak and all we could hear , is our own breath and the clock ticking .

" Okay . Awkward . " Trace finally spoke .

" Oh . Erh . Have a seat . I'm sorry . "

" So , tell me , what's up with you ? " Trace asked politely .

**
I feel great right now . So great that i can go crazy at this minute . Mum and Dad is driving me crazy . Pfft . Anyway , after minutes of hot bath in the tub , I feel totally out of stress , but guess what , thinking bout what Dad said to Trace just now , was a total disaster . Thank god , Trace finally left after telling him everything and such . Well , he's such a great listener . He understands everything I'm going through and gives such good advices .

" Sophie ! Its time for dinner . " Mum called from downstairs .

" Coming ! " I shouted .

I need to face Dad right now . Pfft . I walked down the stairs , went in the kitchen and took a seat . Right , pizza for dinner will be great .

" So , dear , how was California ? " Mum asked Dad .

" Mum , shouldn't you ask dad this , like a few hours ago ? "

" California was great . I guess I shall bring both of you along with me during summer . No ? "

" That will be awesome . I haven't been to California for a long long time , right Soph ? Remember when we were at the beach , snorkeling ? We shall do that one more time . "

" What's with you people about beach ? " I asked .

" What do you mean , " you people " ? Mum asked .

" Well , Trace spoke to me bout going to the beach today and you , speaking bout it , right now . "

" Right , Trace . Honey , Are you dating Trace ? " Dad asked me .

" Nooo . ! We're just best friends , dad . "

" Good . Then stay away from him . " Dad shouted .

" Dear , sheesh . Lower your voice . You're scaring , Sophie . " Mum helped .

" Fine , sorry . "

" Dad , what's wrong with Trace ? He's just an ordinary guy . He didn't burn your car or kill your whole family . Why do you sound like you hate him so much when he did nothing wrong to you ? He was being so nice to you . "

" Nothing's wrong with him . Something's wrong with his Dad . "

" You know his dad ? What's wrong with him ? " I was so curious .

" Nothing . Nothing's wrong with Patrick . " Mum said that while staring at Dad , giving a hint to him that he shouldn't talk so much bout this topic .

" Mum , you know him too ? Why don't I know anything ? Goodness gracious . Tell me . You guys are freaking me out . " I shouted while tears were flowing down my cheeks .

" You won't understand , Sophie . You're too young to understand . " Mum said that while trying to sound consoling .

" Of cause i won't . You're not even telling me anything and I'm sixteen already . I'm not six , Mum . But forget it . I bet , telling you my age , won't even help . "

I ran out to the living room , with a slice of pizza in my hand . I can't believe that my parents are actually hiding something away from me , and they still think that i'm too young to understand . Gosh . I on the TV , and tucked my knees near to my chest . If only someone was right next to me , If only that someone's Trace .

{- -} Chapter 8 » This is all a mess *

2008-12-26T00:59:00.006+08:00

I woke up to the ringing of the alarm clock. "Ughh!" I grabbed the alarm clock and threw it on the floor. It stopped ringing. Thank god! Wait, something's not right. I sat up and looked around. No Billy. Oh that's right, he confessed his love last night and we had ... sex. He must have gone to school earlier, to avoid any awkwardness. Pfft, what a coward.

I got up, changed into a black t-shirt and jeans shorts and took my bag. I scanned my eyes around the room, just to make sure I didn't forget anything. Nope, I didn't. I walked out of the room and locked the door.

5 minutes later, I found myself in the hallways of Sunny Dale High. Oh hey! There's Sophie, with .... someone I don't know. Huh. I ignored her and went to get my books at my locker. Unfortunately, Billy was there, waiting for me I guess. As I continued walking towards my locker, I saw Eric. He was heading in my direction! What should I do?! Too little too late, I already reached my locker with Billy there and Eric already reached me.

"Hey guys. What's up?" I asked, trying to sound casual.

"Uhh.."

"About last night-" both of them said.

Oh shit.

"You went to see Eric last night?" Billy asked.

"Yeah, er well, his dad.. no, his butler.. no, his brothers were there and I wanted to see them. Right, Eric?"

Eric gave me a confused look but agreed with me anyway. "Right. Er, I'll catch you later, Casey. Billy." And just like that, he left.

"Listen, about-" Billy started.

"Hey, let's just forget it okay?" I cut him off.

"Yeah, I guess." And just like that he left too. Phew! That was real close. I know, I know. I was mean to say that but cut me some slack. It's not everyday your best friend finally confesses to you. Come to think of it, I haven't actually given much thought about what he said.

I opened my locker and took my books out. Let's see, I have World History first. Lucky me, I get to nap. I shut the locker and went to find Sophie. I haven't seen Mimi around yet. She's probably late.

I found Sophie and met her total of a bitch cousin, Alyssa. Ugh, I'm disgusted even thinking about her.

World History was a bore! Max and some other guys were being jerks. I always knew they'd turned out to be assholes.

Bell rang and I went off to find Billy. I decided to skip second period and I don't know, just hang out around. As I walked down the second floor, I spotted Billy. "Billy!" He turned to look at me. I gestured him to stop.

"I've been looking for you," I said.

"Well, you found me." He looked away.

"I just-"

"Aren't you supposed to be heading off for the next lesson?"

"Actually, I'm gonna skip it and I thought maybe you know, you'd come with me?"

"Come with you?"

"Yeah. I really need to talk to you."

"I can't, Casey. I got to go." He turned away and left.

What?! Is he avoiding me now? He's the one who came to my locker this morning! Whatever, I don't give a shit. I'll just wait for him to bloody come up to me. The bell rang. I rushed out of the front door of school before I could get caught. I decided to go to the nearest bar, Nex's Bar and get a drink. I am in real need of it. I saw Brett, my favourite bartender as soon as I came in. He was a little older than me, quite like my elder brother. Except I don't have one.

"Brett, get me a beer will ya?" I took a seat.

"Shouldn't you be in school, hon?" He grabbed a can of beer and poured it into a glass.

"Like you don't know me."

"You really shouldn't take things for granted."

"What are you? My dad?"

"No, but I do care about you," he said, pushing the glass towards me.

"Whatever," I replied, taking a sip.

Oh and no, I did not sleep with Brett. I actually wanted to, but he knew better. Now he cares for me. Pfft. What a joke!

He shook his head as if he was disappointed in me. "Get your priorities straight."

I ignored him. Hours passed and I ordered drink after drink. I finally got back to school by fifth period, drunk. Unfortunately, someone was waiting for me at the front door. Oh crap, that's it. I'm caught.

"Excuse me, Casey Daniels? Mrs. Goy would like to see you."

"The principal? What does that bitch want?"

"Oh! Er.. I'm just here to tell you that." She left looking scared. Am I that intimidating? Ahh, I'll just go see what Mrs. Goy wants. I walked to her office. I stumbled a couple of times. My head was spinning.

"Yes, she's waiting for you, Casey," the secretary said.

I went into her office.

"That's it, Ms. Daniels! I have had enough of your nonsense! You are EXPELLED!"

"Fuck you."

After talking on the phone with Casey and Sophie, which felt like ages, i turned around to see Ashton, waiting for me to make a move.

"I am so sorry." i said weakly. I walked towards my bed and sat beside him.

"No it's okay. We should go to sleep now."

"Okay.. Good night."

He didn't respond after that. At all?

Argh! What have i done?!

Just a few minutes ago, okay make that 30 minutes ago, before Casey called me, we were about to do something, outrageous. Something I've never done before in my life. Something i wasn't sure about how to do it. Something i thought i would do, only with the guy i love. Something, fun. But seems to me now, we're going to sleep.

Great.

"We'll see what happens tomorrow." i thought to myself.

There we were, half naked in bed under the sheets, not doing anything wild like sex.

Fuck. He nearly kissed me, he was so close!

*

I woke up the next morning and i felt really, really, really tired. I refused to get out of bed and i didn't want to wake up. But no, there was school for me to attend. And i was looking forward to school. Eventually, i got up and rubbed my eyes. I looked to my left and found a note on the table.

"Minnie, i'm sorry for what i've done last night. I didn't mean to do that. Trust me, i didn't want it to happen but it did. Well, almost. I'm glad we didn't do what i wanted to do. I was wrong. I am sorry, Minnie. I am really sorry. I've laid out your best clothes so you wouldn't waste anymore time. I know you'll be late for school today and i've prepared breakfast for you. Take a quick shower now and i hope you won't be late for your first class.

p/s : see you in school.
Ashton;

I grabbed my alarm clock and looked at it, disbelief. It was already 8:19 am.

"OMG I'M SOOOOOO LATE FOR SCHOOL!"

*

Ashton was right. I was late. Really late.

First class, World History. Mr Gabe. Hell.

"Room 198, here it is." i stood by the door for a moment, then, taking a deep breath, opened it.

The whole class stared at me. Awkward.

"Glad you can join us this morning, Miss Gasper. Take a seat."

I smiled and looked around the room for an empty seat. Max and the gang didn't bother saving me a seat. They looked away, pretending i wasn't there, in front of the whole class. What was that about?

"Pss.. Pss, Minnie!"

Casey! Boy, was i glad to see her.

"Thanks."

"For what? Saving you a seat?" she chuckled slightly.

"Yeah, no really. Thanks. Normally, the guys back there will save me a seat. I don't know what's up with them today."

She turned back to see the familiar faces of the guys.

"Them? I heard, they were talking about you earlier on." she informed.

"Me? I don't think so. Why would they talk about me?" i was puzzled. Was it something i did wrong?

"Not in a good way, Mims. More like, bitching session."

"What.. did they say?"

"Something about you not telling Yumi or.. was it Yumika. Ugh, whatever her fucking name was, that you saw Kelvin at a jewelery shop."

"What. She found out?" i said brokenly.

"You actually knew about it huh."

"Yeah.. but i wasn't suppose to tell anyone! Kelvin asked me, not to. You don't know how much i wanted to tell Yumi." i sighed.

"Right, too bad the guys believed her."

"Max was one of them." she added, while checking her nicely manicured, nails.

"That can't be the reason. They are not like that!"

"Perhaps she told them something else."

"What? Fake rumors?" i continued, irritated.

I turned back to see them, laughing about something. They were so happy, without me. Omg, is that Kelvin kissing Yumi? Wasn't he with some girl called, Melissa? What's going on? This is not making any sense.

"I don't know.. Hey your bag seem empty."

And it was empty. My books were in the frigging locker.

*

The next thing i knew, the bell rang. That was fast.

Before Mr Gabe could finish chapter 5 with us, everyone got off their seats and rushed for the door. HAH! This proved that i wasn't the only one who didn't like Mr Gabe. The rest of the class too. Thank god Mr Gabe didn't notice the fact that i didn't have my books with me this morning.

"Remember to read page 109. There will be a short test tomorrow!" he yelled but no one cared.

Casey was already no where to be found. Gosh, now i'm alone.

No, wait.

That's my gang over there, at the back of the class.

Should i join them?

Duhh, i know them and they're my friends.

What if..

I'm sure they weren't still mad at me for such a small matter right? They must have forgotten about it and come on, they wouldn't mind. It was all a misunderstanding and after all, Kelvin got back with Yumi. But there's one thing I have to ask them though. Why were they acting so weird in the morning?

Oo, they had better come with a good explanation!

Hurriedly, i grabbed my bag and took out my handy mirror from it. I look fine, if i say so myself.

"Max! Max!" i shouted and waved like a total moron.

He's not waving back.

Why is he not waving back.

Come on, he has to wave back. It's Max.

But.. he didn't. And the rest of them stopped talking.

They looked at me for a while. Okay awkward moment. Why aren't they talking or saying hi?

"Hi." i tried again. But nothing happens. All stone-faced, staring at me.

It truly did feel like as though, it was the first day of school and I was an exchanged student from Africa. Who's trying to be friends with them. And they don't like Africa mates. And perhaps, they fucking think i'm a math genius freak or something. God, this is so weird. Do i look like a stranger to them?

I walked closer to them but they avoided me and walked off.

Max shook his head, continued talking to them. I did not just see the gang ignoring me.

Including Max?

That's not Max. He isn't the Max i know. Something's wrong. Something's way too wrong. I rubbed my forehead, trying to take in everything. Does that mean they dislike me? They're trying to say i'm not of them anymore?

I have to find out the cause of this. Like a.s.a.p.

Not telling them where Kelvin was.. Is that the reason? I don't know.

I left the room, feeling totally disappointed with myself. I've just lost all my friends in a day without knowing why. What am i going to do now?

"Hey!" I startled. Someone, who sounded damn familiar to me, called from the back. And that.. that sounded like Max. No, it had to be him. This time, I'm 120% sure. Max, my buddy. Make that, ex buddy since he didn't want to say hi back to me like a few seconds ago.

His voice makes me want to cry, inside. I miss talking to him. Like right now, i wished he was saying "Hey!" to me.

I turned back, hoping it was me but.. it wasn't. I knew it.

"Do you know.." Max whispered something to Ricky and the rest of the conversation was confidential.

What did i do wrong? Why didn't anyone bother telling me what the fuck was going on.

"Ugh, whatever." i thought to myself.

I had a little more time before attending my next class, so i walked to my locker, alone, to grab some books for English. I didn't need a company, i was fine. I can handle this. Minnie Gasper is strong. Being an anti-social is fun. A happy one, but not those emotional ones i've seen, walking out from the counselor room. I am happy. I am very happy with myself.

Hi, I'm Minnie and I'm friendless. Yay me.

.. Oh, who the fuck am i kidding. I hate being all alone. I want to walk with somebody.

Like.. Ashton maybe. I want to thank him for the lovely breakfast and the note. He was sweet enough.

I shut my locker and continued walking down the hallway. Okay.. Odd, why did everyone stare at me?

Did i not wear my bra today.

I gasped and took a peek at my breasts. No.. I did wear. The black and sexiest one!

"She's the girl i was talking about.." a brunette whispered to her friend while pointing at, if i wasn't mistaken, me.

What.. girl?

"Slut." i heard someone saying.

"I heard she just came here this year. And now she's so popular.."

"She thinks she's all that. Well, i think i'm better." a cheerleader said out loud.

I walked pass her and the chatter went on. Everyone was whispering to one another.

"Look at her, just look at her will you?" Hey, finally. I know that girl. Isn't she Tammy, from History class?

I had to ask her what's going on.

"Tammy." i stopped her. "Can i have a word with you?" Omg i sounded like the Headmaster, Mrs Goy. Ew.

I could see that she was shocked to see me. She forced herself to show a smile and replied, "Sure."

I pulled her to a corner and asked, "Why the fuck is everyone staring at me?"

"Err.. Why are you asking me?"

"'Cause well, maybe. I heard, you were talking about me just now?"

"Oh, erm right. No i wasn't." she shook her head, looking down.

"You're lying. You know the reason. Just be honest with me. I won't be mad."

"Let go of me." Oh, i realized i was still holding her hand. I let go and ow. Red marks. Ugly.

She sighed and played with her fingers. "Okay fine. You're.. You're like the hottest topic in the school now. Everyone's talking about you." she rolled her eyes, not believing that she's just told me something ridiculous.

Me? Everyone was talking about me? Right. Ha-ha good joke.

"Tammy...." i pleaded. "Tell me the truth." i laughed.

"I'm fucking serious. Just look around you, don't you see it? You said it yourself that people were staring at you."

She has a point. "But do you know why?"

There was silence. Tammy was obviously thinking whether or not to tell me.

I nudged her and said impatiently, "Quit wasting my time and tell me already."

"You had sex with Ashton Luke. Everyone knows that. Well, almost. The girls are jealous of you, even me. There! I've said it! Are you happy now?"

What the fuck.

*

I took a deep breath and counted, "1, 2, 3."

Please tell me this was all a stupid nightmare and there's nothing i have to worry about.

I bit my lower lip and slowly, opened my eyes, hoping that i'll wake up next to Ashton this time, with my clothes on and talk about Politics instead of watching a movie and asking him to stay over.

"Jesus. I'm still in the school's cafeteria." i murmured while rubbing my forehead.

It was lunch time but i don't seem to be eating. Ashton was missing. Max was still ignoring.

Nate joined me for lunch 'cause well.. i asked him to. Not like he had a choice either. I couldn't find anyone else besides him to hang out with during lunch today. How badly i wanted to talk to Casey, i just couldn't find her.

"Minnie, are you going to eat that or what?"

I passed him my lunch and sighed heavily.

"But it's Mac and cheese. You really don't feel like eating huh?"

I shook my head. "This is real, Nate. It's just like that episode from the TV but that's fake. It's a show and this is fucking reality!" i let out a tiny scream.

Nate was just too busy with his food. So i guess, listening to my problems was the least he could do for me.

"What am i going to do? Everyone can't stop staring at me. It's really, really creepy." Just when i was saying that to him, a blond passed us, giving her best hell bitchy look.

"Don't care about it. They'll forget about everything tomorrow morning. They talk about it now, they'll get bored of it. Trust me." he said while taking a sip of Diet Coke.

I stared at him and replied stiffly, "Don't care about it? Don't care about.. it? How can i not care about it! There were tons of girls asking me how was the sex when i clearly did not do it with him. Ow, was i suppose to lie and say, 'Uh, it's fine. But you girls will never get to do it with him because duh, now that he's my man, i won't even let you talk to him. So fuck off.'? Oh my god. It's so annoying, so annoying." i took that can of Diet Coke from him and finished it within seconds.

"I was drinking that."

"Sorry."

"Why don't you tell them the truth? Like what really happened?"

"You think they would believe me? Every time i try to say something about it, they'll interrupt me and ask me if i have time after school and when i say no, they will ask me again and again. Apparently, they don't take No for answers. God. I'm surprised that you're not even listening to those rumors out there."

"Hey, i know you ever since we were born. How can i not believe you but them? Try explaining to them. Maybe they'll believe you too."

"No. They're nuts!" i threw my hands in the air. "They're asking me to hang out with them when i don't even know them!"

Nate took a bite of his fresh, green apple and replied, with his mouth full, "When you say them, who are you referring to?"

"The cheerleader squad? The Asians? The.." i continued, feeling disgusted to even say it, "computer geeks."

"Cheerleaders? Oh, i heard there's a new member. Alyssa or Alicia. I'm not sure. Kinda hot i must say. And she's like your best friend's cousin. Mind getting her number for me?"

I slap him playfully on his shoulder, "Focus Nate! It's me we're talking about here."

"Hey, i was just kidding." he grinned.

"This fucking sucks." i buried my head in my hands. My head felt like exploding anytime now.

"Okay, you've been talking a lot and i didn't even make any effort to cheer you up." he stood up and i looked at him. Did the bell just ring?

"After school, meet me at your locker. I'll bring you somewhere nice and spend the whole evening with you. You will not regret it. I promise." he smiled and omg, I've just realized how good looking he is from this angle.

It was Monday morning . As usual , it was time for school . I got up from the bed , went to toilet , got dress and so on . Alyssa was nowhere to be found in my room . Not on the bed , not in the toilet , not in the cupboard . nope , not the cupboard . I guess she was already downstairs having breakfast . I think she's excited for her first day of school .

I walked down the stairs , and i was right . Alyssa was sitting down , in the kitchen , having a talk with Aunty Christine , mum and dad . Dad ? He's back from Cali already ?

" Morning , darling . Here you go , your sandwich . " Mum passed me my tuna sandwich and gave me a kiss on the forehead .

" Morning mum , dad and aunt Christine . " i took a seat .

" Sophie , make sure you take care of Alyssa okay ? " Aunty Christine was giving me a warning .

" Yes , Aunt Christine . " i was reassuring her .

I heard sounds of car engines outside the door . Who will be there to pick me up ? I thought i had to walk to school along with Alyssa . It can't be Martin . If it's Martin , i will not go in his car . Never .

" Sweetie , is that Martin waiting for you outside ? " Dad asked .

" No , dad . i don't think so its him . " I rolled my eyes .

Mum was giving the look to dad that he shouldn't be talking bout Martin . I know Mum was trying not to make me sad or anything . But i would want her to know that i'm fine . I looked out of the window and saw Trace with his Porche .

" Alyssa , let's go . Bye Mum . Bye Dad ! " i took my bag from the couch and headed out .

" Alyssa , take care alright . Anything , just give me a call . " Aunt Christine said .

" Okay . Bye mum . " Alyssa gave her mum , the look .

Alyssa and I walked out the door and saw Trace was standing next to his car .

" Hey . "

" Morning . " Trace replied .

" Who's this rich kid ? " Alyssa whispered to me .

" Oh . Trace , meet Alyssa , my cousin . She'll be joining us in school , starting from today . Alyssa , meet Trace . "

" Hi Alyssa ! Nice to meet you . I'm Trace . " Trace introduced himself and took his hand out from his pocket .

" Hey, Trace . Nice to meet you too . " Alyssa shook hand with Trace and put on her flirty look .

" Right . Mind if she hop along, Trace ? " I asked .

" Absolutely not . How could I not let this little hottie in my car ? It's a pleasure to drive her to school . Shall we ? "

" Thanks . " Alyssa and i said at the same time .

I wanted to open the front seat door but Alyssa managed to open it quicker than me . I've no choice , but the ... back seat .

" So , Alyssa , Where have you been all this while ? " Trace started the engine .

" Err , I used to live here in Brooklyn . When i was seven , I moved to L.A . Now , I moved back here . " Alyssa replied .

" Do you mean , Los Angeles ?! " Trace spoke with a shocking reaction .

" Yeah . You're right . "

" Wow . That's cool . Sophie , why didn't you tell me that you've a super cool cousin who lives in L.A ?! " Trace chuckled .

" Well , cause you didnt- "

" Trace , how bout you ? A brooklyn boy ? " Alyssa interupted .

" Ah . Sense of humour . I'm proud to say , I am . " Trace laughed .

I couldnt stand any longer of their talk so i just listened to my iPod and ate my sandwhich .

Less than 15 minutes , we reached school . Thanks to Trace's driving skills .

" Hey , I'll drop you guys here at the porch first alright ? I'm going to find a parking or something . See you later . " Trace said .

Alyssa and I got down the car . I brought her to the administration office to get her schedule and such .

" Ms.Cassandra , What may i help you ? " asked by Mrs.Patricia .

" Erh , this is my cousin , Alyssa Pettaford , she's a new student . So , can she have her schedule or something ? " I replied .

" Ah yes . I've received a call from your school , in L.A , saying that you're going to register today . So i guess they're right . Welcome , Ms.Pettaford . I bet Sophie's going to help you through , so there wont be any problem . Here you go . " handing Alyssa's schedule , her locker key and stuffs . "

" Thanks . " Alyssa said to her .

Both of us made our way to the hallway . Alyssa's locker was 152 . Way further than mine , but closer to Trace . Trace's locker is 150 . UGH . Great . Alyssa schedule was sort of similiar to mine . We'll have Biology Class and Chemistry Class together . Oh , English Literature too . While we were walking , everyone was staring at Alyssa , as though she came from outerspace or something .

" Why is everyone staring at us , Sophie ? " Alyssa asked .

" Us ? Not me , You . "

" What ? Me ? Is there something wrong ? "

" No no . They are just wondering who are you . No worries . "

I opened my locker , and Alyssa was standing right next to me because she didnt need to put any books . I took out my books and closed the locker door .

" Sophie ? Biology first right ? " Alyssa asked while looking at her schedule .

" Yes yes . You don't have to worry . Ms.Jessica is very nice . "

As both of us were talking , I saw Sonia , Catherine ( the leader of the SDP - Sunny Dales Plastics ) , her gang , and MARTIN ?! approaching to our way . What in the world is Martin doing with them ? Oh My Goodness . Martin is staying with the bad ones now huh ?

" Hey . I'm Alyssa , Alyssa Pettaford . I'm from Los Angeles . Nice to know you girls . " Alyssa put on a wide smile and waved at Christine and gang .

" Sophie , whose this ? Is she another freako you invented or something ? " Sonia asked .

" Shut up , Sonia . What are you talking about ? Sophie , is this you're long lost twin sister ? "
Catherine gave me the bitchy look and walked around Alyssa , looking at her from head to toes .

" She's my cousin , okay . " I rolled my eyes , slamming the locker door real hard .

" Sophie , Why didnt you tell me that you have a cousin ? She's hot . I mean , LOOK AT HER . Better than you , honey . " Martin said those words , and played with my hair .

Martin laughed , followed by Sonia , Catherine and the others . I sort of took a glimpse at Alyssa , and she was smiling . Right , she's going to hit on Martin soon . How i would love to look at Alyssa and Sonia fighting over Martin .

" Get away from me , Jerkass . " I stepped away from Martin and pushed his hand away .

" Are you Martin ? Sophie's boyfriend ? " Alyssa asked , acting really innocent .

" Ex-boyfriend , you meant . " Sonia said out loud and laughed along with her bitches .

" You . Know . Me ? " Martin asked and had this really weird look .

" Yeah . I saw you in pictures before . "

" Okaaay . " Martin looked away , scratching his head .

" So , Alice , Do you want to hangout with us for break , lunch and after school ? You can come over my house and I shall give you some revision to catch up with your studies . Oh , by the way , I'm Catherine . " Catherine asked .

" Hi , Catherine . I'm Alyssa . Not Alice . "

" Whatever . Alice , Alyssa , What's the difference ? Its just a name . Anyways , Wanna join ? "

" Err ... " Alyssa looked at me .

" Wwwhhhhhaaatt ?! You're asking my cousin , to join your bitchy group .?! " I interrupted .

" Yes , is that a problem ?Dont tell me you're jealous . You dont have to be , cause you'll never join my group . I repeat , Never . Stop dreaming . Alyssa , tell your cousin that she's not going to be in our group , and you are . " Catherine fought back .

" Okay . Look Sophie . You're never gonna be in Catherine's group okay ? And , i'm telling you now , that I'm going to join her group , and i'm not going to be a freak like you . "

" Woahhh . What ?!-"

"Are you fucking kidding me? To whoever-you-are , go ahead and join Catherine , no one in the world cares," Casey cut in from behind. "You seemed like a bitch when i first saw you so yeah, you'll fit right in. Sooner or later, you'll be just like them. Plastic.Bitches."

Thank god Casey came at the right time and backed me up . Or else , I would have fainted on the spot and become the hottest topic for my schoolmates to talk about . I'm not really good at dealing with this BITCHES , but i do know that Casey is hell good at it . That's why , sometimes , i really salute to Casey . Well , I guess she helped me a lot .

" Hey ! Who are you to judge us , sex maniac ? Anyways , Let's go , girls . You too , Alyssa . " Catherine just walk off like that along with her gang , grabbing Alyssa's hand along with her .

" But ! No , wait , Alyssa ! " I shouted across the hallway .

" Sophie , don't care bout that bitch . By the way , whose Alyssa ? "

" She's my cousin who just moved back from Los Angeles . "

" Oh . No wonder she looks so bitchy . " Then the bell rang .

" Anyways , got to go . See you during English . Biology waiting for me . " I waved goodbye to Casey then ran to Biology Class .

Yes , Biology is my first class . Martin , Sonia and Catherine will be in the same class too . Thank god , i have Serene and Johnny with me . I stepped in the class , and all eyes were on me .

" What ?! " I said .

Nobody replied or said anything . Those who were staring , all returned to what they were doing . Martin , Sonia and Catherine along with Alyssa just sat still and laughed at me . Pfft , but , whatever . Anyways , the class look kind of full . And i dont know where i can sit . Then I saw , Serene and Johnny were waving at me , as they saved me a seat .

" Oh my god , thank you guys for saving me a seat . I love you two ! "

" No probs . Anyway , What's up ? Serena asked .

" What do you mean , what's up ? " I asked with full of curiousity .

" Dont deny , miss cassandra . I heard that the girl beside Catherine is your cousin ? " Johnny said .

" And Catherine asked " your cousin " to join her plastics right ? " Serena continued .

" How did you guys know bout it ?! " I asked .

" Not only us , but the whole class , and apparently the whole school . " Serena explained .

" But , how ? "

" Well , Sonia - "

Before Serena could explain , Ms.Jessica had already stepped in the class and the whole class became quiet .

**
The bell rang . It was time for our second class .

" Serena , tell me how did the school know . "

" Well , Sonia , as usual , she spread the whole news . " Serena explained .

" Right . Damn her . " I cursed Sonia .

" Sophie , what happen to you and Martin actually ? Why is Martin hanging out with the plastics ? " Johnny asked .

" Ugh . Complications . I'll explain to you guys when i have the time okay . "

" Oh wait , Sophie . Did you know .... " Serena didn't finish her sentence .

" Did i know what ? " I asked .

" That , Minnie Gasper , your best friend , has sex with Ashton Luke ? "

What ?! Minnie had sex with Ashton Luke without telling me ? Oh my god , that girl is just crazy . How can Mims not tell me ! Gosh .

" Wwwhhhatt ? She had SEX with Ash ? " I shouted .

" You didnt know ?! I thought you were her best friend ? "

" Erhh .. No . Obviously I knew , she told me . Yeah , she told me last night . " NOT ! i thought to myself .

" Great then . "

" Anyways , catch up with you guys later kay . I got to go . Bye "

I packed my bag , and headed out of the class . I could hear Serena shouting my name and asking bout Martin and I , but i never bother to look back , because I wasnt in the mood to go explain to her what's wrong . I was walking at the hallway , and ... many people were staring at me . I didnt know where to turn to , so i might as well just look down . And , Minnie ! How can she not tell me that she had sex ? What ? We're not best friends anymore ? I'm so gonna kill Minnie Gasper .

Suddenly , I banged into a rather tall guy .

" Ouch . I'm sorrrrryyy . " I looked up and saw Trace .

" Sophie , what's wrong ? "

" Nothing . Just , today has been real bad for me . " I just walked off .

" No , Sophie , there's something wrong . " Trace catched up with me .

" I'm hurrying for my English Class okay . I'll just tell you some other day . " I walked faster this time .

" I'll meet you after school okay ? " Trace shouted across the hallway .

*

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 7 *

2008-12-05T23:43:00.007+08:00

I ran back to Billy's apartment. I didn't want anything else to happen. It could turn into too much drama. I hope Billy isn't home yet or else .. I'll have some explaining to do. Wait, he's not my dad. I could tell him, or not. Okay, I'll go with not.

I ran the three flights of stairs and finally arrived at the doorstep. I remembered I had the key with me, so I took it out and unlocked the door. It was dark. I switched on the lights and to my luck, Billy was nowhere to be seen. He was probably still at work doing some extra stuff. I walked to the refrigerator and got me some water. It was tiring coming back.

I was about to change into a more comfortable pair of clothes when I heard a knock on the door. Huh, must be Billy. And I was right. Wow, my instincts keep getting better by day. I'm just saying. Oops, I shouldn't have said that. Now my luck will be cursed and I'll have bad instincts and bad luck! Hold it, I'm not a superstitious person. Okay, I should really shut up in my head right now.

"Hey, you're home late," I said, closing the door behind me.

"Yeah, got stuck with Henry."

"Henry?" I asked, confused.

"My boss? Wow, never thought you're memory span lasts 3 seconds," Billy laughed.

"Yeah, heh. Laugh all you want."

"Hey, what happened to your face?" Billy asked, concerned expression on his face.

"Oh, this?" I said , pointing to the bruise on my face. "I fell down the stairs."

"Oh my god. Are you okay? Did you go see a doctor?" He came closer to me to examine my face.

"I'm fine. It more of a trip. So it's cool. No doctors needed."

"You really should get someone to look at that cut."

"Billy, I told you, I'm fine."

"Shut up and sit. I'll get the first aid kit."

"There's really no need-" I realized it wasn't worth the objection so I sat down and waited.

"So when did you get home? You managed to get your clothes at your house?" Billy asked.

"I didn't actually." Shit, what excuse do I have? Okay, hurry up Casey, make something up. "The door was locked." Oh great, what a stupid excuse!

"What about the spare key? The one for emergencies you usually have?"

"It wasn't under the carpet. Guess mum took it away."

"So where'd you go after that?"

"Nowhere. I came back here." Billy finally found the first aid kit so he came and sat in front of me.

"And you didn't bother changing into something more comfortable?"

"What's with the interrogation?!" I asked, so that I wouldn't have to answer any more questions.

"What's up with you? You're so suspicious," Billy said, taking out a cotton pad and putting some iodine on it.
He reached for my face and dabbed the cotton on the cut.

"Ow! Damn, it hurts." I quickly grabbed his hand. Everything went silent. His face was inches from mine. Just like the night he kissed me that perfect kiss. All I could hear and feel was his breathing.

"Oh. Well, er, you do it yourself then." He quickly got up from the couch.

"Yeah." Billy was pacing around the room. He seems like he has something important to tell me. I waited.

"Casey, I have something I want to say," Billy finally said.

See, what did I tell ya? Great instincts huh?

"What?" I asked, curious. He sat back down in front of me and took in a deep breath. Okay, must be really important.

"I'm just gonna come right out and say it, okay?"

"Okayy."

"Promise you won't freak out?"

"Just tell me, Billy!"

"I'm in love with you!"

FUCK DID I JUST HEAR RIGHT?!

"I was attracted to you when we first met. But you weren't to me, so I didn't say anything. I didn't want to ruin what we had. Look, I've known you long enough to know that I really do love you. Not just puppy love. I really do. I was there for you when your grandmother died and because she was the only one you ever truly loved, you cried so much. I never left your side. I stood up for you when Don told lies that you were sleeping with him and was boasting about it. I helped you pass your Biology exam cause if you didn't, you'd be away to summer school and I couldn't see you. I didn't want that to happen. When you were away two summers ago, I couldn't stop thinking about you. I just had to look at you. Hear your voice again. I'm always jealous at the guys you talk about. I never really thought I could match up to them. You'll never see me as more than just a friend. And I know that, but it couldn't hurt to try right? So here I am, Casey, telling you that I love you and even if you don't love me back, I hope nothing changes between us. But that day, when I kissed you, I felt as though maybe you did love me back too because that kiss was too perfect to be true. I want to believe that we have strong chemistry and we can make this work. You were my first kiss and my first love... I guess I'm done."

I had no idea Billy felt that way about me. How could I have not noticed? All those years. He's my best friend!

"Say something, Casey."

I didn't say anything but I did something. I kissed him. It was that same perfect kiss, only better. I didn't know what I was thinking. I didn't want to think.

The same thing happened that night. Kisses, more, sex. But this time, I didn't regret any minute of it. It was, as I always said, perfect. Definitely a night to remember.

Ashton's planning to stay over at my house that night but mum didn't know anything about it yet. I was planning to inform her after the movie, which was taking a long time obviously because we were only at the part where the girl has finally met the guy of her dreams. However, i felt guilty so i went down to tell her during the boring bits of the movie. It was getting late already, i wonder if she's still awake.

"Where are you going?" he asked as soon as i moved his hand away from my shoulder.

"Kitchen, to get a few cans of beer. You want any chips?"

"No thanks. I'm full. You didn't even finish your coke just now and now you want to drink."

"Is it wrong to do so."

He chuckled slightly and said, "Go on. Go get the drinks and come back quickly."

He continued watching the movie and to be honest, i was afraid of going down alone. I sat down on the bed, next to him, thinking if i should ask him to follow me down. I'm sure mum will be there, i know it. It's just, you wouldn't know if lizards will just fall from the ceiling and such. It's dark outside and..

"You're not scared to go down alone, are you?" he teased.

"Yes.... I mean! No, I'm.. I'm just going to watch this part before going down."

He stared at me, not beliving what i've just told him. "Minnie, this part is not even nice. She's only talking to the Starbucks guy."

"What.. He's," i paused to think of the right word. "Cute."

"Right."

"Ashton?"

"Yeah."

"I.. I er." There was a short silence. Ashton wasn't waiting for my reply anyway, he's too busy watching the movie.

"I'm afraid of lizards." I muttered.

He turned to look at me and laughed aloud. "Afraid of lizards? That's the funniest thing i've ever heard!"

"Well, i find them.. different from other insects and they are very.. disgusting," i spoke lamely. "Besides, it's late. And i don't have a torch light with me and.."

"Chillax, Minnie." he interuppted. "Lizards won't eat you."

"But they're UGHHHH!" i groaned.

"Calm down. Think of something to get that off your mind. The whole 'lizards are disgusting and its tail can fall on me anytime' thing. Lizards are nothing, Minnie. You're way bigger than them. You can just step on them anytime."

"Okay.."

I dragged the door open and turned around to say, "Wish me luck."

"Do you want me to follow?"

OH YESSSSSSSSS!

And before i could answer him, he quickly said, "Nah i'm lazy."

So much of a good friend.

*

There weren't any lizards, thank God. I was also glad, mum wasn't asleep yet.

"Heeeeeeeeeey mum." i greeted softly. The lights were still on and she was at the living room, reading. Omfg, reading? At time like this? If i were her, i'd fall asleep on the couch already.

Oh well, my mum's cool.

"Hey hun. What are you doing up so late?" she looked up to see me for a sec and then back to her book. By the way, she was wearing her hideous spectacles. Har Har.

"Watching a movie," i nodded while smiling, "With Ashton." i added.

"Is he going to stay over?" she asked simply while keeping her eyes locked on her book.

"Yeah, if it's okay with you, of course." i said shakily. Please mum, let him staaaay.

"Why not?" her voice was pitched high. "He seem nice."

"Yeah yeah he is. He helps me with homework and stuffs." i breathed a sigh of relief.

There was a short awkward silence. I think my mum got carried away with the story in her book.

"You better get going or you'll miss half of the movie." mum reminded.

"Right right! The drinks." I went over to the refrigerator and grabbed a few cans before i forget.

"Good night, mum! Love you."

"Good Night, Minnie. Love you too." she kissed my forehead and said, "Go to bed. You have school tomorrow."

"I will!"

I walked up the stairs with caution, trying not to get attacked by lizards.

*

I pulled the door open and stood by it.

"I'm alivee!" i laughed to myself.

And i get no reply.

"Ashton?" I tip-toed into my cold, air-conditioned room and to my desk, to put the drinks down. I walked to my bed to find him, fast asleep already. What? So early? That is so not like him. Ew, i just stepped on something! My room's in a mess. Omg, he's so going to clean this up tomorrow.

Well, since i wasn't sleepy yet and the movie was still on, i'll just watch it then.

*

An hour has just passed and the movie's coming to an end! The guy was going to kiss her anytime now..

"Damnit! Just kiss her already."

No he didn't. He was still talking and talking and talking and talking. Wth is wrong with that guy!?

While i was busy paying attention to the movie, that's when Ashton surprised me from the back by putting his hand around my waist. Practically, he gave me the shock of my life.

"What the fuck? Weren't you asleep all this while?"

"I couldn't sleep." he kissed my neck gently and hm. I liked it.

"Stop it, it's ticklish." i giggled.

"You smell good. What did you use today?"

"Er, i don't know.."

"Whatever it is, use it everyday."

"What makes you think, you can come this close to me."

"Shhhh." he hugged me tighter. "They're about to kiss."

We remained silent for the kissing scene. I didn't dare to move nor say anything. What was he doing to me? We're just friends and friends don't do that. In fact, i was afraid of him. I could see that he was trying to get closer to me, just like how the guy was doing to the girl on TV. What was i suppose to do!?

I don't want to lose my first kiss to..

Oh fuck. I did want to lose it to him. I've waited my whole life for this moment, and it's going to happen real soon, right here, on my bed, in my house at.. I managed to look at the clock and it was 1:59 am.

"How i wished time would stop right now." i thought to myself.

I didn't really know what was he trying to do to me though. He hasn't kissed me wtf and yet he was trying to take my shirt off first. And there i was, topless but still with my lingerie on. What was the next move?

And that's when.

My handphone vibrated. WTF, great timing. Just great.

"Sorry," i smiled. He let go of me and i went to get my handphone on the table.

It was Casey.

Ugh, why did she have to call at this time !?

I rolled on my bed but i couldn't roll any further cause Alyssa was right next to me . I stared right up to the ceiling . I couldn't sleep , i didn't know the reason why . So i decided to go down to the kitchen to drink some milk , maybe it could help .

" Hey mum . What are you still doing in the kitchen , so late ? " I asked .

" To have some milk . Maybe it would help me in my sleeps . How bout you , Sophie ? Aren't you suppose to be in bed for school tomorrow ? "

" Hah , me too . I couldnt sleep . I guess we think alike . " I chuckled .

" So , i heard you said that .. Trace gave you some surprises ? Mind spitting it out ? " Mum asked politely .

" Well . He pranked me . Thinking that it was some shit of good joke for me , but it wasn't . "

" Chill , darling . What did he do ? "

" He brought me to the beach yesterday night , and i slept in his car . We watched the sunrise and suddenly he took out a ring from his pocket and asked me to be his girlfriend . And... "

" OH MY GOSH . Did you say yes , Sophie ? "

" Wait for it , mum . Guess what ? He said he was joking and he just wanted to try on me to see my reaction . What a jerkass . Pfft . "

" Right . Okay , that's really cute. "

" MUM ! How cute was that ? Don't you find it very rude ? "

" Well , maybe a little . What ? You're mad at him , Soph ? "

" Yes . Very . "

" Oh ? So you're mad at him because you thought he was serious , and i bet you were hoping that he was serious but he was just joking . Right ? "

" What ? Mum , what are you saying ? "

" Sophie , admit it . You like Trace ! "

" No i don't ! He's just a guy friend to me . A normal guy friend . "

" Right .. "

" Maybe more than a normal guy friend , okay . "

" Anyways , what's up with Martin and you ? Did Trace stole my precious daughter away from Martin ? "

" No , he didn't . Mum , Trace doesn't even like me . "

" Okay okay . I get it . Tell me bout Martin now . "

" He ... is hanging out with the oh-so-hot-cheerleaders right now . He ditched me over them . And this girl name Jessica , told me she loves him and begged me to let him go . Well , i don't think i trust Martin anymore ? "

" Is that it ? "

" Erh , yeah . That's it . "

" Have you tried to talk to him ? I know you didn't . I know you well , Soph . "

" He ... He ... Erm . " I was speechless .

" See , Soph . You didn't even give him a chance to explain right ? "

" Yeah okay . You do know your daughter well . "

" Give him a call to meet up or something . Talk to him bout this . "

" Right . I bet he will go on with his lies . "

" Sophie , maybe there's some misunderstandings . And you don't want this relationship to end just because of this ... Josephine coming along right ? Martin and you , have been years man . Years . " Mum dragged on the word ' years ' . Trying to make me realise that my relationship with Martin have been long .

" Its Jessica , Mum . It's only a year and a month . "

" A year and a month sounds short . But , 13 months , sounds long . 390 days sounds longer dear. "

Right . I have been together with Martin for 390 days . Why didn't anyone even remind me that ? I guess that 390 days do sounds long .

" Okay , mum . I'll talk to him . I think i'm gonna watch some TV . Talk to you later . "

" You better . "

I went back up to my room to check on my cellphone . Well , as usual , Trace will be the one leaving me messages , missed calls , voicemails and so on . I walked back down to catch up with Heroes .

From Trace : (03:25pm)

Hello Sophie , Good Afternoon .

Trace .

From Trace : (04:30pm)

Are you there , Sophie ?

Trace .

From Trace : (06:45pm)

Have you had your dinner ?

Trace .

From Trace : (09:35pm)

How was dinner today ?

Trace .

From Trace : (10.45pm)

If you're not replying any of my messages , latest by 11.59pm . I'm so gonna hunt you down in school tomorrow .

Trace .

Yeah . Trace was being very gay . I texted him right on 11.59pm . He asked me to give him 3 super reasons why i didnt reply him . Well , i explained . Then he called me and we had a few hours talk on the phone . We talked bout so many things , from boys to girls . From school to college . From college to future . I really enjoy talking to Trace on the phone , cause he can really make me laugh .

Until 2am , we finally hang up , cause Casey called me for i dont know what reason .

Casey woke up at 2 am in the morning. Billy was still sleeping on the couch with his arm around Casey's waist. She needed to tell Minnie and Sophie what happened so she pushed his arm slowly, got up and changed into some clothes. She then went into the toilet.

Dialing...

Casey: Mims, Sophie?

Mimi: Casey! Ughh. Thanks alot.

Sophie: What's up ? Its 2 in the morning , and you're calling us !

Casey: I have to tell you guys something.

Sophie: Can't you tell us in school ? Anyway , what is it ?

Casey: It's about ...

Mimi: I bet it has something to do with sex.

Sophie: Minnie, shut up! Go on, Casey.

Casey: I had sex with Eric and when I came back to Billy's apartment, he confessed to me. Told me he loves me and all that crap and then, well, we had sex.

Mimi: HAH! I knew it.

Sophie : What ?! You had sex with two guys , in one day . And the worse , you had sex with Billy too !

Mimi: My god, even your best friend?

Casey: But it was perfect sex! Like you know, like we had real chemistry. Oh my god, you wouldn't believe it! I won't go into details though.

Mimi: I know you want to. You're just lazy that's all.

Sophie : Haha. So what do you plan to do ?

Casey: And now, I have no idea what to do. I mean, it's obviously clear that Eric wants to get back with me. Or no, maybe he just haven't had sex in a while but no, that can't be. I saw him with some chick. And then the thing with Billy. Tell me what to do guys! And don't say it's up to me because I have no idea whatsoever to do.

Sophie : Do you love Billy or Eric ?

Casey: Billy, Eric? I don't know! You don't expect me to choose now right? But in general, definitely Billy. I dated Eric once. Didn't work out so well, did it?

Mimi: Oh yeah, i remember that jerk. Ugh, but he's hot AND rich!

Sophie : Are you sure you want to date ... your BEST FRIEND ?

Casey: I don't want to ruin anything between us. That's what he said too. I don't know, really. Maybe I just need some time to think things through. You guys will be there for me right? Oh my god! What am I saying?! I'm Casey, I don't need people to bear my troubles with me. Oh great, all this love talk is making me sick.

Mimi: Just get some sleep. That's what we all need now.

Sophie : Casey , always remember this . Mims and I will always be there for you alright ? And yes , you need some time to think this over .

Mimi: Yeah, what she's just said.

Sophie: So , where's Billy right now ? Did he say anything when you got up ?

Casey: He's sleeping. He didn't hear me get up. When we face each other later, it's gonna be so awkward. Anyway, I gotta get to sleep. We'll talk more later, in school.

Mimi: Okay, i'll see you all!

Sophie : *yawns*. Good Idea . Anyways , see ya later .

Casey: Ciao, guys.

Mimi: Nights.

{- -} Chapter 7 » A night to remember *

2008-12-03T14:50:00.010+08:00

"What happened? What's wrong?" Eric asked again.

"Ugh, I'm fine. I just fell, that's all."

"Yeah, Casey, I dated you for 2 months. Don't you think I can tell when you're lying?"

I ignored him and continued walking to .. I have no idea where the hell I'm going. Definitely not back to Billy's apartment.

"Come on, why don't you come over to my house and you can tell me. It's not very far," Eric suggested, putting his arm around me.

"No, thanks. I'm fine," I replied coldly.

"Shut up with the 'I'm fine' already. Geez, admit that you're not fine for once, damn it."

"Fine."

"You're admitting you're not fine?"

"No, you idiot. I'm fine. I meant 'Fine, let's go to your place'."

"Fine."

Well, it wasn't as though I had anywhere else to go, right? So he led me to his house and he was right. It wasn't that far, just around the corner.

Oh, Eric is a rich freak. He's the legal heir to his dad's million dollar company, JewelMe, as he's the oldest. He has two other brothers but they're with their mum. Eric's parents divorced a year back but somehow Eric still has hope that they'll get back with each other cause they don't argue much and still see each other from time to time.

So basically, the only people living in this huge mansion is five housekeepers, three cooks, two butlers, three gardeners, Eric and his dad.

When I was dating Eric, I used to get loads of free jeweleries that are REAL. Seriously, diamond, topaz, garnet, sapphire. You name it. But then again, relationships aren't all about money. He was a jerk, wait, he is a jerk and I just couldn't take his ego. Too much to handle.

So yeah, that's about Eric.

Oh, and just to brag a little more, he has a private jet, a beach house and a yacht. Yeah, every girl's dream man. Minus the ego of course.

"Harry?" Eric called out, as soon as he was in the house. His butler came in no time.

"Yes, sir?"

"Could you get the cooks to prepare lunch for two? Dad will be home later in the evening."

"Yes, sir. I'll get right to it."

"Much appreciated, Harry."

The butler left for what I think is the kitchen and Eric pulled me over to the living room.

"I'm all ears, babe."

'What? I said I was fine. Leave me alone will ya?" I quickly changed the subject. "Soo ... how's Jeremy and Mark?"

"They're fine. I see them thrice a week. Mum's okay too."

"Good, good. I miss them you know. They were too, like my little brothers."

"I know you do."

I sighed.

The rest of the afternoon was usual. We ate lunch, talked. Like old days. His dad called and said that he would be home late as he had to supervise a meeting. So we had the whole house to ourselves. Noon soon became night. I practically stayed there the entire day. Honestly, I kinda forgot about Billy. He'll be fine.

"Hey, come on." Eric held my hand and pulled me upstairs to his room. I followed him.

"You still have pictures of us?" I asked, looking around the room.

"Yeah," Eric replied, sitting on his bed.

"Oh my god! You still kept this! I told you to throw it away! I look like shit in here," I said, holding up a picture that showed the both of us hand in hand at the Hollywood Park. He took me there once. It was the best night of my life. We partied at Club Fret all night long and spent the night in one of the best hotels in Hollywood.

"It's memories I never want to forget."

I could feel Eric come up behind me and put his arms around my waist. I could feel his breathing on my neck. He turned me around to face him. Slowly, he lowered his lips to mine and he kissed me. Damn, how I miss his kisses. They were always so slow and relaxing and calming.

Kisses soon turned into more. And more turned into sex.

I left his house at 10 pm that night and made my way back to Billy's.

Oh no, what was I thinking? I did not just have sex with Eric. I did not.

But I did.

"What.. What is he doing here."

It was later that evening when i've finally reached home after an exhausting day out. Yes, i drived back without getting hit by a car. Proud, i'm indeed proud of myself.

No, i do not have my driving licence yet. My birthday is still months away.

My mum taught me how to drive earlier, just in case, Lance's too busy to drive me out. So, i tried driving.. to somewhere near of course. Casey's place, Billy's apartment. It's alright. But, the city? I can't.

I do not want to get into trouble of course. So i'm always careful. But, there's always this fake license in my purse, which Casey got me a year ago.

So yeah, i can drive. without having my actual license yet.

I have to admit, driving can be really fun sometime.

"Minnie, are you OK?"

I pushed my thoughts aside and nodded my head, "Yeah. yeah, totally."

Ashton dropped by to have dinner with my family. Mum was busy in the kitchen, preparing her famous dishes. Lance is nowhere to be found. Eurika is at my grandmother's place for the time being. The old ones (my grandmother etc etc) miss her so they wanted her to stay with them. They never liked me. In fact, they hate me. Well, ever since last Christmas, when i accidentally took the scissors and cut Aunt Mary's wig.

"It's not a wig!" her voice echoed in my head.

Yeah, hair.

"What brings you here?" i sat down on the couch and he followed.

He gave a sudden giggle. "Bored at home. Mike will be at his girlfriend's place for a week. I don't really get along with the other roommates. I mean, they're cool. Just, not as cool as him though." he took a sip of water from the glass and put it back on the table.

"Mike?"

"Yeah, you know him."

Oh yeah. Mike. How can i forget.

The only guy who talked to me at Denise's party. Hot. Charming. And, i didn't get his number. Damn.

"Oh.." i could feel my cheeks, turning bright red. I scratched my head and asked politely, "How is he?"

"Right. I know what you're thinking." he grinned at me.

"You do?"

"You're not his type so, get over it. "

"Oh really." i pushed him and he pushed me back. We ended up acting like little kids on the couch, screaming and pulling each other's hair. He tickled me and that's when i rolled down from the couch. Ow.

I laughed really hard. My stomach hurt after a while, but it was all good. It's been a long time since i've last talked to him. He hasn't change. Okay, maybe for the body. He has been working out. He's.. gorgeous. Wtf, okay now i'm staring at him.

"What?"

"No nothing." i shook my head, disapproving the thoughts of me having a crush on him.

"Is there something on my face." he asked anxiously. He took out his iPhone to check his reflection, to find nothing on his face at all.

"There's nothing wrong with your face," and i continued staring at him.

"Then why are you staring at me like that?"

"Er.." i looked down to think for the right word. "You're hot." i did it. i praised him.

"Well," he sniffed and rubbed his nose. He put his hand around my shoulder and whispered, "Did you just realize it now or did you realize it long time ago and never wanted to tell me that?"

"Only just now. Did you. Did you go for.."

"What?"

"You know.." i tried to explain, nose job by doing hand movements.

"No! i did not. This baby." he points to his nose, "is real."

"Dinner's ready!" mum called us from the kitchen.

"Hungry yet?" i asked. He was busy finding for the TV's remote control instead.

"Hm, not really. Wanna watch some tv first, stay here with me." he replied while taking the remote control using his other hand.

"Mum!" i took a glance at him, why oh why must he be soooo gorgeous.

"I'll have dinner later."

*

"Your mum is the best cook ever. HONEST, opinion." Ashton told me right after dinner. We were in my room, deciding on whether or not to watch a movie or just gossip about our friends at school.

"I know, right? She was famous for her cooking back at Columbus." i replied tiredly.

"Why did you move here?"

"Long.. story."

"We've got the whole night. Tell me." he had his 'oh-i'm-so-interested' face on.

I laid on my bed and flashed back. "Hm. Mum just wanted to move here. For no reason."

"Looks like it was fated for us to meet here."

I laughed.

"How was living at your old place?" he continued asking.

"It was.. awesome. My family was not torn apart yet. We were still living with my dad, i suppose? and Lance.. and David.. and of course, Eurika. My friends were great. I wasn't.. alone."

"Friends? Don't you have friends here?"

"Yeah i do, but not as much as i had back then. People here are different, you know. They're always going out, having fun. They don't bother about their studies. So far, i've only met a few of them. The guys are really friendly but.."

"They just don't do girl talk, right?"

"Yeah. And Casey is always busy with i don't know who. She has been ignoring my calls these days."

"Oh. I'm sure she has her own plans.."

"I guess so."

"So what is your dad like?"

Speechless, i was. I didn't want to talk about that old fag.

"Well, does he look like you?"

I got up to look at him and said, "I.. i, honestly, have no idea how he looks like. Mum hid all the photos and Lance wouldn't tell me anything so i didn't bother asking anymore. Got sick of pleading them to tell me."

"He must have missed all of you. A lot." he smiled.

"I don't really care about my dad." i sighed and looked away. "Hey wanna watch a movie?"

"That's it? No more story?"

"I don't want to talk about my past, Ashton. I didn't have a memorable childhood, really. I wasn't as lucky as you." i said.

"Fine. Wait!" he stopped my hands from flipping the booklet, full of DVDs.

"I want to watch this one." he pointed. It was a romance-comedy movie, entitled, "56 People."

"Good choice. I've always wanted to watch it with someone."

"Someone special?"

"No.. Just someone."

And come to think of it now, that someone was, him.

" Sophie , I'm home . " someone yelled .

Whose calling me ? Was that mum ? I heard footsteps outside the door , and soon , that person opened my room door .

" Sophie , wake up . It's already night time . Guess who i met a minutes ago ? "

" Mum . I'm still sleeping , can't you see ? And where have you been for the whole night ? "

" Wake up . Just for a minute , sweetheart . Can't you ? Oh , i went to sleep at Mary's house yesterday night , because she needed my help or something . And i came back home in the afternoon , but i saw you were still sleeping , so i didnt wake you up . Then i went to the mall for groceries . Anyways , get up ! "

" Right . Ergh , Fine . "

I followed mum down the stairs . And what ? It's already night time ? And i've been sleeping since yesterday night , till today ? Gosh , what was wrong with me .

" Close your eyes . "

" What ? Another surprise again ? Mum . Trace just gave me a surprise yesterday night , and it wasn't fun . "

" Just do what i said . Please ? "

I just closed my eyes with my pair of hands , while mum grabbed my waist while leading me in the living room , i guess .

" Now , Open . And see whose right infront of you . "

I opened , and guess who i met ? I saw Aunty Christine , and her daughter , Alyssa . I've never seen them , like , decades ago !

" Oh my god , ALYSSA ! " i sreamt , and ran straight to Alyssa to hug her .

Aunty Christine was my mum's god sister , which makes her , my god aunty . so indirectly , Alyssa was my cousin . Aunty Christine used to be my guardian when i was really young . She took care of Alyssa and I because mum and dad was busy with business and so on . Therefore , Aunty Christine and Uncle Matthew became my guardian , indirectly . When Alyssa and i were seven , Uncle Matthew left Aunty Christine and Alyssa , for i dont know what reason . Mum didn't tell me eventhough how many times i would ask her , because she said " i was too young to understand what adults are thinking . " Yeah right . Anyways , since i'm sixteen , i guess i'm old enough to make my own conclusion right ? The conclusion is , Uncle Matthew met a new hot damn lady and dumped Aunty Christine and Alyssa . No , i'm just joking .

Anyways , Alyssa was like a sister to me . We were like twin sisters . Almost everyone said that we look alike . But , we dont . She was more of the innocent looking type , but she's the evil meanie girl whereas i'm the one who gets the blame , most of the time eventhough i did nothing wrong . After few months when Uncle Matthew left , Aunty Christine brought Alyssa over to Los Angeles while , i stayed here with mum and dad in ... Brooklyn eventhough i begged mum to bring me to Los Angeles . Aunty Christine didnt want to stay here any longer because she claims that everything from or in Brooklyn reminds her back of Uncle Matthew . Furthermore , Aunty Christine got a job in Los Angeles . So i guess , there's no point for her , not leaving Brooklyn .

" Hi Aunty Christine ! Which wind brought you back here to Brooklyn ? " I hugged Aunty Christine .

" Hm nothing . I just came back here as Alyssa said that she wanted to school here and i've found a new job here . "

" Oh thats great . So , Alyssa , which school do you plan to go ? " I asked .

" Er , Sunny Dales Highschool . Heard of it ? "

" Oh ! that's where Sophie is schooling too . It will be perfect . " Mum interrupted .

" Really ? That will be great for both of us to catch up on each other lives , don't you think so , Sophie ? "

" Yeah yeah sure . So , mum , will they be staying over here ? "

" If you don't mind Alyssa sharing the room with you . "

" Obviously not ! It will be just like old times . Come , Alyssa , Let me bring you up . "

I brought Alyssa and her luggages , up to my room . She wandered around my room , looking at those photo frames i have . Yes , those with Martin .

" Whose this guy ? " Alyssa asked .

" My boyfriend ? well , sort of my ex , i think . "

" Really ? His good looking though . "

" Hah , yeah . So tell me , how was Los Angeles all this while ? "

" It was great . I mean , better than Brooklyn . "

" I bet it is . So , did you meet Miley Cyrus ? or or Jonas Brothers ? " I sound excited . Very .

" You meant , The Jonas Brothers . Yeah i did . "

" Oh my Gosh , Were they hot ? "

" Hm , yeah . Kinda . I guess . Hot as always . Like those in pictures . " Alyssa then made her way to the bed . "

" Right . "

I doubt she even saw them . Alyssa always loved to lie , cause she wants to make me jealous . Oh dear .

" So , tomorrow is my first day of school right ? " Alyssa asked .

" Well for you . But not for me . " I laughed .

" Are the people in Sunny Dales Highschool , nice ? "

" I'm sure they are . You'll have great friends . Don't worry . Come , lets get to sleep . "

Alyssa got ready to sleep , while i checked my phone . Yes , 27 missed calls , 5 text messages , all from Martin and Trace . Oh boy . I was so sick of talking to them , so i didn't reply nor answered .

I just needed more sleep , thats all .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 6 *

2008-11-25T19:22:00.013+08:00

"Oh, shit."

I stood there, stunned. He wasn't supposed to be here. Dad, no no. It can't be. He's never home on Sundays. I pinched myself, thinking it was just a nightmare. I was probably still in Billy's apartment right now. Lying on the couch. Eric never passed the workshop with that slut. I never kissed Billy to make Eric jealous.

"I asked you a fucking question!"

"God! Why the hell do you care so much? You're never home anyways, so what the fuck are you thinking asking me that question?!"

I gasped. Fuck, I did not just say that! I closed my mouth and continued staring. Shit, should I make a run for it? Just leave. Yes, that's it. I should just run out that door. Come on, Casey. And I did it. I ran for the door.

But apparently, Dad was faster than me. He reached the door before I did and grabbed me by the arm.

"What did you just say to me?!"

Tears streamed down my cheeks. Okay, I was scared. Dad wasn't exactly the skinny, innocent type. In fact, he was the total opposite. Big and violent. What is he going to do to me? I tried to push his hand away but no, he was just too strong.

And then it happened. He punched me. Hard. I fell on the ground and I could taste blood in my mouth. I did the only thing anyone would ever do. I screamed. I screamed my lungs out, hoping at least someone, anyone would hear me.

"Shut the fuck up! I fucking put a roof over your head! I pay for your education! Heck, I pay for everything around here. Nobody gives me damn credit for it!"

I was boiling with anger.

"You fuck every woman you talk to! Oops, sorry. You fuck every woman you see! You abuse mum! You're never home! That is the fucking reason why no one gives you damn credit because you DON'T deserve it! You may have money but you'll never have appreciation!"

I couldn't hold it in any longer. He's fucking pissing me off!

I was still lying on the ground so I quickly stood up.

And it happened again. Not a punch but a slap. My face was burning with pain. So I ran to the backdoor this time. I finally got out of the house. I continued to run in front of the house and I left. My nightmare is over. For now.

"Casey!" I turned around, afraid it was Dad chasing after me. But it wasn't. It was worse than Dad. It was Eric. I can't let him see me like this. I continued to run, ignoring him.

"Casey! Where are you going?!"

He was faster than me too. Wtf, okay, I really have to improve my running skills. Everyone seems to be faster than me these days. He caught up with me.

"Casey... Oh, fuck. What happened?"

"Eric..."

"KELVIN!" i yelled, not caring about the cold stares i've got from the people who were just passing by. Yumi's on her way to the restaurant already and she had no clue about this. I shouldn't inform her right? Hello, i'm not even sure if that's Kelvin! What if it's some other guy?! Hell embarrassment.

People are giving me that fucking stare. It's annoying. And scary.

I smiled apologetically at them and ran after him. I could see him clearly. Yellow tee, skinny jeans, what was he thinking!? That's the ugliest outfit i've seen so far. I yelled his name again, this time, even louder. He didn't respond. My god, was he deaf. That was the loudest yell i could give! I followed him from the back, secretly to a..

I looked up to see the shop's name, "Mrs Smith's."

What.... What is he doing in a jewellery shop?

"Sir, this is the one. Is it okay?" the salesman handed something, which i didn't know what it was, to him.

"Yes! I've been looking for this baby." he held it above eye level and was thrilled to have found whatever he was holding. Oh my god. Is that. ISN'T THAT.

"Isn't it beautiful? I'm sure your girlfriend will love it." another saleswoman teased him playfully. They laughed.

"I hope she does. She's a wee bit choosy though."

"Sir, this is the limited edition necklace, designed by Karika. Who wouldn't like it?! She's one lucky girl." she smiled at him.

"Thanks. I'll take it."

"Cash or credit card?"

"Cash. Here." he handed a handful of money to her and sat down.

"Thank you."

I entered the shop and was greeted by a few salesman. I ignored them and walked towards him. I tapped his shoulder gently, to see if it was Kelvin. He turned around to see me and yes, it was him and he was surprised.

"Mimi. Ugh.. What are you doing here?" he was afraid. He didn't even dare to look me in the eyes when he was talking to me. Typical pussified Kelvin.

"The question is. what are YOU doing?"

"Shhhh.. Okay i'll tell you. Keep it to yourself."

"Duh." i folded my arms angrily and listened to what he had to say.

"It's for.. Melissa."

"Who the heck is Melissa?" my eyes went wide opened.

"My girlfriend." he said simply.

"WHAT!" i screamt at the top of my lungs. i didn't bother about the people who were staring at me, again. i think i'm used to it already. hoo hoo ray.

"Shhhh!" he covered my mouth with his bare, dirty hands. Ew. I quickly moved his hands away.

"Dude, have you forgotten someone?"

There was a short silence.

He giggled. "Oh.. i get what you mean. Let me guess.. you stalked me ever since just now and you're here to tell me that you have a crush on me." he grinned at me.

I raised one of my eyebrows and replied sacarstically, "Yes. I'm in love with you Kelvin. Wow. Let's get married instantly."

"Woooow, hold it, woman. I'm taken by the hottest girl in Biology class already. But, i've got time tonight." he put his hand around my waist. OMG OMG OMG EW! I quickly took a step away from him.

"You do know Yumi's worried about you."

"Yumi? We broke up long time ago."

"Bitch." i punched him on the arm. "What the hell is wrong with you?" and i punched him again.

"What?"

"She loves you and you love her. Two people. Together.." I did a heart shape (i learnt it from the TV) using my fingers, hoping he'll understand wtf was i doing/saying.

Omg, i can't believe i actually did the heart shape.. thing.

"We went around, looking for you." i informed him.

"What for?"

For crying out loud, doesn't he know, he's so important to Yumi?

"She called me last night and told me. You've gone missing..... And,"

"Mimi," he shook his head. "She's nuts." he said.

"What are you trying to say?"

"I know she's your friend.. But, i have to say this anyway."

"Go on." i took a seat next to him and listened.

He took a breath and murmured to himself. "Here goes."

"I hate being with her. She's such a pushover. She controls me. I don't even have any space! She follows me everywhere and, it's dangerous going out with her. She would ask questions about all the girls i talk to, even guys. I mean, over protective much!? And. she doesn't understand me, like how Melissa does. She cries at night for no fucking reason."

"Another second spend with her, will drive me loco." he continued.

"Well, maybe she loves you too much, that's all. We, girls can do a lot, for you guys, sometimes." i tried to explain.

"Maybe that's the problem. she loves me TOO much. Oh, come on? It's not like i'm going to Japan and ask her to be my wife."

I sighed.

"MINNIE. she has mental issues." he had his serious face on. "Besides, i've lost feelings for her already. I tried telling that to her but she couldn't accept it. I guess she thinks we're still together."

I was way speechless. I couldn't say anything else.

"Here you go sir." the salesman interuppted us and then handed a squarish, pinkish box to Kelvin.

"Look Mimi. We're over. Well, i meant me and her. Not you and i."

"Alright." i giggled. "I get you. Problem is, i don't really know how to face Yumi right now.. With all the things you've just told me."

"Just forget about everything i've just said. Don't tell her, i'm living with Mel now. She'll probably kill herself."

"Of course i won't! Trust me."

He took a glance at his watch and replied, "Sorry, Mims. I'll talk to you another time. I'm running late already. Melissa's waiting." He got up in a jiffy and hugged me tightly.

"Yeah.. Sure, call me up whenever you need me."

And there i was, stunned. Everything happened too fast. I better get out of here. I'm not even paying for anything.

" Thanks for the breakfast and for bringing me to the beach . And also , letting me to sleep in your car for the whole night . "

" No probs . I just wanted you to forget bout Martin for at least a day, or else you'll be stressed out again . "

" Well , thanks then . "

Trace dropped me off infront of my house . I opened the house door with my keys . By the time , i reached home , it was already noon . Past noon . I was still so sleepy and tired .

" I'm home . Anyone ? "

Nobody answered me . So i guess , nobody's home again . I walked up the stairs , and went straight to bed . I kept thinking bout what happen between Trace and i .

*flashback*
Yes . That was the time . Trace asked me if i wants to be his girlfriend . I was shocked indeed , he's just a friend to me . No , i'm lying . He's a BROTHER to me and i thought i was a sister to him too . no ? This is definitely wrong . So wrong .

" Woaah . Trace , nice joke . You got me . " I pretended to laugh and then looked away .

He stared at me . His eyes was beautiful that day . He then stood up .

" Sophie , how did you know it was a joke ? Was i really insincere ? " He asked .

" What ? It was a joke ?! TRACE !! It wasnt funny . "

" I wanted to try it on you . I just wanted to see your reaction . I think i should give you a mirror , so you can look at your own reaction " Then he laughed out loud .

" WHAT ! i was shocked , okay . Well , i'm sure that you had enough of your oh-so-will-you-be-my-girlfriend time . So , where did you get this ring ? " I snatched the ring .

" Hey hey , dont play with it . Its expensive okay . "

Trace chased me and we were having a great time running along the beach , along with the sunrise scenery .

{- -} Chapter 6 » Rollercoaster *

2008-11-09T18:00:00.010+08:00

After everyone else had gone home, Billy took the chance to question me. He sat next to me on the couch and put his hand on my knee.

“So, what’s this all about?” he asked.

“I don’t know,” I sighed.

“You’re one hell of a strange girl, you know that?”

“Yeah, I do.”

I lied down on his chest and he wrapped his arms around me. We stayed silent for a long minute. I yawned, slowly drifting into sleep….

****

Ughh, where am I? I looked around. It’s white everywhere. White, everywhere. This can only mean one thing, I’M DEAD! How the hell did I end up dead?! The last thing I could remember was… lemme see. I cracked my head to remember the last thing I saw. Billy. I saw Billy. Suddenly, there was Billy! He’s coming towards me.

“I’m sorry.”

I stared up into his deep brown eyes.

“Sorry for what?” I asked, anxious. He ignored me and walked away. I quickly reached out my hand to grab hold of him. I missed and I soon found him disappearing. Where is he going?! He’s not supposed to leave me!

“BILLY!!!!!”

My heart jumped and I sat up straight. I scanned my eyes around the room. No one. Billy must be off at work. Damnn, what a dream that was. What was Billy sorry for? Huh.

I stood up and walked to the bathroom. I took out a new blue top I bought yesterday and a black short. I changed into it and went to the kitchen. I’m not that hungry. Maybe I should go see Billy.

I went out the door and locked it. Okay, this time, I’m keeping the key with me. Nuh uh, no bitch is keeping this key.

I met Billy at the workshop a few minutes later. He was too busy to entertain me so I decided to wander around the workshop. I fiddled with everything I saw! Omg! I’m soo frigging bored!

Oh shit! I had turned around and saw Eric and some chick walking past. I ran across the workshop and took Billy by his hands and kissed him. I kissed him hard on his mouth. Just as I opened my eyes, I caught Eric looking. Oh yeah! I did it.

I pushed Billy away as soon as Eric was out of sight.

“Thanks,” I said.

“What?”

“Sorry, Eric was there.”

“Uh huh. I still don’t see your point.”

“He was with someone else.”

“I thought you were over him.”

“Who ever said I wasn’t?”

“So, so what if he’s with someone else?”

“I just like to make him jealous. See what he’s been missing out all this while,” I said, smiling proudly.

“Casey, you broke up with him.”

“Well, if he did a better job at being a boyfriend I wouldn’t have broken up with him.” I threw my hands in the air. “Duh!”

“Whatever. Now can you please leave me alone?”

“Okay, okay. I’ll leave you alone. Jeez. Oh but wait.. are you hiding something from me, Billy?”

“What kind of a question is that?”

“Just answer me.”

“Why would I ever hide something from you?”

“Oh, I don’t know. Maybe because it’s a secret? God, Billy. You’re getting dumber by the second.”

“Shut up.”

“What are you sorry for, Billy?”

“I’m not sorry for anything! What are talking about?”

“I have to go.”

“Where are you going?”

“Home. I need to pick up my clothes. I’m moving in, remember?”

“What about your parents?”

“They’re never home on Sundays,” I replied, walking away.

So, Billy is not hiding anything from me. Billy is not sorry for anything. It was after all just a dream. But it felt so real. Almost as if he really was sorry. Okay, who cares?

I ran back home. I’d better hurry up before mum and dad comes back.

I reached the doorstep. I flipped the carpet and there it was, the spare key in case of emergencies. I unlocked the door.

“Where the fuck have you been?”

Hanging out at Billy's place was fucking memorable. Period.

Prank calls. Facebook. Hot dudes ;)

*

Trace gave me a ride home to get some sleep after an exhausting day out. My legs were aching and my hair was in a mess but i couldn't care much. I almost fell asleep in the car but thank God. I reached home after, like what, 10 minutes or less?

Shit, it was way past my curfew.

I unlocked the gate and walked towards the front door. "Should i go in?" i thought to myself. It was dark outside and creepy. Where else could i go anyway?

But.. What if mum's waiting for me in the living room? What if Lance was too. He can tell whenever i'm lying. Ugh. What explaination could i give? Mum wouldn't trust me anyway if i said.. "Well, Casey broke her right arm and i had to send her to the hospital in the middle of the night."

.. It's worth the try.

I took a breath and opened the door bravely.

Oh, no one was there.

I was glad to find everyone else, fast asleep. I took my handphone out to check what time was it. 4:19 in the morning. Fuck, this is so not good for my skin.

As i walked into my room, i could hear snores coming from Lance's room. Pig.

Suddenly, my handphone rang.

It was someone's number. I didn't know who was it.

I answered the call immediately after the third ring.

"Hello?"

"Hello."

"Hello."

"Hellloo."

"Yes hello, who's this?" i asked, getting frustrated already.

"Jesus, finally. You picked up. Is this Mimi?"

"Yeah. And this is?"

"Yumi."

The girl from History class?

Yeah, the one whom i thought, stole my precious bag.

"Erm, how did you get.." Before i could finish my sentence, she interrupted me.

"I got it from Max."

"Oh."

"Mimi.. Can i talk to you? Am i like disturbing you.. or.."

"Yeah, sure. What's up?" i said, while changing into my pyjamas.

There was a short silence. At that moment, i wanted to hang up already.

"Kelvin's.. missing."

"What." Kelvin, the guy who hangs out with Max?!

"Have you seen him?"

"No no. no wait. What?"

"Kelvin, is missing." she said, slowly.

"Oh Erm. No.. In fact, i don't remember seeing him after school."

"God where can he be.." I could hear her sobbing on the other line.

"Did you try looking for him?"

"Yeah, but he's no where to be found."

"Where does he live?"

"With me."

"OH. Then what.. huh how?"

"We had an argument.. He stormed out of the house. Just like that."

"Oh. Damn, wrong move Yumi. He's a sensitive guy, you know."

"I know i know.. What should i do? I don't want to lose him."

"You know what. We'll find him first thing in the morning tomorrow."

.... What could happen anyway?

-

I drove off to meet Yumi the next morning without having any breakfast. There wasn't anymore time to lose. We had to find Kelvin.

But apparently. We failed to.

"Mimi, i found these yesterday."

She showed me a couple of notes and these were written on it.

I'm not afraid of getting old. I'm afraid of losing.. you.

It's hard to stay away from you.

I love you. I really do. Believe me for once.

I want to believe in it all again. In art, fate, and love and I want to believe that I’ve made the right choice and that I’m on the right path and there's still time to fix the mistakes that I’ve made. And I guess I want hope.

God, that's so sweet. Yumi's lucky to have him as her boyfriend.

"Isn't he the sweetest guy?" she sighed.

"He sure is...."

We went on, searching for him. Still, there wasn't any sign of him. We went to every places that we could think of but no. He wasn't there. We tried asking Max too, but he told us that he hasn't seen him for a while. We asked all his friends but no one saw him. He couldn't have go out of country as his passport was still with Yumi. Where, oh where could he be?

By noon, we got hungry and so we've decided to have a light lunch at a restaurant nearby.

On our way there, suddenly, my eye caught a damn familiar looking figure. Isn't that.. Kelvin?

After spending a couple of hours at Billy's apartment , Trace fetched Mimi and i home . Well , after fetching Mimi home , i was really quiet . I dont know if Martin came up to my mind after that or whatever . But i was totally lost on my words and my mind thinking of Martin . He should have never cheated on me . SHOULD NEVER HAVE . Ugh ! Sophie , why are you still thinking of him ? Cut this out .

" Hey , Sophie ? Are you okay ? " asked Trace .

" Hmm ... yeah . " i replied .

" No , you aren't . You forgotten that i can read girl's mind especially you , Sophie ? "

" Ah , you know me too well , don't you ? You know , somehow , i wonder .. how can you know me so well when i am only friends with you for like a week . "

" This is a ... secret , Sophie . I have my skills , and thats for you to find out . "

" Right right , Trace . " I gave him the sarcastic look and giggled .

You know , its really a miracle that .. a guy like Trace could have known so much bout me . Sometimes , i really wish that Trace was my boyfriend , but i doubt it will ever come true . His so sweet and caring . Ah , i wonder why Martin can never be like Trace .

*your voice was the soundtrack of my summer , do you know that you're unlike any other ? "

" Excuse me . My phone is ringing " i said .

" Sure sure . "

I looked at the number on my phone . I ignored the call , as i don't feel like speaking to that person who called .

" Not answering that ? " Trace asked .

" Nope . Don't feel like it . "

" Why not ? Is it Martin ? "

" Uh uh . Yeah , is him . Lets not talk bout him . "

" Okay . If you say so . Oh , i got a question ? Was that thunder by boys like girls ? "

" YEAH YEAH . i love them ! " I got so excited .

" Me too . I love their album . "

" They are love ! Dont you just agree ? "

" Yeah . Hey Sophie , Can you accompany me to somewhere ? "

" Sure sure . Where ? "

" You will know when you reach there . "

" Okaaaaayy .. "

" Oh and err , Sophie .. Do you still like Martin ? "

" I'm not sure . Really , Trace . I planned to just .. stay a distance from him for a moment "

" Have you told him yet ? " He sounded like he was so curious about it .

" Not yet . "

" Okay . "

I rested my mind while Trace was driving me to somewhere which i've no idea where . I texted Martin saying that " Hey Martin , i think .. is best for us that we keep a distance for a short while . And i'm really sorry for not being so considerate , i hope that you'll forgive me . "

" Trace , i texted Martin saying that i want to keep a distance with him . "

" So .. did he reply ? "

" I will off my phone right now to avoid looking at his reply . "

" Okay . So here we are . We've reached but , we need to wait till morning . You dont mind sleeping in the car with me right ? "

" Uhuh . Right . I'm fine with it somehow . Mum wont be back so soon . So i guess its alright . "

Yes , he brought me to a beach at night , waiting for the sunrise the next morning . I didnt bother , i just slept because i was so tired already .

" Sophie , sophie ! Wake up . Look at the sunrise . "

" Hah hah ? Oh oh . " I quickly woke up from the seat , got off the car , and took the view of the sunrise .

It was just on time for the sun to rise . It was so beautiful . It looks like a paradise and it is a romantic place for couples .

" Sophie , would you be my girlfriend ? " Trace kneels down , and held out a ring on his hand .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 5 *

2008-10-19T13:34:00.001+08:00

I ran and ran until I reached Billy’s apartment. I stopped to catch my breath. What the fuck is wrong with my parents?! Why are they being this way? I pushed all thoughts of them away. I didn’t want to think of them. Heck, I didn’t want to see them again!

I walked up the stairs, climbing one by one slowly, too tired to even consider what the hell I was doing. I finally reached the third floor. I knocked on Mrs. Fort’s door and as expected, she opened.

“Well, well, well. If it isn’t Casey. What do you want?”

“I need Billy’s key,” I said, stopping every word to breathe in deeply.

“No.”

“What?!”

“You heard me.” I stood upright and looked her in the eye.

“Give me the damn key, you bitch!” I shouted.

She looked at me, wide-eyed. I took the chance to push past through her, grab the key on her table and walk out. I unlocked Billy’s door, and went in, leaving Mrs. Fort to stand outside her door, shocked.

I walked straight to the couch and dived in. I lay there, staring at the ceiling. Ughhhh!
20 minutes passed and I was still lying on the couch, not moving an inch. Okay, enough is enough. I’m not gonna sit here and drown in my sorrow. It’s only going to make things worse. I took my cell phone out of my bag and punched in the numbers.

“Mimi? Sophie? I need you guys.”

"MINNIE! Omg, is that you?"

It's him. It's him. It's him.

Tell me, i'm not dreaming. It must be him.

I did wear my contacts today so i guess there's no other reasons for me to think that guy isn't him. That must be Nate Ralph, standing right in front of me. Come on, he was just talking to me! Not unless, i've just recognized the wrong person. Ew, that would be hell embarrassing.

No, it's him. I just know it.

But, how did he get here? Why is he even here. There were so many unanswered questions in my mind.

"Are you Nate?"

He put his hand around my waist and bend down to whisper something into my ear.

"You think?"

*

(40 years back)

His mother - Sarah and my mother - Samantha were best friends in high school. My mom was the captain of the cheerleading squad while his mom was the president of the school's drama club. No, my mother wasn't a bitch nor a man-stealer. She was just like me. Well, everyone said so.

So, how in the world did they meet each other?

Samantha was forced to join the drama club because she didn't have any other choice. She hated the drama club a lot. She didn't like the people there, she said it was boring.. yadda yadda. But it was either that or the chess club. Ew. So yeah, that was how they met. Samantha, the woman who would talk about every guy she met in school, clicked with Sarah. Soon, they got closer. Everyday, after school, they'd get coffee and talk about everything! From relationships to friendships and to boys. Duhh, my mum's favourite topic! On top of that, they always have sleepovers during the weekends to keep themselves updated with the latest gossips. Their parents didn't mind at all.

Sarah was married to Tim.
Samantha was married to Cody.
They were very happy.

(before i was born)

My dad passed away. No one told me the cause of his death and whenever i asked mum, she would tell me to shut the hell up. According to David, she didn't even shed a tear nor did she lock herself in her room, crying, like what i've seen from movies. She was so different from other women! Told you, she never cared about my dad. I didn't have the guts to ask her anything about my dad when i was young. Until today, i still dare not ask her about it. No one knows. It's like a mystery. Lance or David might know, but not me.

(few months later)

Coincidentally, Leo and i were born on the same day, at the same hospital. Both of our mothers were operated by the same doctor too! Fated? I'm afraid so. He was just older than me by a few hours only but i was a much quicker learner compared to him. I remember, having compliments for walking, talking and standing up still before he did. We grew up together at Ohio. He was my neighbour and classmate. Yes, we went to the same school. He would do my homework for me while i watch TV in his room. We were damn tight - inseparable!

'Til one day, mum comes back from work, telling us that we're moving to Brooklyn.

Like what the hell?

I couln't leave. I didn't want to get out of Ohio!

We were actually moving to Brooklyn. For. real.

I called up Nate as fast as i could to deliver this bad news. I wasn't surprised. He didn't seem happy after he heard about it.

We were at our usual playground, sitting on the damp, cold grass.

"You're leaving. But why?" I could see it in his eyes, he was determined to know the answer.

"I don't know! Mum just came back and told me that. David seemed to be very happy about it though."

"But Minnie.. i don't want you to go. Can't you stay here with me instead?"

"Aunt Sarah will take care of me? You wish."

"We could move out......."

"Ridiculous!" we gave a sudden giggle.

"Nate, listen to me. I don't want to leave Ohio, don't you get it? If i can, i would stay here with you."

"Brooklyn, psssh. I've never heard of that place before."

"Me neither." i shook my head numbly.

He looked up at the clear sky. For one moment, no one said a word. The weather was perfect, it wasn't as humid as it is everyday. Time was passing by really slow, i wasn't in a hurry to get to anywhere. If only time would stop right now.

He turned back down to look at me.

"Promise me, you won't forget me?"

I nodded obediently.

"All those memories we've once shared?"

Memories....

"Yes, i promise you." I held up my pinky finger.

*

(Present)

"Let's go to the beach!" he was wearing his most friendly smile. Thank god, he hasn't changed at all.

I smiled back at him and nodded, "Okay."

The beach wasn't really far away from where Ashton has parked his car. It was sort of like a walking distance to me. When we've finally reached there, the first thing i could hear was the waves crashing upon the shore. I felt the wind blowing through my hair, it was so cooling and refreshing. We walked at the beach for a while. Having Nate around me was really fun. We would never run out of things to say! It's like we could jump from one topic to another. The conversation never dies.

"I can't believe we still can meet after 3 years of not seeing each other."

"Yeah, i know! You could guess how shocked i was, to find you here."

"Fated huh?"

"Maybe." i giggled.

I don't know why but suddenly, at this point, we stopped walking. Nate sat down and i followed.

"So, this is the place.... which you've mentioned to me at Ohio."

I looked at my feet which were covered with sand, "Yeah, isn't it beautiful."

"It sure is."

"There's something i want to ask you though, just curious."

"What?"

"Why are you here? Aren't you suppose studying at Ohio?"

There was a short silence. At the corner of my eye, i could see him, biting his lips nervously. He looked away and stared up at the sky. He does that whenever he's thinking about something. I knew it. I knew something was wrong. He can't possibly be on a vacation. After a few minutes, he finally confessed.

"I-I got expelled."

Nate is always involved in fights. I've advised him a few times already, to stop getting into trouble but he never listens. Sometime, i feel like as though i'm his mother, taking care of him when he's actually elder than me. That boy will never learn from his mistakes dammit.

"What did you do this time?"

"I didn't do anything. Jackson hit me first!" he claimed. So i see. He's innocent.

"What happened?"

"He had sex with my girl. In the freaking gym."

"You caught him?"

"Mimi. It was all planned. He sticked notes on my locker, asking me to go to the gym after school. And when i reached there, i saw them naked. Then, i don't know why, Jackson starts pushing me to the wall and punching me as hard as he could. If you were me, you'll fight back right?"

"If i were you, i'll run away." i laughed. "Jackson is huge!"

He raised one of his eyebrows and continued on with whatever he wanted to tell me, "Anyway, they called up our parents. I told the truth but no one believed me. So mom sent me here to study."

"Which school do you attend now?" i asked casually.

"Sunny Dales High."

My jaw dropped, my heart was beginning to race. He's in the same school as me!? This ought to be a joke!

"You're kidding me."

"No why?"

"That's my school." i replied, still not believing that he was studying at Sunny Dales High too.

"NOOO......." he said in a lower tone of his voice.

"Yes!" I. Was. Really. Shocked.

"Are you sure, it's Sunny Dales?"

Nate can ask stupid questions sometime.

"How can i forget my own school?"

"You're right. God, this is so weird."

"Wait," i paused. "Aren't you the one.."

Pingg! oh god, i dropped my fucking locker key.

I kneeled down to take it when suddenly a hand held out to take the key too. I looked up to see a familiar face but i didn't quite remember who he was. He handed me the key without saying anything else and walked off silently. I stood there, waiting for him to turn back or something but he didn't. Soon, he was out of sight. That was strange.. I didn't even manage to say a simple thank you. His face was pale and he has the most gorgeous blue eyes ever! Neat blonde hair, way above average-looking. I've seen this guy before. I just don't remember where or what his name was!

Nostalgia.

"Yes! You must be the one who picked up my locker key for me!"

"Locker key? OHHHHH. Fuck so you're that girl! God, no wonder you looked familiar."

"I see. So, we've met once." I smiled.

My cellphone rang ten minutes later and it showed Casey's phone number. Odd, why did she call me at this time? Is it some kind of emergency? Oh well. Nevertheless, i answered the call.

The sunlight shone into my room and it woke me up . It could almost blind my eyes . " Grr .. a new day , a new life ! " . I forced my legs to walk me to the bathroom . " God , i look so not MYSELF . AND ... WHAT ?! EYEBAGS ! ! i havent had any eyebags like ... three thousand years ago . I'm so gonna kill Martin for making me cry all night . " I stomped my feet out the room as i was feeling really angry . I opened the door and saw Martin and Trace sleeping outside my room , on the floor .

" Oh my god . What are you guys doing here ? " I woke Martin & Trace up .

" Oh , good morning Sophie . How are you ? " said Trace . He yawned , and went back to sleep .

" I'm doing ... fine . Trace ! WAKE UP .. ! and you too , MARTIN ! " i screamt at their ears & pinched their arm .

" Okay okay . I'm totally awake right now , happy ? " said Trace .

" I'm going to make breakfast for you guys . Omelette and ham , is that fine ?"

" Yeah yeah sure . " said Martin & Trace .

I went down the stairs to the kitchen . I could hear Martin and Trace whispering .

" So does that mean she has forgiven me ? " asked Martin .

" I'm not sure . Anyway , i'm hungry . " Trace quickly rushed down the stairs , followed by Martin .

" Come , let me help you baby . " said Martin .

" Nah , it's okay . "

" Baby , are you still mad at me ? " asked Martin . Then he hugged my waist from the back .

" Can you just please .. behave yourself ? " I then pushed his hand away .

Then i walked to the dining table and served the dishes .

" Here you go . When you guys are done , i think its better for you guys to drive home and take a shower . Oh , by the way Trace , i guess i'll follow you home cause i need you to drive me to the mall to pick up some groceries later . "

" Yeah sure . " said Trace .

" I can do that ! " said Martin .

I ignored Martin and walked up the stairs , to my room to get dressed . I stood right behind the door and a few droplets of tears ran down my cheek . " Sophie Cassandra , you got to stay strong and never forgive Martin after what he has done to you " I thought . I quickly change into a pink top and a white shorts .

" Hey , Trace . Lets go ! " I walked out from my room and down the stairs .

" Shh , she's coming down " I could hear Martin whispering from the kitchen .

" Trace , shall we ? "

" Yeah , sure . Of cause . Right away . "

" Hey Martin , do me a favour , please ? "

" Anything for you sweetheart . You want me to drive you instead ? Sure i can do that . " He quickly jumped out from his seat .

" No no . Help me lock the front door when you're leaving . thanks "

" Alright . Sigh . "

I made my way out of the house and to Trace porche . Trace unlocked his porche and i went in . Oh , did i mention , he comes from a really rich family ? I know . I'm just as shocked as you . He's really nice yet humble .

" Erh Trace ? May i ask you something ? "

" Go ahead "

" What were you talking to Martin when i was in my room ? Be very honest with me . "

" Nothing actually . Bout sexy cars ? Why ? Whats up ?

" Nah . "

" No , tell me Sophie "

" Later okay ? You're driving ! Becareful . "

Both of us were really quiet in the car as i was thinking . Then he drove me to his house .. CORRECTION ! Castle i meant . HIS HOUSE'S REALLY BIG . wait , HUGE !

" Come Sophie , lets go up to my room . "

" Why .. is your house ... so ... empty ? "

" Cause i only stay here with 3 maids , and 2 bodyguards . as my parents are always across the seas . "

" Well same . But , i dont have a house like you ! O-M-G ! what a pretty chandelier is that ! .. and you have .. DOGS too ??! " i pointed at his shih tzu .

" Yeah . His name is Rico . Isnt he cute ? " He carried Rico up .

" Well . He is . But ... dont you ever know im afraid of dogs ?? ! "

" Youu aree ?? Okay ... i guess i'll put him off outside the house . Wait a minute . "

Trace walked out of his " castle " while i looked at all his photo frames along the living room . His mum ... is really pretty and young . She looks like someone ... a celebrity ! YES ! Lindsay Lohan .! his mum totally looks like her . I saw another photo frame which caught my eyes . There were his mum , dad , Trace and another guy who LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE HIM in it . CLONE BROTHER ? But i haven heard Trace saying that he has any other siblings . Hm .

" So , have you discover anything interesting in my so called " castle " ? said Trace while walking in .

" Nopeeeee . Tell me whats interesting in your house . I'm soo Interested in your beautiful " castle " I said and chuckled .

" Okay . Well , let me take you on a tour . Follow me . " Trace smiled .

" Alright . But hey ! Wait . May i ask whose this guy over here ? " I pointed at the guy in the photo frame .

Trace walked over and saw the photo frame . His smile quickly disappeared .

" Oh . "

" Is he someone i'm not suppose to know ? Well , if it is , lets carry on with our tour "

" Nah . He's .. my older brother . "

" You have an older brother ?! why havent i hear you talking bout him ?

" Cause he passed away 3 years ago , in some tragic car accident . "

" Oh my . I'm really sorry , Trace . I guess we should stop talking bout it . Lets go to your room and let you have your shower first . " I quickly run up the stairs to stop that conversation going on . Trace followed me . He lead me to his room , and once i step in his room , i felt like i was dreaming .

" WOW ..... Am i dreaming ?? Your room is .. BIG & pretty ! . " I ran to the balcony looking at the scenery .

" Hm , if you're living here alone , i guess that pretty scenery wouldn't look pretty anymore . " Trace sighed .

" Trace , i can sense something wrong . Come , tell me bout it if you want to . " I took his hand , and walked over to his bed . We both sat down on his comfortable bed .

" My brother is really nice . His name is Brad . I guess if you get to know him , you'll fall in love with him . My whole family including me , loves him alot . But .. we have never thought we'll lose him this fast . Sigh "

" Ohh . Well , i can sense that he must be a very lovely boy eventhough i've never met him before . "

" He sure is . Anyway , i guess im going to bath right now and continue with this topic later . " Trace walked over to his closet and headed to his bathroom .

I just sat on the bed and looked around . I've never thought that Trace would have such a .. dramatic life . I was thinking what should i buy later at the mall ... Eggs , Cucumbers ... MILK ! yes milk ... I just kept on thinking until i didnt notice Trace was done showering .

" Hey Sophie . What you doing ? "

" Sophie ? Are you okay ? " He stared at me then tapped on my shoulder .

" Oh oh , sorry . yeah ? "

" What were you doing ? "

" Nothing . Thinking what i should buy later ? "

" Okay , lets get going . "

Then we left his room , and went down the stairs . I quickly jumped and hid behind Trace right when i saw Rico . He quickly carried Rico and bring him closer to me .

" Are you really that afraid of dogs ? "

" You think ? " Then Rico started to bark at me .

" He's really cute . He's saying hello to you . Come , play with him . "

" OH , Hello RICO . okaay .. i'll try . "

Then i started to play with RICO , and dogs are friendly . Trace was the one who taught me how to communicate with a dog . We left after 15 minutes and headed to the mall . He accompanied me by buying groceries along with me . After being at the mall for 45 minutes , i received Casey's call asking us to meet at the mall .

Before Casey knew it, she found herself in the mall nearby. She was having a drink in Starbucks when she spotted Mimi , Sophie and Trace heading her way. She got up.

“Casey, what’s wrong?” Mimi asked, as soon as Casey was in hearing range. She’s always concerned. That’s what Casey liked about her.

“Yeah. What’s up?” Sophie asked along.

“Nothing. I just needed a day out.”

“You called us here just to tell us that you needed a day out?!”

“You sounded sad or something.”

“Mims, why can’t I just call you when I need a day out? Sophie, no I didn’t sound sad. So are you guys staying or what?”

“Guess so,” Mimi replied.

“Yeah. I’m gonna go get something to drink. Want anything, Mimi?”

“I’ll have a green tea frappuccino."

"Hey , Sophie . I guess i will go hang out around myself . I'll leave you girls alone aite . Tell me if you need a ride home kay , Sophie ? "

" Hm yeah sure . see you later , and im so sorrryy . "

" Bye girls . " said Trace .

" Bye .. " replied Sophie along with Mimi and Casey .

Mimi took a seat beside Casey. “Come on, Case. Tell me. I know there’s something.”

“Fine,” Casey sighed.

“What is it?”

“Let’s wait for Sophie.”

Sophie returned with a green tea frappuccino and a mango frappuccino for herself. She sat in front of Mimi.

“Casey has something to say,” Mimi said.

“Okay.” Casey paused for a second and continued. “It’s about my parents. They’ve… well, they’ve been arguing a lot lately. And when I say a lot I mean A LOT. They’ve been fighting. And they throw stuff at each other. I mean the fight is really intense. So I decided to stay at Billy’s for now.”

Mimi and Sophie stared at her. Casey took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

Sophie spoke up.

“Oh. So that’s what’s been bothering you.”

“Yeah. Sorry I didn’t tell you guys earlier. I was just embarrassed.”

“It’s okay,” Mimi replied.

“So you’re gonna stay at Billy’s apartment? Like for real?” Sophie asked.

“How is he going to pay for the extra bills and stuff?” Mimi asked.

“I have no idea. But he doesn’t mind. Anyway, I’ll pay for half of the rent. I still have some cash saved up. Oh wait- no, no. Damn, I have no money!”

“We’ll borrow you some. But you gotta pay us back. And you can’t spend it on cigarettes or alcohol or whatever!” Mimi offered.

“Jeez, okay. I can handle it,” Casey assured.

“Yeah, knowing you, I don’t think so,” Sophie said.

“Are you guys going to help me or what?”

“Yes,” Mimi and Sophie answered.

“Thanks!”

“But we mean what we say okay?” Mimi asked.

“Yeah, yeah. You know what? Let’s go shopping. I gotta get new clothes anyway.”

“You’re not going to go home and get your things?” Sophie asked.

“Are you nuts? My dad would freak if he found out I decided to just move out and live elsewhere.”

“So you’re never going to go home?” Mimi asked.

“I will. Just not now. I’ll get my stuff from home when neither mum nor dad is home.”

“Oh.”

“Well, what are we waiting for? Let’s go,” Casey said.

She got up.

“Fine, we’ll borrow you some cash, but you can’t spend too much. And you have to pay us back.”

“Shut up, Mims. Let’s go already,” Casey replied.

They left Starbucks and off they went.

The three ladies had a very important mission to accomplish. Oh yes, a very important one.

They had to find some clothes for Casey to wear while she lived at Billy's place for a period of time. It was tough for Sophie and Mimi because well, let's just say, Casey is a very picky woman. If a Topshop garment has a little, tiny stain on it, she won't take it. No matter how much she loves it, no. She won't even think of buying it. But come on, you can wash it anytime right?

"Casey! This top is fabulous!" Mimi lied. What the fuck, she couldn't stand waiting for her already. It has been four hours but sadly, Casey hasn't bought anything yet! They went to a couple of boutiques but came out empty handed. Ugh, it was definitely a hard time for Sophie and Mimi.

"I'm fucking tired already. These heels are killing me!" Sophie complained while rubbing her ankle. They were in Gap's fitting room while waiting for Casey.

"No, i look fat." Casey spun around in the purple dress she has chosen. "Don't you think so, Mimi?"

"Maybe she is fat." Mimi whispered to Sophie and they both laughed without Casey knowing what they were talking about.

"You look fine...." Mimi answered tiredly.

Casey checked the price of the dress and gasped. "It's $500!"

"So?" Two of her friends spoke at the same time.

"It's your money." Casey reminded them. She took another glance at herself. "Bullshit. I am fat." she thought.

"You're going to pay us back right?" Mimi interrupted while checking her nicely done manicure.

"Exactly, how am i suppose to get the money?" Sophie and Mimi were shocked. The money which they've lent to her was from their own pocket money! She had to pay them back!

"What do you mean? You're not gonna pay us back our money? Is that so?" Sophie asked.

"No.. I mean, i don't know. How in the world am i going to get the money?" Casey knew going back wasn't the best idea. Her dad will kill her.

"Find a job." Mimi suggested. "Like billy. He's poor but yet he can find enough money." Sophie added on.

"You're kidding me." At that moment, Casey thought her friends were insane! Did they just ask Casey Daniels to work?

"That's the only way," Mimi put her hand on her shoulder and tried to comfort her.

"I don't want to! It's disgusting."

"No, it's actually fun. You can meet hot guys." Sophie winked at her and they had a good laugh.

After shopping for a few more hours , Casey finally got a few tops and shorts from MNG . So , Mimi and Sophie decided to bring Casey back to Billy's home .

" Hey girls , so we're heading back to Billy's apartment right ? " asked Casey .

" YEAH ! where else do you want to go ? my heels are killing me already . " said Sophie .

" Hm , okay . but whose going to fetch us ? Are we going to walk ? " asked Mimi .

" Hell no , i'm wearing heels , miss . I guess we going to need Trace to drive us there . Let me ring him up . " said Sophie .

Mimi and Casey just stood there waiting for Sophie to call Trace .

" Hey Trace , isit alright if you drive us to Billy's house ? "

" Yeah sure . We can lead you there . "

" Thanks . We're meeting you at Starbucks alright ? "

" Bye "

Thats the four lines that Mimi and Casey could hear . They walked to Starbucks , waiting for Trace . After 5 minutes , Trace met with them . And soon they headed to Trace 's car . Mimi lead the way to Billy's apartment .

" You can just drop me off here . I can walk up myself . " said Casey .

" No way that we're letting you going up there alone . " Mimi disagreed .

" Yeah , and we havent been to Billy's wonderful apartment before , bring us up . " Sophie continued .

" Well , if you insist . Trace you coming along too right ? " said Casey .

" Sure , definitely . "

Trace parked his car under a tree , and all of them headed up to Billy's house . They climbed the stairs up together .

" This is Mrs.Fort's house . She keeps Billy's keys all the time and never let me get it . She's ferocious . " Casey pointed at Mrs.Fort's doors .

" Oh . " Sophie chuckled .

Casey opened Billy's doors and finally they manage to get in .

" Hey , feel comfortable . On the tv , do whatever you want . Let me get you guys a drink . " said Casey .

Suddenly , they heard the door opening .

Billy : What the hell ?

Casey : Oh , Billy ! You're home . I thought you were working late today .

Billy : Can i please talk to you ? In private ?

He didnt wait for Casey's answer . He pulled her straight into the kitchen .

Billy : I thought you were going home . And what the fuck is Mimi , Sophie , and Trace doing here ?!

Casey : CHILL ! God , what's your problem ? So i brought a few friends over . What's wrong with that ?

Billy : That still didn't explain my first statement .

Casey : Okay okay . I decided to accept your offer .

Billy : My offer ? What offer ?

Casey : Yeah , your offer . You said i could stay right here and live with you .

Billy : Right . About that ..

Casey : I want to , I want to stay and live with you .

Billy : What about home ?

Casey : This ....This is my home .

Billy : What made you change your mind ?

Casey : Nothing .

Billy : Something's not right .

Casey : It's nothing . Okay . Can we not talk about it now ? We have guests .

Billy : Yeah , more on that right now . Who said you could bring people over ? It's my place .

Casey : I live here too .

Billy : We gotta have rules .

Casey : Shut up .

Billy turned to Sophie , Mimi and Trace who are sitting at the couch .

Billy : So , what's up ?

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 5 *

2008-10-16T20:24:00.014+08:00

I ran and ran until I reached Billy’s apartment. I stopped to catch my breath. What the fuck is wrong with my parents?! Why are they being this way? I pushed all thoughts of them away. I didn’t want to think of them. Heck, I didn’t want to see them again!

I walked up the stairs, climbing one by one slowly, too tired to even consider what the hell I was doing. I finally reached the third floor. I knocked on Mrs. Fort’s door and as expected, she opened.

“Well, well, well. If it isn’t Casey. What do you want?”

“I need Billy’s key,” I said, stopping every word to breathe in deeply.

“No.”

“What?!”

“You heard me.” I stood upright and looked her in the eye.

“Give me the damn key, you bitch!” I shouted.

She looked at me, wide-eyed. I took the chance to push past through her, grab the key on her table and walk out. I unlocked Billy’s door, and went in, leaving Mrs. Fort to stand outside her door, shocked.

I walked straight to the couch and dived in. I lay there, staring at the ceiling. Ughhhh!
20 minutes passed and I was still lying on the couch, not moving an inch. Okay, enough is enough. I’m not gonna sit here and drown in my sorrow. It’s only going to make things worse. I took my cell phone out of my bag and punched in the numbers.

“Mimi? Sophie? I need you guys.”

"MINNIE! Omg, is that you?"

It's him. It's him. It's him.

Tell me, i'm not dreaming. It must be him.

I did wear my contacts today so i guess there's no other reasons for me to think that guy isn't him. That must be Nate Ralph, standing right in front of me. Come on, he was just talking to me! Not unless, i've just recognized the wrong person. Ew, that would be hell embarrassing.

No, it's him. I just know it.

But, how did he get here? Why is he even here. There were so many unanswered questions in my mind.

"Are you Nate?"

He put his hand around my waist and bend down to whisper something into my ear.

"You think?"

*

(30 + years back)

His mother - Sarah and my mother - Samantha were best friends in high school. My mom was the captain of the cheerleading squad while his mom was the president of the school's drama club. No, my mother wasn't a bitch nor a man-stealer. She was just like me. Well, everyone said so.

So, how in the world did they meet each other?

Samantha was forced to join the drama club because she didn't have any other choice. She hated the drama club a lot. She didn't like the people there, she said it was boring.. yadda yadda. But it was either that or the chess club. Ew. So yeah, that was how they met. Samantha, the woman who would talk about every guy she met in school, clicked with Sarah. Soon, they got closer. Everyday, after school, they'd get coffee and talk about everything! From relationships to friendships and to boys. Duhh, my mum's favourite topic! On top of that, they always have sleepovers during the weekends to keep themselves updated with the latest gossips. Their parents didn't mind at all.

Sarah was married to Tim.
Samantha was married to Cody.
They were very happy.

(before i was born)

My dad passed away. No one told me the cause of his death and whenever i asked mum, she would tell me to shut the hell up. According to David, she didn't even shed a tear nor did she lock herself in her room, crying, like what i've seen from movies. She was so different from other women! Told you, she never cared about my dad. I didn't have the guts to ask her anything about my dad when i was young. Until today, i still dare not ask her about it. No one knows. It's like a mystery. Lance or David might know, but not me.

(few months later)

Coincidentally, Nate and i were born on the same day, at the same hospital. Both of our mothers were operated by the same doctor too! Fated? I'm afraid so. He was just older than me by a few hours only but i was a much quicker learner compared to him. I remember, having compliments for walking, talking and standing up still before he did. We grew up together at Columbus. He was my neighbour and classmate. Yes, we went to the same school. He would do my homework for me while i watch TV in his room. We were damn tight - inseparable!

'Til one day, mum comes back from work, telling us that we're moving to Brooklyn.

Like what the hell?

I couln't leave. I didn't want to get out of Columbus!

We were actually moving to Brooklyn. For. real.

I called up Nate as fast as i could to deliver this bad news. I wasn't surprised. He didn't seem happy after he heard about it.

We were at our usual playground, sitting on the damp, cold grass.

"You're leaving. But why?" I could see it in his eyes, he was determined to know the answer.

"I don't know! Mum just came back and told me that. David seemed to be very happy about it though."

"But Minnie.. i don't want you to go. Can't you stay here with me instead?"

"Aunt Sarah will take care of me? You wish."

"We could move out......."

"Ridiculous!" we gave a sudden giggle.

"Nate, listen to me. I don't want to leave Columbus, don't you get it? If i can, i would stay here with you."

"Brooklyn, psssh. I've never been to that place before."

"Me neither." i shook my head numbly.

He looked up at the clear sky. For one moment, no one said a word. The weather was perfect, it wasn't as humid as it was everyday. Time was passing by really slow, i wasn't in a hurry to get to anywhere. If only time would stop right now.

He turned back down to look at me.

"Promise me, you won't forget me?"

I nodded obediently.

"All those memories we've once shared?"

Memories....

"Yes, i promise you." I held up my pinky finger.

*

(Present)

"Let's go to the beach!" he was wearing his most friendly smile. Thank god, he hasn't changed at all.

I smiled back at him and nodded, "Okay."

The beach wasn't really far away from where Ashton has parked his car. It was sort of like a walking distance to me. When we've finally reached there, the first thing i could hear was the waves crashing upon the shore. I felt the wind blowing through my hair, it was so cooling and refreshing. We walked at the beach for a while. Having Nate around me was really fun. We would never run out of things to say! It's like we could jump from one topic to another. The conversation never dies.

"I can't believe we still can meet after 3 years of not seeing each other."

"Yeah, i know! You could guess how shocked i was, to find you here."

"Fated huh?"

"Maybe." i giggled.

I don't know why but suddenly, at this point, we stopped walking. Nate sat down and i followed.

"So, this is the place.... which you've mentioned to me at Columbus."

I looked at my feet which were covered with sand, "Yeah, isn't it beautiful."

"It sure is."

"There's something i want to ask you though, just curious."

"What?"

"Why are you here? Aren't you suppose studying at Columbus?"

There was a short silence. At the corner of my eye, i could see him, biting his lips nervously. He looked away and stared up at the sky. He does that whenever he's thinking about something. I knew it. I knew something was wrong. He can't possibly be on a vacation. After a few minutes, he finally confessed.

"I-I got expelled."

Nate is always involved in fights. I've advised him a few times already, to stop getting into trouble but he never listens. Sometime, i feel like as though i'm his mother, taking care of him when he's actually elder than me. That boy will never learn from his mistakes dammit.

"What did you do this time?"

"I didn't do anything. Jackson hit me first!" he claimed. So i see. He's innocent.

"What happened?"

"He had sex with my girl. In the freaking gym."

"You caught him?"

"Mimi. It was all planned. He sticked notes on my locker, asking me to go to the gym after school. And when i reached there, i saw them naked. Then, i don't know why, Jackson starts pushing me to the wall and punching me as hard as he could. If you were me, you'll fight back right?"

"If i were you, i'll run away." i laughed. "Jackson is huge!"

He raised one of his eyebrows and continued on with whatever he wanted to tell me, "Anyway, they called up our parents. I told the truth but no one believed me. So mom sent me here to study."

"Which school do you attend now?" i asked casually.

"Sunny Dales High."

My jaw dropped, my heart was beginning to race. He's in the same school as me!? This ought to be a joke!

"You're kidding me."

"No why?"

"That's my school." i replied, still not believing that he was studying at Sunny Dales High too.

"NOOO......." he said in a lower tone of his voice.

"Yes!" I. Was. Really. Shocked.

"Are you sure, it's Sunny Dales?"

Nate can ask stupid questions sometime.

"How can i forget my own school?"

"You're right. God, this is so weird."

"Wait," i paused. "Aren't you the one.."

Pingg! oh god, i dropped my fucking locker key.

I kneeled down to take it when suddenly a hand held out to take the key too. I looked up to see a familiar face but i didn't quite remember who he was. He handed me the key without saying anything else and walked off silently. I stood there, waiting for him to turn back or something but he didn't. Soon, he was out of sight. That was strange.. I didn't even manage to say a simple thank you. His face was pale and he has the most gorgeous blue eyes ever! Neat blonde hair, way above average-looking. I've seen this guy before. I just don't remember where or what his name was!

Before Casey knew it, she found herself in the mall nearby. She was having a drink in Starbucks when she spotted Mimi , Sophie and Trace heading her way. She got up.

“Casey, what’s wrong?” Mimi asked, as soon as Casey was in hearing range. She’s always concerned. That’s what Casey liked about her.

“Yeah. What’s up?” Sophie asked along.

“Nothing. I just needed a day out.”

“You called us here just to tell us that you needed a day out?!”

“You sounded sad or something.”

“Mims, why can’t I just call you when I need a day out? Sophie, no I didn’t sound sad. So are you guys staying or what?”

“Guess so,” Mimi replied.

“Yeah. I’m gonna go get something to drink. Want anything, Mimi?”

“I’ll have a green tea frappuccino."

"Hey , Sophie . I guess i will go hang out around myself . I'll leave you girls alone aite . Tell me if you need a ride home kay , Sophie ? "

" Hm yeah sure . see you later , and im so sorrryy . "

" Bye girls . " said Trace .

" Bye .. " replied Sophie along with Mimi and Casey .

Mimi took a seat beside Casey. “Come on, Case. Tell me. I know there’s something.”

“Fine,” Casey sighed.

“What is it?”

“Let’s wait for Sophie.”

Sophie returned with a green tea frappuccino and a mango frappuccino for herself. She sat in front of Mimi.

“Casey has something to say,” Mimi said.

“Okay.” Casey paused for a second and continued. “It’s about my parents. They’ve… well, they’ve been arguing a lot lately. And when I say a lot I mean A LOT. They’ve been fighting. And they throw stuff at each other. I mean the fight is really intense. So I decided to stay at Billy’s for now.”

Mimi and Sophie stared at her. Casey took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

Sophie spoke up.

“Oh. So that’s what’s been bothering you.”

“Yeah. Sorry I didn’t tell you guys earlier. I was just embarrassed.”

“It’s okay,” Mimi replied.

“So you’re gonna stay at Billy’s apartment? Like for real?” Sophie asked.

“How is he going to pay for the extra bills and stuff?” Mimi asked.

“I have no idea. But he doesn’t mind. Anyway, I’ll pay for half of the rent. I still have some cash saved up. Oh wait- no, no. Damn, I have no money!”

“We’ll borrow you some. But you gotta pay us back. And you can’t spend it on cigarettes or alcohol or whatever!” Mimi offered.

“Jeez, okay. I can handle it,” Casey assured.

“Yeah, knowing you, I don’t think so,” Sophie said.

“Are you guys going to help me or what?”

“Yes,” Mimi and Sophie answered.

“Thanks!”

“But we mean what we say okay?” Mimi asked.

“Yeah, yeah. You know what? Let’s go shopping. I gotta get new clothes anyway.”

“You’re not going to go home and get your things?” Sophie asked.

“Are you nuts? My dad would freak if he found out I decided to just move out and live elsewhere.”

“So you’re never going to go home?” Mimi asked.

“I will. Just not now. I’ll get my stuff from home when neither mum nor dad is home.”

“Oh.”

“Well, what are we waiting for? Let’s go,” Casey said.

She got up.

“Fine, we’ll borrow you some cash, but you can’t spend too much. And you have to pay us back.”

“Shut up, Mims. Let’s go already,” Casey replied.

They left Starbucks and off they went.
The three ladies had a very important mission to accomplish. Oh yes, a very important one.

They had to find some clothes for Casey to wear while she lived at Billy's place for a period of time. It was tough for Sophie and Mimi because well, let's just say, Casey is a very picky woman. If a Topshop garment has a little, tiny stain on it, she won't take it. No matter how much she loves it, no. She won't even think of buying it. But come on, you can wash it anytime right?

"Casey! This top is fabulous!" Mimi lied. What the fuck, she couldn't stand waiting for her already. It has been four hours but sadly, Casey hasn't bought anything yet! They went to a couple of boutiques but came out empty handed. Ugh, it was definitely a hard time for Sophie and Mimi.

"I'm fucking tired already. These heels are killing me!" Sophie complained while rubbing her ankle. They were in Gap's fitting room while waiting for Casey.

"No, i look fat." Casey spun around in the purple dress she has chosen. "Don't you think so, Mimi?"

"Maybe she is fat." Mimi whispered to Sophie and they both laughed without Casey knowing what they were talking about.

"You look fine...." Mimi answered tiredly.

Casey checked the price of the dress and gasped. "It's $500!"

"So?" Two of her friends spoke at the same time.

"It's your money." Casey reminded them. She took another glance at herself. "Bullshit. I am fat." she thought.

"You're going to pay us back right?" Mimi interrupted while checking her nicely done manicure.

"Exactly, how am i suppose to get the money?" Sophie and Mimi were shocked. The money which they've lent to her was from their own pocket money! She had to pay them back!

"What do you mean? You're not gonna pay us back our money? Is that so?" Sophie asked.

"No.. I mean, i don't know. How in the world am i going to get the money?" Casey knew going back wasn't the best idea. Her dad will kill her.

"Find a job." Mimi suggested. "Like billy. He's poor but yet he can find enough money." Sophie added on.

"You're kidding me." At that moment, Casey thought her friends were insane! Did they just ask Casey Daniels to work?

"That's the only way," Mimi put her hand on her shoulder and tried to comfort her.

"I don't want to! It's disgusting."

"No, it's actually fun. You can meet hot guys." Sophie winked at her and they had a good laugh.

After shopping for a few more hours , Casey finally got a few tops and shorts from MNG . So , Mimi and Sophie decided to bring Casey back to Billy's home .

" Hey girls , so we're heading back to Billy's apartment right ? " asked Casey .

" YEAH ! where else do you want to go ? my heels are killing me already . " said Sophie .

" Hm , okay . but whose going to fetch us ? Are we going to walk ? " asked Mimi .

" Hell no , i'm wearing heels , miss . I guess we going to need Trace to drive us there . Let me ring him up . " said Sophie .

Mimi and Casey just stood there waiting for Sophie to call Trace .

" Hey Trace , isit alright if you drive us to Billy's house ? "

" Yeah sure . We can lead you there . "

" Thanks . We're meeting you at Starbucks alright ? "

" Bye "

Thats the four lines that Mimi and Casey could hear . They walked to Starbucks , waiting for Trace . After 5 minutes , Trace met with them . And soon they headed to Trace 's car . Mimi lead the way to Billy's apartment .

" You can just drop me off here . I can walk up myself . " said Casey .

" No way that we're letting you going up there alone . " Mimi disagreed .

" Yeah , and we havent been to Billy's wonderful apartment before , bring us up . " Sophie continued .

" Well , if you insist . Trace you coming along too right ? " said Casey .

" Sure , definitely . "

Trace parked his car under a tree , and all of them headed up to Billy's house . They climbed the stairs up together .

" This is Mrs.Fort's house . She keeps Billy's keys all the time and never let me get it . She's ferocious . " Casey pointed at Mrs.Fort's doors .

" Oh . " Sophie chuckled .

Casey opened Billy's doors and finally they manage to get in .

" Hey , feel comfortable . On the tv , do whatever you want . Let me get you guys a drink . " said Casey .

Suddenly , they heard the door opening .

Billy : What the hell ?

Casey : Oh , Billy ! You're home . I thought you were working late today .

Billy : Can i please talk to you ? In private ?

He didnt wait for Casey's answer . He pulled her straight into the kitchen .

Billy : I thought you were going home . And what the fuck is Mimi , Sophie , and Trace doing here ?!

Casey : CHILL ! God , what's your problem ? So i brought a few friends over . What's wrong with that ?

Billy : That still didn't explain my first statement .

Casey : Okay okay . I decided to accept your offer .

Billy : My offer ? What offer ?

Casey : Yeah , your offer . You said i could stay right here and live with you .

Billy : Right . About that ..

Casey : I want to , I want to stay and live with you .

Billy : What about home ?

Casey : This ....This is my home .

Billy : What made you change your mind ?

Casey : Nothing .

Billy : Something's not right .

Casey : It's nothing . Okay . Can we not talk about it now ? We have guests .

Billy : Yeah , more on that right now . Who said you could bring people over ? It's my place .

Casey : I live here too .

Billy : We gotta have rules .

Casey : Shut up .

Billy turned to Sophie , Mimi and Trace who are sitting at the couch .

Billy : So , what's up ?

{- -} Chapter 5 » Friday Night *

2008-10-06T14:44:00.012+08:00

As soon as Billy realized what was happening, he quickly pulled away. I held my hand on his face, not wanting to take it away. I didn’t want this to end. But it already did. I leaned closer to him, intending to kiss him again. I wanted more.

“Casey…”

He took my hand from his face and sat back. I decided that this was not gonna start again. I sat back too, taking my can of beer and gulping down the rest of what was left.

We sat in silence. Nobody wanted to make the first move. 5 minutes passed and I couldn’t take it anymore. I broke the silence.

“So… what the hell was that?”

Billy sat still. I waited for him to reply, but nothing came out of his mouth. I looked at the clock on the wall. It’s 5.30 pm. I didn’t want to go home just yet so I waited patiently.

Oookay, this is killing me! Billy has to have something to say. He kissed me for god’s sake! This is sooo awkward.

“I –”

I turned to look at Billy. Okay, he’s finally saying something.

“What?” I asked.

“I don’t know.”

“You kissed me.”

“I know. But –”

“But what?”

“I don’t know, Casey. I don’t know.” He shook his head. He leaned forward and rested his head in his hands.

“Okay,” I sighed. I don’t know what else to say! Maybe I should change the subject and make this a little less weird. “Billy?”

He lifted his head and met my gaze.

“Can I ask you a favor?”

“Yeah.”

“Can I stay here tonight?” I didn’t want to go home, and I’d much rather stay here. What’s the point of going home anyway? Home sucks. All there is, is fighting and screaming and yelling. I’m sick of it. Besides, he asked me to live here. So one night won’t do any harm right?

“I don’t have a bed.”

“That’s okay. I can sleep on the floor.”

“No, no. Err, okay. You sleep on this couch. I’ll sleep on the floor.”

“No way! This is your place. I’m sleeping on the floor.”

“Casey, please.”

“Fine, we’ll work something out somehow cause I’m not letting you sleep on the floor.”

Billy nodded.

“Well, okay. Do you mind borrowing me a shirt or something to sleep in?” I asked.

“No.”

He got up and went to the closet. I looked into the refrigerator for something to eat. At least the awkwardness in gone.

Soon enough, he came back with a shirt. I closed the refrigerator door.

”Thanks.” I took it from him and went to the toilet to change.

I took off my top and jeans and changed into the shirt. It was long enough to cover me up to my knees. Well, a little higher than my knees. Billy’s tall so yeah. Huh, come to think of it, Billy seems to be working out. When we kissed, I traced my other hand along his body and wow!

I left my clothes at the sink and went out of the toilet.

“Fits perfectly,” Billy said, as soon as he saw me.

“Yeah,” I laughed.

“So I ordered Chinese take out while you were changing. Cool?”

“Uh huh.”

“Great.”

I walked to the couch and sat down. Billy did the same. He turned on the TV and we sat quietly watching ‘Friends’. We laughed occasionally at the funny parts.

Once ‘Friends’ was over, we continued watching a movie. I didn’t have a clue what the movie was about and I think Billy didn’t know too. But we kept it on because we didn’t want the awkwardness to be back.

Half way through the movie, my eyelids fell. I quickly opened them.

“Billy?”

“Huh?”

“Can you put your arms around me?” I asked.

“Sure.”

He pulled me in closer to him and put his arms around me. I nestled in. I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Before I even got the time to thank him, I fell asleep.

*****

It’s a Saturday morning. I woke up to the sound of horns blaring outside. What the fuck?! How noisy people are these days. I looked at the clock. It read 8.30 a.m. You’re kidding me! 8.30 and horns are already blaring. How rude.

I pushed the blanket away and sat up. I looked around the room. Huh, no signs of Billy. My stomach grumbled and I realized I didn’t eat dinner last night. So I got up and went to the kitchen. There was a note on the counter.

Casey,

I didn’t want to wake you so I left to work early today. Your Chinese take out is in the refrigerator. If you’re ready to go home, just leave the key with Mrs. Fort next door. I’ll be at work the whole day if you need me.

Thanks.

Okay. I opened the refrigerator and there it was. My dinner. I took it out and put it in the microwave. While waiting for it to reheat, I turned on the TV to see what movies there is to watch.

Nope, nothing nice. I decided to look in the cupboard for DVDs. I opened the door and checked it out. I flipped through the DVDs.

OH MY GOD! Hold on… is that …. PORN ?! Billy watches porn?! I burst out laughing. Okay, yes, I know. This is normal. But Billy?? That is just soo weird! Okay, maybe not. But it is, to me. I took it out and put it on the table. I decided to taunt him about it later.

Ding! I went to the kitchen and took out the food. I brought it over to the couch and turned on the TV. This is soooo boring. I began eating.

After I was done, I packed all the leftover food and threw it into the dustbin. What should I do now? I looked around. Hmm… I don’t want to go home. Hmm… Maybe I should visit Billy at work. I don’t think he’d mind.

I grabbed my clothes I left at the sink last night and changed into them. I didn’t bother about showering. Wait, I took a sniff of myself. Not too bad. I rushed to get my bag on the floor and went out. I took the key along with me.

Quickly, I knocked on his next door neighbor, Mrs. Fort.

“Who is it?” I heard footsteps.

An old lady, I’m guessing Mrs. Fort opened the door.

“Mrs. Fort?” I asked.

“Yes, dear. How may I help you?” She seems friendly. I smiled at her.

“Could you hold on to Billy’s key while I’m out?”

“Sure, honey. Are you Billy’s girlfriend?” she said, taking the key in my hands.

“Oh, no no. You’ve got it wrong. I’m just a friend.”

“You don’t have to lie to me, dear. Billy never invites anyone else to his room except himself.”

Okay, I take it back. She ain’t friendly at all. More like a busybody.

“No, Mrs. Fort. You see, I’m his best friend.”

“Okay, okay. I get it. You little kids want to keep it personal.”

“God damit! We’re not together!” I screamed.

Silence.

Mrs. Fort stared at me. Well, I got fed up. Can’t she just accept the fact that we’re just friends? What does our life have anything to do with her anyway?! Gosh.

Mrs. Fort turned around and slammed the door in my face.

“Bitch,” I muttered. What an old hag.

I stomped down the stairs and walked to the car workshop nearby. Gary’s Workshop. I arrived in 2 minutes. Oh, there’s Billy. He was standing at the counter.

“Billy!” He turned to look at me.

“What are you doing here?” he asked, surprised.

“I got bored.”

“Figures.”

“So, Billy, I hear something’s new.”

“What are you talking about?” I moved closer to him.

“You watch porn?” I whispered.

“Casey! What the hell were you doing in my cupboard?”

“Chill. I was looking for some nice movies to watch and I found porn. Looks like someone found some entertainment.” I laughed, elbowing him in the gut. I missed as he quickly pushed my hand away.

“Shut up. I have work to do. Go home.”

“Geez, can’t take a joke?”

“I really have work to do.” He walked over to a car that just arrived and examined it. I followed him.

“Well, I don’t want to go home.” Billy ignored me and continued examining the engines.

“Fine. I’ll just go back to the apartment.” I suggested. I walked away.

“You know, Casey?” he called.

“What?”

“Why don’t you just move in with me?”

“Yeah, no. No way. We’re 16. We can’t live a life together.”

“Why not?”

“Money for one thing.”

“Billy!!” We turned around to see Billy’s boss, Henry, shouting his name.

“Shut the chattering and get back to work!” he said.

“I gotta go. Why don’t you just wait for me back at the apartment?” Billy asked.

“It’s okay. Maybe I should go home after all,” I replied.

“I’ll give you ride.” He was about to put his tools down when I stopped him.

“You have work, remember? We don’t want cranky Henry to be on the look out.” Billy laughed.

I smiled at him and waved goodbye. I walked out of the workshop and went home. It was quite a distance back home, but I needed the exercise anyway. I haven’t been working out in ages.

20 minutes later, I reached home.

“Get the hell away from me!” That’s my mum. I looked through the window. Vases were being thrown. Chairs were being thrown. Plates were being thrown. Bits of glasses were shattered everywhere.

They’re fighting, again. I watched their every move. Dad was being abusive. Mum was defending herself. I spun around and closed my eyes.

Tears ran down my cheeks. Damnn. I ran back the way I came from. I’m going back. I’m going to Billy’s apartment. I never ever want to come home ever again!

I barely slept last night.

I rolled in bed a few times and stared blankly at the ceilings for hours!

Scratch that, it was only for a few minutes.

I tried to watch the TV, but there wasn't anything interesting on. It was some crappy old movies which i've already watched. I tried studying for my Literature test but it wouldn't get my problems out of my mind. Duh, I couldn't concentrate. I was being lifeless enough to continue, staring at non-living objects which were found in my room. Let's just say, i spent most of the time thinking about.. Well, stuffs.

Who would have thought my own brother could be so mean when he's drunk? He didn't mean any of those, right? I hope.. I was getting phone calls from Casey and Sophie but i ignored them. They wouldn't understand. I mean, i can tell them about everything. But not about my brother! I'm sure Casey will go "OMG, your fucking hot brother! tell me, is he working out lately?" Shit, i can get sick of her sometimes. Sophie? She can't help much. She's already under pressure, dealing with her parents. I wouldn't want to burden her. ARGH, you could tell how stressed out i was. I needed to talk to someone approraite, someone whom i'm comfortable with.

Eventually, i thought of the idea to go online in the middle of the night.. Just my luck, i was relieved to find Max under my online list.

Duhh, i started the conversation. He never starts.

minnie.xo : hey ;)
maxx : hold on.

Er, what?

minnie.xo : what can you do at 1:23 in the morning.
maxx : sorry, was on the phone with Emily. so what's up?
minni.xo : who's Emily.
maxx : you don't have to know.
minnie.xo : what why! i'm your best friend.
maxx : oh please. look who's the one who left me after knowing Ashton.
minnie.xo : hey i knew him first.
maxx : so? can't you talk to me too?
minnie.xo : i didn't have time.
maxx : oh yeah sure. so does it mean you have time now?
minnie.xo : why are you talking to me like this!
maxx : fuck i was waiting for you at the front gate last week but you went off with Ash.
minnie.xo : jealousy strikes eh lol.
maxx : what are you trying to say?
minnie.xo : what are YOU trying to say?
maxx : stop it. god.
minnie.xo : look i'm sorry kay? i'll make it up to you on monday.
maxx : i can't trust you.
minnie.xo : max, i'm really sorry.

*maxx signed out*

Oh, he'll be fine.

*maxx has just signed in*

maxx : GOT CHA :)
minnie.xo : wtfuck?
maxx : haha, you know i will never get mad at you.
minnie.xo : how horrible can you get. fyi, i didn't fall for it :)
maxx : DAMN! do you want me to sign out again?
minnie.xo : no! don't go.
maxx : so tell me, what's wrong with you.

I told him everything and he seem to understand me very well.

*

I woke up the next morning at 8:54am sharp due to my bloody alarm clock. It's the weekends already but i have no plans YET. My eyes were swollen plus my legs were aching terribly. It took me some time to get off my bed without feeling a slight pain at all. I had to move as slowly as possible - like snails. Oh trust me, it wasn't easy! I had to go right and left, right and left, right and left and held on things. I tried to recall what i've done last night which caused me to have a bodyache this morning.

Oh right, i did some stretching on the floor. I was hoping to get more flexible by doing splits, cartwheels and some other weird stunts. Guess i've hurt myself instead. I should have warmed up first! But Max told me not to. Oh why did i ever listen to that boy?

Before entering into my bathroom, i looked out the window to notice the sun shining, as brightly as ever. So i guess there was NO WAY, it's going to rain today. I obediently took a shower and it didn't took me a long time to do so. I didn't have the mood to choose an outfit for today so i simply grabbed a simple tee and shorts. I looked horrible. I've gained weight. My eyebags were puffy and huge. Everything wasn't in place. Ugly Minnie.

Ah, you can't deny that. Afterall, i'm not pretty.

I marched down the stairs and i was surprised to see Ashton, sitting on the couch. He was talking to someone on the phone. I looked around the house to find no one else was at home. It was just him and me. Weird. Where was everyone? Sigh, they must have woke up earlier to leave me alone in this stupid house again. It's like a tradition in my family. The youngest is always forgotten or avoided at times like this. Especially, during the weekends. 2 days off from school and i'm like stuck at home. Fear not! I'm going to get out of the house anyway.

After having my eggs and bacon for breakfast.

I walked towards Ashton to greet him with a simple good morning, softly. That way, i wouldn't interrupt him with whoever he's speaking to. Oh, i so want to know who's on the other line!

"Oh, Mimi!" Why does he look so suspicious to me?

"Er, hang on a sec." he whispered something to the fella on the phone and clicked the 'end call' button.

I wondered who could that be.

"Mmmmm..." i groaned while chewing on my food. "Want some?" i said while showing him my plate.

"No, i've just finished eating mine. And.." he pointed at my food. "About that..."

"Er? Yeah? " i paused. "Don't tell me! It's not safe to be eaten, is it?" i said, with my eyes wide opened.

"No! Silly, i made those for you." he grinned at me and god he was so cute!

"Thanks, this is good." i continued eating.

"Any plans for today?"

"Sadly no." Geez, why am i even standing. I took a seat on the couch next to him and boy, he smelled so good.

"How about you?" i asked.

"Yeah, come on, i'll bring you out!" he beamed enthuastically.

"But i don't know your friends."

"Oh, i'll introduce you to them then. By the way...." he wrinkled his eyebrows. "You look..... great."

"Really?"

He snorted out a laughter.

"Oh, wow, i'm flattered. GEE, thanks." i said sarcastically.

"Go up and change. You know this outfit is.. unacceptable." he commented, with the it's-a-joke-don't-get-offended look on.

"After.. breakfast."

I went to my room and get changed for this little outing with Ashton's friends. My fringe was getting longer which means i'll have to get it cut by this week already. I stared at my reflection in the mirror, pulling a face. It's annoying to have a long fringe. Whatever. I grabbed my Chanel bag, a bright pink, tight top and a mini skirt to match off with that. I hoped he wouldn't comment on what i was going to wear again! Yeah, he didn't.

Ashton drove me to Maria's, to have.. ergh, coffee. On our way there, i was frigging bored. He didn't speak so neither did i. I gazed out the window to see little young kids, chasing one another (playing tag) along the roadside, a group of senior citizens taking a stroll at the park, a middle-aged guy feeding the ducks with small pieces of bread. I was feeling rather calm and relaxed at that time. Looking at couples, holding hands.. Fuck, i'm jealous.

"Lucky i'm in love with my best friend......" Jason Marz and Colbie Calliat were singing on the radio !

"I love this song-"
"Omg i love this song!"

I gasped.

Did we just speak at the same time, again?!

A stifled giggle was heard from him and all i could do was to show my 'omg' face.

"Copy me huh. I said it first." i joked while showing my tongue out.

"We think alike, that's all." he winked at me and continued driving.

When we were about to reach at our destination, i've finally figured out. Max was right. Why do i have to worry so much about my brother? He's mature enough to handle his problems himself. I can't always protect him from being hurt every single time. He gets heartbroken, what about me? I do too.. So what if he scolds me? Duh, omg. Why didn't i think of this? I shouldn't fucking care about him. It's his bloody problem. I don't even want to care anymore! I'm going to fucking spend my weekends with Ashton. No worries. YES! THAT'S IT! Problem solved.

That was hah. Easy.

"Mimi? You okay?" said Ashton while pulling off at a parking space.

"Yeah sure." i replied while rubbing my forehead. I think i was getting a headache already.

His friends were already there. Everyone looked rather good looking to me. Blondes, brunettes, Asians. Typical looking teenagers. As soon as i stepped out of the car, i noticed someone. Someone, i've seen before this. Hey, isn't he......? Shit, what's his fucking name again!? He was busy skate-boarding with his friends, chattering away. I stared at him - as if he didn't have any clothes on. Omg, that's the guy. The guy whom i thought i'll never meet again. But here i am, a few steps away from him. Of all Ashton's friends, this guy caught my attention.

Yes. I remember his name clearly now. I remembered it all.

If i can just get closer to him..

"Mimi, you're freaking me out." Ashton laughed.

"Shut up!" i hit him playfully on his shoulder.

We were walking toward his group of friends when suddenly, this guy - whom i mentioned earlier on - turned back to notice me. His face expression changed, he stopped talking to his friends, he held his skateboard tightly. We had eye contact for a few minutes. I wanted to look away, but i didn't. He was extremely shocked to find me here too. Right in front of his eyes. This was all unexpected.

"Hey," i said while waving my hand. "Remember me?"

* rinnngg *

" Who the heck set the alarm clock at this time ? " i thought . I woke up and bang the alarm clock so that it will stop snoozing . Jeez . I scratched my head and rubbed my eyes so that i can see what time it is . its 9pm . Its still early anyway . * Grrr * I looked at my tummy , I need dinner , yes , badly .

I went down the stairs , hoping that one of my parents will leave some food in the fridge for me or else i have to turn this house upside down to look for food as you can hardly find something edible in my house . I took my cellphone along with me as i could hear it buzzing when i was asleep . 1 message received .

from Trace :

hey sophie . are you awake yet ? if you are , reply this message . trace here .

to Trace :

hi Trace ! i just woke up . i know , i'm a sleepy pig . anyway , whats up ?

after replying , i look at the fridge . i saw this plate covered with aluminum foil and there's this note saying " Sophie , here's a plate of lasagna for your dinner . your dad just flew to California a few hours ago for business once again . I am outside for my company's dinner and i wont be coming home tonight . When you are done , just put the plate on the table , i'll clean it up when i get home . Love you . "

Right . Business ? i doubt . i took out the plate and heated it up in the oven .

* Ring * Another message received from Trace .

from Trace :

have you eaten your dinner ? you better get your ass up from your bed and go grab you dinner . do you have any ? i can drive you out for dinner , if you dont mind .

to Trace :

nah , its okay . my mum left me a plate of lasagna in the fridge . i have just heated it , waiting for it be heated . how bout you ? have u eaten ?

I went over to my living room and decided to watch some tv while waiting . Where's the remote control ? Gosh . I'm finding up and low for it . Sigh . Its okay . I'll just sit and stone . OUCH ! Ah , there youu are ... you remote control ! Yes , i just sat on a remote control . Gah . I on the television , and browsed through the programmes they are having . Heroes . Yes my favourite .

from Trace :

Yeapp . I just had dinner with my family like 2 hours ago . but still feeling very hungry . So are you enjoying your lasagna ?

to Trace :

i haven't take it out from the oven yet . i'm going to take it out right now . Give me 30 minutes to eat . Thanks . will text you later . bye .

* Ding *
Correct timing . My lasagna is done . I went to the oven and took out the lasagna out and enjoy it . When i was done , obviously i washed my dish . I didnt want to burden my mum with all these small matters as i think she's having major stress right now .

to Trace :

hey , im done . Whats up ?

* Ding Dong *
I quickly ran to the door to open it . It couldnt be mum , no way . I opened the door . Noone's there . But a letter on my doormat . It's from Sonia . Sonia ? Sonia who ? I was thinking who is this girl . Suddenly , a message received which made me stop thinking .

From Trace :

I'm watching Heroes right now . you ?

to Trace :

Oh , me too . Hey , can i ask you something ? Do you know who is Sonia ?

I wanted to open the letter badly to look what it contents . But i didnt have the guts to . I wanted to know who is it , so that i will dare to open it . AH , Trace , hurry . reply me .

From Trace :

Isn't she one of our school cheerleader squat ? The bestest flyer . Why ? What's wrong ?

to Trace :

She just sent a letter to my house . Wait , not exactly . A letter has been dropped by on my doormat and it says is from Sonia .

Why did she sent me a letter for ? Wait , is she the girl that said " soon to be ex girlfriend " at the locker area that day ? Lets hope not . Gosh .

From Trace :

Really ? I have a picture of her . I will take that picture and drive to your house alright ? I can see that you're not fine right now .

To Trace :

erh okay . If im not bothering you . Thanks .

After 15 minutes of staring at the ceiling , thinking bout all the possibilities that this Sonia girl writing a letter to me , thank god , Trace arrived .

" So have you opened the letter yet ? What did it say ? and the picture , here you go " He asked .

" Come in . No , i havent open it . I was waiting for you . oh thanks "

" Well okay . What you waiting for ? Let's open it together . "

I passed him the letter . And i looked at the picture . YES , thats the girl . the girl at the locker area .

" Gosh , that's the girl ! Remember , i told you ? the cheerleader who said " soon to be ex-girlfriend " at the locker area ? "

" oh , so it was her . "

" Why not you open it , Trace ? I cant . "

" Okay Sophie . Chill . I'll just read to you aite .

Dear Sophie , I guess you'll be wondering why am i writing a letter to you . I just want you to give Martin to me . I love him more than you do . He's the most special guy to me , and the most amazing guy that i've ever met . He has always been complaining to me about how you've been treating him in your 1 year relationship . So , that explain why he has been treating you like a stranger recently . He just didnt know how to tell you how he felt because he's scared that you will be mad at him . I know you'll be mad at me after reading this letter . but in this few days , i've been thinking alot bout him , and i cant take him off my mind . I hope you'll give me Martin . I'm SORRY , Sophie .

Tears started to run down my cheeks . Is it true bout what Sonia said ? Martin doesnt like me scolding him ? Really ? Oh my GOD . Why didnt he tell me before ?

" Sophie ? Are you okay ? "

" Noo ... Is it true that Martin has been complaining to Sonia bout me ? "

" Come here , Sophie . I bet its not true , she's just crapping because she's jealous of you "

He pulled me closer to him and i started to leaned against his chest . I continued crying and sobbing . Suddenly , i heard somebody opening my front door and i heard footsteps too . It couldnt be mum right ? She said she wont be coming home . What ? another letter this time ?

" Wait a minute Trace . I heard somebody opening my front door . I am checking it out . "

" Okay , i'm coming along with you . "

So both of us went to check whose out there . We both saw Martin in my house . Yes , he has my house keys , of cause i have his too .

" Hey Sophie . I miss you , so i decided to drop by as a surprise . So how do you like this surprise ? "

Then he looked at me and the guy beside me , Trace .

" And .. TRACE , what the hell are you doing here ?! Sophie , whats wrong ? Why are you crying ? " Martin said .

He came and walked nearer to me . He laid out his hands hoping that i will run to him .

" Stay right there , Martin . " I shouted at him . This time , i cried louder .

" Why , whats wrong ? My god , baby , whats wrong ? You're making me worried . Tell me . " He begged .

" Is it true that you've been complaining to Sonia all bout me ? You didnt like my nags right ? Why couldnt you just tell me ? You make me look like a fool infront of your friends ,dont you know that ? All these days , i have been thinking bout you . You didnt give me a ride to school , i'm fine with it . I gave you time with your new friends . And now , you're treating me like this ? Thats not enough . You just have to treat me like a stranger right ? "

" Who told you all these ? Is it Jason ? I bet it is . I'm going to call him and scold him . Its all fake . Dont believe him ! " He took out his cellphone .

" NO ! Its not him , its Sonia . Dont tell me you dont know whose Sonia . Your super cheerleader . She wants you . Go to her . " I threw the letter at him .

He picked the letter up and read it . He was shocked when he read it .

" Trace , lets go in my room . " I pulled Trace along with me .

" Waiitt Sophie . Can you give me a little time to explain ? "

" Fine . Explain all you want . You have 2 minutes . "

" Okay . Yes , its true Sophie . I didnt like your naggings and such , but i still love you . I dont like that Sonia , she's just a simple friend of mine . We have been together for a year . If i want to break up with you right now , i would have do it a year ago right ? This proves i still love you . And i really do . Trust me , will you ? "

" I dont know ! " I screamt and quickly ran to my room .

I sat down at the corner of my room . Holding my knees near my chest . Trace and Martin is outside my room right now . They just cant stop knocking it .

" Sophie , are you okay ? Trace here . Can you let me in ? "

" GO AWAY ! "

After 5 minutes , i didnt hear anymore knockings . I guess they have went home . So i decided to go to my bed and sleep . I fell into my dreams , slowly .

*************

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 4 *

2008-09-18T20:23:00.013+08:00

We walked up the apartment stairs to the third floor. I was exhausted by the time we reached the door. No wonder it’s so cheap. There’s no freaking lift! I was about to open my mouth to say something about it, but decided not to instead. It would hurt him. Besides, I gotta give him credit. At least he earned enough money to actually get a room at this shitty apartment.

He looked around inside his bag for the key. 2 minutes later, he was still digging inside for the key. I got impatient. “Is the damn key in there or not?” I asked. “Chill, okay? I have it.”

“Then what’s taking so long? Come on, I’m tired. I need to sit.”

Billy looked up from his bag and smiled apologetically. “You lost the key, huh?” I asked.

“Y-ye-ahh,” he replied. I shoved his shoulder. “Billy!”

“It’s okay! I have a spare.”

“Then go get it!”

“I-i-i- don’t know where it is.” I looked at Billy with shocked eyes. Are you seriously kidding me? I came here all the way - okay it was just a few minutes for nothing!

“Don’t get so worked up. I know where it is,” Billy quickly added.

“Ugh! Billy, do you know where it is or not?!” I shouted.

“I do! Jeez, what’s your problem?” Billy laughed.

“I just walked three flights of stairs and I’M TIRED! Need I say more?”

“Okay, okay. God, imagine if you were pregnant. You’re already complaining.” I stared at him with evil eyes.

“I know… that … it’s … somewhere around here.” He pointed around the third floor. I dropped my bag on the floor and sat down beside the door.

“Okay, I’ll wait. You go look for it.”

“Casey! Come on! If we look together, we’ll find it faster,” he said, pulling me back up again. “And it was your suggestion to come here.”

“Gosh! Okay, I’ll help look. You start there,” I pointed to the left side, “and I’ll start there,” I pointed to the right side.

“Fair enough.” He walked away to the left and me to the right. I checked under potted plants…. Under carpets. Still no luck. As I was about to check the fifth plant, Billy yelled my name. As I turned, I stepped on a carpet and slipped. I landed on my butt! “OWWW!” Billy was watching me, cause then I heard his annoyingly loud laughter behind me. Note to self: carpets are slippery. Okay, reminder to self: never buy carpets for future house.

“Oh my god! Casey!” He laughed again and threw his hands up in the air. He came up closer behind me and offered me a hand. I pushed it away and got up. There he goes, laughing again. “It’s not funny, you jerk!” Oh great, there it goes again.

I walked towards his room and took my bag, rubbing my butt with my hands. He finally calmed down as he caught up with me.

“Are you okay?”

“Shut up.”

“I was just trying to …. Ah, whatever.”

“So did you find the key?”

“Oh, yeah!” Billy took out the key from his hands. It was carved room 32. He unlocked the door and we went in.

Did I ever mention that Billy isn’t exactly neat? His books, clothes were scattered on the floor. “Do you even clean up in here?” I closed my nose. It smells like something died in here! I kicked the books and clothes out of my way as I walked to the couch. The room was only made up of a small kitchen, a toilet and a living room so Billy sleeps on the couch. I took out a cigarette, left my bag on the floor and sat down. “Hungry?” Billy asked, going to the kitchen. “Err, I’ll just have a beer.” I lighted the cigarette and began smoking. “Hey hey hey!” Billy was running to me as though something was about to burn. “What?!” I replied. He snatched the cigarette out of my mouth and put it out. “What the hell!”

“This,” he moved his finger around the room, “is a non-smoking zone.”

“That was my last cigarette, asshole!”

“Huh, like I care.” He went back to the refrigerator and took out two cans of beer. “Fine, whatever.”

He gave one can to me and sat down beside me. “So… what was it you wanted to tell me?”

“You mean, what was it you wanted to know?”

“Same thing.”

“Nooo. I don’t want to tell you.”

“What? Casey! Come on. I barely see you these days. Don’t you think you owe me some kind of explanation?”

“What explanation? I don’t owe you anything!”

“Damnn, Casey.”

I sighed. I took a sip of the beer. Do I really have to hide this away? It’s just Billy anyway. I sighed again.

“Billy, it’s about my parents…”

“What about them?”

“I don’t know. They’ve been abusing each other. And they’ve been constantly fighting and fighting and fighting. I can’t stand it anymore! I just… I don’t know. This fighting…it’s never been this bad. I hear chairs thrown across the room, glass breaking. Yeah, I mean I’m supposed to be used to it right? I am. I’m just scared. What if my dad does that to me? Yesterday, my mum went to the hospital. She had some broken ribs. I’m sure it was dad who did this! I hear her scream every single night. How the fuck do you expect me to not be scared?!”

Billy sighed. He fidgeted with his hands. I waited for him to reply.

“Casey… stay with me. Live with me. Then you wouldn’t have to ever face that fear.”

Ooookkkaayy. That was NOT the reply I expected. I looked at him in shock.

“Billy… are you…. are you serious?”

“Yes.”

“I …. I would really really like that. But I can’t. I just can’t. It’s just… I’ll admit, I’m a lazy person. I depend on other people for my comfort or safety. I can’t burden you with all this.”

“I don’t care, Casey. I want to take care of you. I want to be there for you.”

Tears rolled down my cheeks. And you know what? I didn’t bother stopping them. I didn’t want to stop them. It has been way too long since I’ve last cried my heart out.

Suddenly, Billy took my face in his hands and kissed me. The kiss…. It was as though something good has finally happened. I felt strange. My heart was pounding a million times faster. My cheeks were turning as red as a ripe tomato. There were no longer thoughts in my head. I moved my hand to his face and held it there. Even the first time we kissed, it couldn’t be compared to this. This is what I’ve been longing for in a long time. This is what I dreamed of having. This kiss. The perfect kiss.

"Thanks for the ride, wait here." i informed Ashton before getting out of the car. I stood near the roadside, thinking whether or not to talk to Nancy about the break-up. The weather was getting hotter and hotter, ughh, i couldn't stand the bloody heat. I just had to go inside and talk to her about this. I know i know, it's between my brother and her hence i shouldn't care less. Face it Minnie, there's nothing you can do right. God, maybe i shouldn't have come here in the first place.

"Minnie? Is that you?" I turned around to see Nancy, looking as gorgeous as ever, standing a few inches away from me. I wondered how long had she been standing there already. She seem to be a little confused upon my arrival in front of her house. Who wouldn't be anyway? Out of a sudden, your boyfriend - well, ex boyfriend's sister looks for you and you have no clue why either. I wanted to take this opportunity to get the answers from her, to ask her about.. you know what i mean. But before i could say another word, she was nice enough to invite me in for a cup of tea first.

Nancy comes from a wealthy family so i guess that explains the surrounding of her house. Plasma television, the couch which i've always wanted, god how rich could she be? She had a few devastating portraits of paintings and photographs, hanging on the wall. Not to mention, pictures of her and my brother together too. I guessed she'd missed him. So, this was my chance to get her back with my brother.

I sat down on the ever so comfortable couch and sighed. I thought about what i was going to say when she comes back from the kitchen with my tea. Should i bring up the topic? I should right. But how? "So Nancy, you've not been calling my brother up lately. What happened?" No.. Too cheesy. How about.. "So Nancy, rumours said you were going out with another guy. Is that true?" ERK! I'm not going to say that! Can i just go straight to the point damnit.

"I ran out of tea. Hope you don't mind having coffee." She gently put the cup on the glass table and sat down next to me. The aroma of the coffee was really strong and familiar too. It must be those imported from Germany. Nevertheless, i hate coffee. I don't even fancy the smell, the taste and the texture of the liquid. Arghhh. It's not like i was going to drink it anyway.

"So what brings you here Mimi?"

"Erm.. Erm..... " i looked down to see my sweaty palm.

"C'mon Minnie. You can tell me anything. Is it a boy you like in school?" she said melodically while taking a sip of her coffee. Sadly, it wasn't about that.

"No........" I grabbed the pink doll keychain, dangling from the strap of my bag which was given by Lance last summer and then played with it. I think she got the massage roughly.

"Oh. Is it about me and your brother?"

"Yeah......" i murmured, still looking down.

"Minnie, hun. Owh.." She came closer to me and held my hand.

"Mimi, look at me." I looked up at her and listened.

"It's not a break-up okay? We need some space between us, that's all." she smiled sweetly at me.

"But Lance was pretty upset you know."

"He is? Well, i'm not surprised. I am too."

"Why can't you two get together again?" i pleaded.

"There are some things you wouldn't understand... You're still young, Mimi."

"But......"

"Not but's. We can handle this ourselves alright? Don't you worry so much." she pouted and pinched my cheeks.

I giggled and sighed.

"Nancy, is it true you.. "

"You're with some other guy now?" i sighed.

"Where did you get that from?"

"Oh, nevermind. I trust you, you wouldn't do anything to hurt my brother right? Although.. you're not in a relationship with him anymore.."

"I still love him, Mimi. I would never get together with anyone else! I just.. Forget it, you won't understand. Haha. Do you want some more coffee?" she asked politely.

I stared at my cup, which was looking rather full already. I shook my head repeatedly and we both laughed. She must have known, i'm not used to drinking coffee at this age yet.

"I guess i'll get going. My friend's waiting for me in the car." i stood up and gave her a bear hug. "Were you surprised to see me?" i grinned at her. "Very. I'll visit you some other time yeah." "Will wait for you." We had a good laugh. After that, she walked me to where Ashton's car was parked and we said our goodbyes. I even thanked her for the coffee although i barely touched it.

I got into the car and Ashton drove me back. Of course, we did have a nice talk in the car ;)

**

I thanked him for the ride home and got off the car. The lights weren't on, that's weird. At this time, Lance should be back from college. Where could he be? Without thinking any further, i took my keys out from my bag and unlocked the gate. It was dark and i could hear noises coming from everywhere!! You could say, i was feeling afraid and being the pussified one. I quickly turned the lights on and guess who i saw?

Yes, Lance.

I was shocked to see him, lying down on the floor, drinking.

"Lance! What happened to you!"

"Leave me alone."

"Lance, you're drinking. You don't drink."

He never replied.

"That's it. I'm bringing you back to your room." i said while trying to lift him up. God, he's heavy.

"I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE." he shouted at me while pushing my hands away from him. I lost balance and landed on the floor.

"What are you trying to do!? KILL YOURSELF!?"

"It's my problem. Now, go away." he said while taking another sip of beer from the can.

"Okay. okay." i paused. I stood back up and there was silence. What was that all about? He looked pale and horrible. I stared at him, not bothering about the tears which were falling down onto my cheeks already. My brother has never scolded me this way before. This was his first time ever, treating me like this. Shouting on top of his voice, pushing me aside. Did he care about my feelings?

Oh right. Why didn't i thought of that? Suddenly, i came to the stage of realization that i'm only his god damn little sister. I can't do much. Can i? God, what have i done? Why did i even take the trouble to look for Nancy? "Do whatever you want." i muttered while wiping my tears away. I ran up to my room and slammed the door behind.

"Why the fuck am i crying, GOD!" i threw my bag down angrily onto my bed and turned the volume of my CD player to the max. Because of this stupid break-up, he's doing this to me? I know, he's in a bad mood and all but doesn't he know when he's sad, I AM SAD TOO? I guess not. Sigh, i'm worried for him. Very. What if he commits suicide by taking an overdose of sleeping pills? What if he moves out and never comes back? What if he runs away from home..?

Trace and i walked a few kilometres away , and there we were . We reached the cafe in 2 minutes time , well around there . Trace pushed the door for me , and we walked over to the counter and looked at the menu .

" So , what drink would you two like to have ? " says one of the barista .

" Erh nah . i'll just look around first . How bout you , Trace ? " i replied .

" Can i have one cup of green tea frappuccino ? Sophie , why dont you try the Double Chocolaty Chip Frappuccino ? i heard its very nice "

" Right away , sir . Oh yes , our double chocolaty is sure delicious ! " said the brista .

His expression was really funny but yet cute .

" Sure , sure . i would love to have 1 . " I laughed .

" Okay . Why dont you take a seat first , i will bring it to you in a moment . "

So Trace and I went to take a seat near the window on a sofa . Ah , comfy . Very . Trace sat on the other side . I stared out at the window , looking at those kids running around , shouting here and there without any worries . It feels great being a kid , right ? I would love to go back when i was still a small little girl , where you dont have to worry bout anything . Sigh . I just kept staring at them and thinking back bout the past .

" So .. Sophie , what's up with you ? " Trace said .

I didnt reply as i just kept staring out .

" Sophie ?? Are you okay ?? " Then he knocked the window .

" OH OH , yeah yeah . Its very pretty . " I replied eventhough i was really , really blur .

" Huh ? Pretty ? What are you talking about ? I'm asking you , what's up with you ? Not bout your clothes . " He chuckled , but still had his confusing look on his face .

" No no , not my clothes . Argh . niway , nothings up with me . Just the same old me . Nothing much "

" Well , why were you feeling so down when i bumped into you ? Dont lie to me . Tell me , you'll
feel better . " He walked over to my sofa from his .

" look , Trace ! I'M FINE . AND I'M BETTER THAN WHAT YOU'RE EXPECTING FROM ME . THERE'S NOTHING WRONG BOUT ME . "

i quickly looked away as the brista was bringing over the drinks and staring at me . I think i shouted quite loud and sort of scolded Trace infront of everyone . Ah .

" Enjoy your drink .... " says the brista while handing over the drinks to us .

" Erh , Sophie , are you chill right now ? Come , take a sip of double chocolaty . " He handed me the drink .

I took a sip . and wrap my fingers around the cup . Feeling really nervous and somehow , a little sad .

" So are you ready to tell me what happen now ? You know if you dont want to tell me its alright . i just want to let you know that i'll always be here for you whenever you need someone . " He sounded quite sad .

" Ah , dont be like that , TRACE . you're forcing me ! "

I took a deep breath and continue with my words .

" FINE FINE , i'm going to tell you everything you want to know . Martin's treating me very different these days and i dont know whats wrong with him . He's not quite bothering me these days . He's always flirting with those bitchy cheerleaders . Gosh . that's making me damn piss right now . I've also heard one of Martin's friend saying that i'm soon to be his ex . I dont have any idea is he going to break up with me or what . I hope he wouldnt , i seriously hope that it wouldnt happen . I know , somehow , sometimes , i can be a little too harsh on him . but its not my fault right ? Please tell me not . and my parents just arent getting right also . I have a feeling that they might be getting divorce in any second right now . Sigh . I've so many things to worry about . So i dont think you have any idea how i'm feeling right now . "

I started to shed some tears , then cried . I never thought that i could actually let my feelings out to someone . All this years , i've never tell anyone before how i'm feeling . Trace , is the first one . He makes me feel so comfortable whenever i'm around him eventhough this is like our first time hanging out .

" Come , take this . " Trace handed me a piece of tissue with a green tea fragrance . I guess he's in love with Green Tea .

" Thanks . " I replied , taking the tissue away from his hand .

" Well , cheer up . Everything will be alright tomorrow . You know , i'm not really good at advising people . I can only be a good listener , hope thats good enough . But i just want to let you know that i'll always be right there for you , whenever you need someone . And when you need a shoulder to lean on , you can always come and find me alright ? "

He grabbed my hand and held it tightly , so that i'll feel much secured . Then he started to hug me , and i slowly lean again his chest . After seconds, i realised i felt better and much more safer . He gave me some time to breathe and feel better , he also patted my hair like i'm a small girl . Yes , that's the feeling i need . Someone to treat me like i'm a small girl .

" Come , let me get you home alright . You need some rest . It's getting late . "

I followed his lead and wiped away my tears . He walked home , and we just kept quiet most of the time . Finally , i reached home .

" There you go . Home sweet home . Go in , take a shower and sleep . I'm sure you're going to be alright when you're away . "

" Thanks Trace . Really . Thanks for listening to me and sorry for letting my anger out on you . "

" Its okay . Don't be silly , Sophie . You don't have to apologize . Anyway , can i have your cellphone number ? So i can give you a call whenever i want . "

Then , we switched cellphone number and i walked into my house . I was extremely tired . I quickly ran up the stairs , to my room and looked out of the window . I watched him leaving . So , i went to take a quick shower and went to bed . I couldn't open my eyes anymore , and i slowly fall into my dreams .

{- -} Chapter 4 » Moving On *

2008-09-13T09:32:00.017+08:00

Hmm, so a few weeks had passed and well school has been the usual. Boring. Mims and I got closer to Sophie and I guess you could call us friends. We hang out together during lunch everyday except when I have something going on. Always visits to the principal’s office about vandalizing school property or suspicion of smoking in the toilet or my disappearance from school. Ugh, the same old shits. But of course I denied and lied about everything. I mean, what prove do they have?

Life at home is ….. complicating. I would hear mum and dad screaming at each other at like what 2 am in the morning! Come on, I need my frigging sleep. Sometimes, I could even hear dad lifting a chair or a vase and smashing it to the wall. Mum would scream. I could hear her cries. And the next morning, I would see a bruise on her head or somewhere around her body. Ok, honestly, they’re like kids! Fighting all the time. God, it makes me sick to the stomach. I wonder if our neighbors ever get tired of the shouting. Oh right, we don’t have neighbors damit! I just roll my eyes at mum or dad every time they come close to me. We barely even talk! Well, we don’t even say a thing to each other. Sometimes I missed school and stayed home…. I just wanted to be left alone. So yeah, that makes no social life at home.

Brrriinngg! I got up from my seat and went out of homeroom. I took off for my first period. Physics. Oh thank god! At least I have Billy there. As I was walking to room 207, I heard Billy calling me and I turned. He caught up to me, breathless. “Hey! What’s the rush?” he asked. “I’m in no hurry. What are you talking about?” I replied.

“So you’re going to physics? Huh.”

“Why? Is that so shocking? I survived physics the first day of school.”

“Well, considering this is the third time you’ve been the physics…. And we’ve already been in school for weeks.”

“Shut up okay. I have stuff to take care of.” I answered, rolling my eyes.

“Stuff? What is up with you these days? You don’t tell me anything. You have been missing school. I never see you anymore,” Billy pointed out.

I stopped walking. Billy stopped too. I closed my eyes and breathed in two deep breaths. “Billy….,” I said, still closing my eyes. Billy moved closer to me and held my shoulder. He didn’t say a word. I pushed out the noise at the hallway. I couldn’t tell him. I just couldn’t. How do you expect me to tell my best guy friend what I’ve been going through at home? It’s just too embarrassing. Maybe you won’t get it, but I’m Casey Daniels. I’m supposed to be the brave, outgoing slut. I can’t show cowardness. That’s just lame. I pushed Billy’s hand away and continued walking. He came up next to me.

“What the hell is wrong with you, Casey?” he asked, suspicious.

“Nothing’s wrong. I’m just tired.”

“It’s only the first period!” Whoops, wrong excuse.

“Look, can I just come to your apartment after school today? I’ll explain then,” I said, keeping his hopes up that I will tell him. But I won’t. Besides, I can’t go home.

“Yeah, sure. Lucky I have my day-off from work today.”

Ok, let me tell you a little about Billy. I’m sure you want to know. I haven’t quite given a good description about him yet. So his looks. Well, he’s above average to me. He’s not exactly my type of guy though. Brown hair, almost like black. I think he’s mixed Asian. Spiky hair, the typical small boy haircut. Brown eyes. His style is comfy. He wears what he feels comfortable in. He’s simple, kinda like me. Type of outfit he usually wears to school: a normal shirt and jeans. Hmmm, his family? No one knows for sure. You see, he was brought up in a foster home. As he turned 14, the foster home started to be packed. Packed with new abandoned babies. They tried to transfer Billy to a new foster home, but no other home would take him. Parents who wanted to adopt didn’t go for 14 year olds. So he decided to just live on his own. He started working at this little car workshop. It didn’t pay much, but enough to buy a small apartment nearby Sunny Dale High School. So ever since then, he’s been living there. He walks to school and on rainy days, takes the bus. Money for school, you may ask? He works his ass off to pay. Mrs. Goy doesn’t pressure him for school fees. She knows. She gives him extra time to pay it off. One thing I love about Billy is, he never complains. What God has given him, he accepts it and lives with it. You could always hear something positive coming out of his mouth. Never negative. And he’s always there to make you strive for the best. He wants the best out of you. I guess you could say he puts other people first. Sometimes I don’t think he actually cares about himself. But Billy’s a big boy. He knows when to take care of himself. Well, that’s all you need to know about Billy. Oh and he’s the bestest friend anyone could ever have.

We reached Physics lab and Mr. Drew( I finally found out his name) was already inside. He turned to look at us- me specifically and put down his textbook. “Glad you took the time off to join us, Ms. Daniels.” He folded his arms and gestured Billy to sit. “Er, yeah. Sorry, I’ve been busy.” He stared at me, as if waiting for a better answer. Oookay. Should I go sit down now? Maybe I should. I nodded his way and went to take my seat next to Billy.

I tried my hardest to concentrate for the next few subjects. I met up with Mimi and Sophie during English Literature- I decided never to skip English again. The teacher rocks. And that is rare, coming from me. We talked and laughed. I was a little quiet at one stage but neither Mimi nor Sophie noticed. I couldn’t stay quiet when I’m with them.

The time passed and soon enough it was lunch. Mimi and Sophie were already there at our usual lunch table. I took a seat beside Mimi. “Hey, you’re not eating?” Sophie asked. “Nah, not hungry,” I replied. We chattered on and on and on.

“Did you hear the announcement just now?”

“No, what was it about?”

“Ugh, just some reminder about the school rules.”

“Are you kidding me? That is just sooo…”

“Stupid?”

“Yeah! Oh, did you hear…..?”

*******

Brrriingg!! School ended. I walked to my locker to put my books in it. Oh great, just my luck. The guys are getting out of the gym. I got ready to cover my nose. Within seconds, I opened my locker, put in my books, closed the locker and ran away from sweat city. I shuddered in disgust at the sight of the guys perspiring, their shirts wet with sweat all over it. Eeewww. I rushed to the front door and Billy was there. I took out my cell phone and texted Mimi that I wasn’t going to hitch a ride with her today. I walked up to Billy. “You ready?” he asked. “Yeah. Let’s go,” I replied. “Mimi knows right? We don’t want her waiting here for you when you’ve already gone.” I laughed. “I’m not that irresponsible. I texted her. She knows.” He opened the front door for me. We went out of the school gates and on to the streets. It wasn’t that far of a walk to his apartment. So we walked in silence, only our footsteps and the horns of cars and buses could be heard.

5 minutes later, we arrived.

I didn't even realize that it's my third/fourth/fifth week in Sunny Dales High school already. I guess i didn't keep track of the time. Ugh whatever. Just so you'd know, i have not been doing anything beneficial lately either and that sucks. Hell, I used to have a timetable for myself (lame i know) but i seem to have misplaced it already. Ow well. Minnie's hopeless in her time management.

What have i been doing?

1) Watching the telly in my room.
I can place my ass on the couch for the whole day, watching all kinds of movies. From Romance to Comedy to Horror. Name me one movie and i can tell you the synopsis of the story straight away.

2) Talking to Ashton.
Whenever he drops by to talk to Lance, we'd go for a walk at the park.

3) Making my own sandwich.
Recently, Mary has taught me the correct way to cut cucumbers and fry eggs! I used to think that the knife was a dangerous equipment to use and i wasn't suppose to touch it either. (that's what my mum used to say.) but now, look at me. I can make my own sandwich! Though.. It did not turn out tasty and...... ugh, edible. My mum had stomachache after having her first bite on the sandwich damnit.

4) Doing something different.
I've just started writing a diary. Let's hope Minnie Gasper will be as famous as Anne Frank one day!

5) Talking to myself.
...........................

Studying isn't really my hobby anymore. Sigh.

-

It feels like it was just yesterday when i went to Denise's house. All the dramas, boys, alcohol, party. I can't believe many changes have occurred in my life ever since then. New friends, new school, new environment. You know, i can get used to this ;)

Teachers have been pretty nice to me and my friends are simply the best. Sophie and Casey. They are probably the ones who are really close to me and i've been hanging out with them a lot lately. We had a sleepover at Casey's place and her mum was a GREAT cook. I mean, her lasagna was simply awesome! We then watched some movies and gossiped the whole night. Casey's mum was a little too harsh on Cass, but i think they're fine now.

Life has been great for me although... i do miss my brother, David. Yeah, he's my eldest brother but he's currently not staying with us. He's so busy with his band and music and all. Anyway, he sent me a short email yesterday but i didn't have time to reply him. God, i think i should reply, like right now.

This was what he wrote in the email. I find it....... funny somehow. Hah.

Minnie,

How are you? I'm fine if you're wondering :-D Is everything alright at home? I hope you're still the old Mimi i know. God, i'm so stressed out! There's another upcoming tour for me and i'm exhausted. My friends wouldn't let me have a break, dammit. It's all about performing for our fans here in Chicago. I wish i had an icecream now.

Write to me soon,
David;

*
This was what i was going to reply him.

To my ~~stupid~~ brother,

I'm ~~NOT~~ fine. I've missed you so much!!!!! When would you come back?? Oh, i've found out, Kenny, the guy who's living just a few blocks away from us has a crush on Ariel! Do you still remember the girl, who once called you fatty? YEAH, that Ariel :-D

Reply asap,
Mimi.

p/s : Mum has forgotten how to make her famous dish, Grumpia.
p/p/s : I didn't change at all. Still the old me ;-)

**

I clicked the 'Send' button and opened my music playlist. Hm, which song should i listen to? Argh, whatever. I put the songs on shuffle mode and laid down on my bed. That was just so relaxing. I tried to clear my mind while singing to my favourite song, Stop and stare. God, that song reminds me of Ashton. Ah, speaking of which, we're getting closer and closer every minute of the day already. He tells me about everything and we have no secrets between us. He's my great buddy! He visits my brother and i whenever he has the time to and he never gets bored of me talking about Backstreet Boys.

"Stop and stare, i think i'm moving but i go no where..."

Suddenly, there was a gentle knock on the door. "Minnie," Who could that be at this time of night? i got up quickly and said, "Come in,"

It was Lance. Omfg, he didn't look so good.

"What's wrong?"

"Nancy broke up with me."

"What!?" i said in an octave higher tone.

"She has found another guy." I stared at him blankly. Nancy's with him for almost 5 years now and they were so cute together! Why, how, when, HUH.

"When did she say that?" he ignored my question. I guess he wasn't aware of what i was saying.

"Mimi, i know i'm a guy and i shouldn't be sensitive. But, FUCK!" He sat next to me and put his head on his hands. I've just noticed he was still in his bathrobe. Ergh, it was really sad to see him like this.

"Lance, relax. It's just another break-up. Big deal." i said simply and for the next few minutes, no one said a word.

"What should i do now?" He rubbed his forehead and sighed.

"Do you want her back?"

"Yes, badly."

"Then you'll have to talk to her again."

"Mimi, i can't. she.. she wouldn't pick up my calls. I'M BLOODY TIRED OF THIS."

"Lance, i think you ought to get some sleep first. Look at you! You look horrible!"

There was a short awkward silence.

"Okay, maybe i should. Besides, there's nothing i can do now.." he stood up and opened the door widely. He shuffled back to his room and i could hear screams coming from next door. It must be him.

Okay, so, i have to talk to Nancy.

Nancy's my brother's girlfriend, duh. She's really pretty and nice. Long, wavy hair and brown eyed. Who wouldn't fall for her?

I have to sort things out for my brother. Because if he doesn't do anything about it, who would.

-

The next morning, i woke up, knowing immediately something would go wrong. I showered and changed into a decent outfit. Snow leopard V-neck tee and a pair of DKNY jeans. I didn't bother on how i would look like as i didn't feel like myself today. It was a mixture of depression, anger, confusion. What the fuck. I looked outside my window and noticed, it was drizzling lightly. It's going to rain soon. ARGHH. I hate rainy days. It gets me feeling all emotional.

"Morning, hun." said Lance while making my breakfast. He had his fake laugh on when he was busy chattering away with mum. I knew that smile/laugh. He didn't get over the fact that Nancy and him was over. I just knew it. "Good morning. I'm skipping breakfast. I'll be taking the bus to school. You don't have to fetch me." I walked toward the door and turned the door knob harshly. For one second, i felt like going back to him and giving him a hug but nah. What for? It'd make me cry instead, knowing how sad he is right now.

While waiting for the bus to arrive, i took out my cellphone to check if there were any messages. Yes, there were two. one from Lance, asking me if i was okay on my own and another from Ashton. I didn't feel like replying anyone. Argh. I slipped my phone into my bag and waited patiently at the bus-stop. Without further delays, the public yellow bus stopped right in front of me and i quickly got on the bus before getting scolded by the driver. After paying for the bus fare, i then chose a seat next to the window. I turned my iTouch on and listened to some of my favourite songs. Before i know it, i reached school just on time.

The first lesson was History. I wasn't looking forward to Mr Gabe's lessons but i'll attend it anyway. I wouldn't want to skip any classes and get in trouble like Casey. Sigh, i walked to my locker to grab some books. I still had some time. "Perharps i can read some notes before the lesson starts?" I thought to myself. "If only there was someone who would study with me too..." Pingg! oh god, i dropped my fucking locker key.

I kneeled down to take it when suddenly a hand held out to take the key too. I looked up to see a familiar face but i didn't quite remember who he was. He handed me the key without saying anything else and walked off silently. I stood there, waiting for him to turn back or something but he didn't. Soon, he was out of sight. That was strange.. I didn't even manage to say a simple thank you. His face was pale and he has the most gorgeous blue eyes ever! Neat blonde hair, way above average-looking. I've seen this guy before. I just don't remember where or what his name was!

Forget it, i'm going to room 198 for History class.

As usual, i chose a seat at the back of the class along with Max and his friends. Kelvin sat next to me today and boy, did he looked like he hasn't sleep in ages! "What did you do last night?" i whispered to him as soon as Mr Gabe stepped into his class. "I had to take care of my mum. She's sick." he whispered back. "Class, hand in your assignment." the teacher announced. "OH SHIT!" Kelvin's eyes went wide opened and i assumed that he didn't complete it. He stood up to tell the teacher about his undone assignment and that was when i stopped him. "Here, i knew you would forget." i took out those papers which i've printed out last night from my file and handed them over to him. "OMG. I owe you Mimi! Thanks, i can always count on you." he winked at me and walked to the teacher's table. Of course, i wouldn't want him to get punished or anything by Mr Gabe. Lesson started. We passed notes whenever the teacher wasn't looking. And at the end of the class, i'd keep those notes hah. Don't ask me why.

The bell rang and finally History class was over!

I walked out of the room and got ready for my next class. English huh? My best subject. I went into room 113 and surprisingly, all the back seats were taken. Sigh, what's wrong with those people! Don't they know that i have to sit at the back of the class? Hmph. "Mimi! Over here!" Oh, lovely, Ashton saved me a seat in front of him. Though it wasn't at the back, it sure was nice to sit next to the wall. That way, i wouldn't get pick by teachers for answering their stupid questions.

The second bell rang and soon, it was time for lunch. We (Casey, Sophie and I) were sitting at our table and talking about the announcement which was made earlier on about school rules and such. Boring, why the fuck does the school wants us to follow the rules anyway?

--

Time passed so fast. It was as though the school has just ended in a jiffy.

I leaned against my locker and thought if there was anything i could do after this. Everyone was going to the mall and they had their own plans. I didn't want to go home that early as i'll be questioned by mum about school. I didn't want to face Lance. I didn't want to do my homework. I didn't want to study. UGHHHH.

Wait a minute, Nancy's house is just around the corner.

Maybe i should..... "Hey, you coming with me?" a voice came from the back. It was Ashton who was standing behind me all this while. Oh, i guess i didn't notice. "Yeah, sure. Hm, let's go to Nancy's place. You mind?" i asked politely while hoping he would agree. "What for?" We were walking to his car already and it was just a few steps away from me. "Don't ask."

After weeks and weeks at Sunny Dale Highschool , my new school is just starting to get better . More new friends , more gossips , more assignments , gr , and of cause a closer friendship with my 2 new friends or should i say best friends , Minnie and Casey . But , Martin and i seem not right these few days , i've no idea whats wrong with him , wait .. is it my problem ? Did i like ditch him too much for my 2 new friends ? well , whatever . Not like he's the good one either . Look who keeps flirting with the cheerleaders at the locker area until forgotting my existence there . Look who keeps hanging out with chicks after school or weekends , and not even bother telling me . Gosh . He doesnt even hang out with me often , although he still say " i love you " before i sleep but i cant believe for the fact that , he asked me to WALK TO SCHOOL MYSELF , today . Thinking bout it , makes me so .. MAD . speaking bout him , he didnt even come for biology class today , ditching me alone here . so much for " We could spend mostly of our time together " . hah , yeah right . thank god i had other friends , not just hime .

Brrrrrriing ! Was that the bell ? Yes it was . Biology class is finally done . Its really boring when we're not doing experiment , although its interesting learning bout humans and animals , but i hate , frogs , especially . Biology class is so different from shows / movies . Its sure not like what Totally Spies learn , the frogs there are so much cuter . REALITY CHECK . ah , KIDDY SHOWS KIDDY SHOWS . Oops , no , no i dont watch totally spies . But its really nice looking at Ms.Jessica , she's kind of cute sometimes . There was once , she stared at the frog , well she asked all of us to and suddenly the frog jumped , and she screamt . Okay enough of er and Biology .

Next , English Literature . Damn , left my book at the locker . I guess i should hurry run to the locker and quickly take it before i'm late for Ms.Bales class . Who would want to miss his class ? He's .. FUN . So i quickly ran over to the locker . Ah damn , there's martin , hanging out with the "super" cheerleader sluts , once again . Should i talk to him ? Fine . i should .

" Hey dear , why did u skip biology this morning ? " i asked .

" Not much of a reason . i dont feel like studying biology today . is there a problem ? "

i could hear the cheerleaders whispering around themselves and asking , whose this girl ? is she new ? I heard another guy saying " she's Martin's girlfriend . " and another bitchy girl replied him and said " Soon to be ex-girlfriend " and there she go , laughing so loud as though she's the only person in the world . gosh .

" Okay . well , are u going to English literature now ? "

" Maybe , maybe not ? " " Hey you guys , are you all going ?

" Erh .. obviously . NOT ! * laughs * " said the guy .

" Well , nope im not going then . sorry babe , that i've to leave you alone . but i'm sure that you've other friends right ." He rolled his eyes . " Okay i guess i will go now . See you later . Do you want to jump in with us for my ride later ? "

" Its okay , since i can see your car can be a little bit pack later . i guess i'll just see you around."

" Okay , bye . "

Then he hugged me and kissed my cheek . I watched him leave , waving goodbye . He's just so different right now . He's not the Martin i used to know . Oh gosh , Sophie , stay strong . Dont cry , dont even think of shedding a tear . ARGH ! cant stand it . gotta run to the washroom . Thank god noone's in there . 10 more minutes .

Okay , went out . I walked slowly to room 207 , as i still have time left . I looked down and thought about what the cheerleaders and of the guy said . " soon to be ex-girlfriend ? " Is he going to like break up with me or something ?

AH , i bang someone again . my books fell , and i wanted to kneel to pick it up . Then there's Trace . kneeling down and pick my books up for me .

" Hi , you are Sophie right ? Martin's girlfriend ? " Handling over my books .

" Thanks . Err yeahh . You are .. Tttrrrace right ? "

" Yeapp . Welcome . Are you okay ?.. You seem a little down . "

" Hm , nah im fine . "

" Come on , tell me . I can read a girl's mind okay ? Dont underestimate me . " He smiled .

Ah his smile . so charming and so irresistible .

" Oh well , its a long long story . " I chuckled .

" Dont worry . I've plenty of time . I mean if you have time too , and if you want to tell me ... "

" I would love to tell you but .. i gotta run for my English Literature class right now . I'm sorry ."

" Why not after school ? Do you have some plans or anything ? Maybe we could walk to the cafe near the school , have a talk and i'll walk you home ? I heard that the drinks there are really nice "

" Haha why not ? You have the plans , i'm ready to go . Okay i'll meet you after school ? "

" Yeah yeah . Sure . Once you come out of the class , i'll be right infront of you , i promise . " He walked and left .

" Okay ...See you later . " i shouted hoping he could hear it . Oh yes he did . He winked at me .

Was he trying to like , go out with me ?? OH god , stop thinking bout it . Shit , English Literature class . I hurried and walk to room 207 . Thank god , Mr.Bales not there yet . I walked in and saw Casey over there . So i went and join her , and sat next to her . Casey wasnt there yet . Then , Casey came and joined us .
It was lunch . Minnie and i were hungry so we went to the cafeteria as soon as the bell ring . We were at our usual table . Then Casey came and sat beside Minnie .

“ Hey, you’re not eating? ” I asked .

“ Nah, not hungry . ” She replied.

We had our talks bout announcements trying to warn Casey bout school rules and such .

*********
Brrring ! School ended . Trace was right . He waited for me outside my class .

{- -} Continuation of Chapter 3 *

2008-09-09T18:03:00.009+08:00

*caseydan26 has just signed in*
*minnie.xo has just signed in*

caseydan26: Mims! heyy, how was ride with Ashton's ?? ;)

minne.xo: OMG, you wouldn't believe what happened!

caseydan26: whatttt?!

minnie.xo: i don't know! we were having a great time in the car, singing and all. then later, he pulled over in front of my house and argh ... there was eye contact and na, i don't think it's smth.

caseydan26: oh god!! there was totally something! you can't deny it. you like him! admit it, mims!

minnie.xo: NO! hey, i'll add sophie here aite?

caseydan26: yeah, sure. whatever. but hey! don't change the subject here. i'm warning you...

*sophie_cass has joined the conversaition*

minnie.xo: hey!

sophie_cass: hey.. hi, casey. hi, minnie. what's up? :)

caseydan26: hey, s'up! mims was just about to tell us something. *brows*

minnie.xo: no there's nth! :)

sophie_cass: hey. hey! tell me! well, if you want to. :D

caseydan26: sophie, did you know that mimi has a huge crush on ashton. yess, ASHTON LUKE! but, she doesn't want to admit it. COME ON, MIMS! you know i know that i know you like him.

minnie.xo: NO I DON'T. casey, shut up!

sophie_cass: OMG! are you serious? admit it, minnie.

caseydan26: make me, mimi. yeah, it's true... soo truee.

minnie.xo: NO...OMFG. so tell us smth we don't know, sophie :)

sophie_cass: hey, don't try to change the topic.

caseydan26: yeahh. oh please, we're not stupid. we know okay? just say it.

minnie.xo: ergh yea. yea i like him. oh wow i like him!

sophie_cass: haha okay. we have the "truth" now...

caseydan26: it's okay. as long as she says it, whether she means it or not. :P i know she likes him. btw, mimi, how's your bros?

minnie.xo: er, they're doing good? i don't know where's david. why you ask? are you...

sophie_cass: oh! minnie, you have a brother? that's so cool. i just wish i have a one too. :)

caseydan26: i wouldn't dare! i would never be interested in your bros, mims. too much drama and complications. yeahh, i wish i had a bro too. urgh, too bad i don't. just gotta live with it. oh,
sophie, how's martin? i hear you guys are... close. VERY CLOSE.

minnie.xo: OH yeah sure. you would never be interested in my brothers. i caught you staring at lance when we were at bernice's house. haha! don't deny. hm, yeah, sophie, tell us more ;)

sophie_cass: minnie, you got to introduce your brothers to me one day! well, martin and i are close. 1 year of relationship. he's a really nice guy. what do you all want to know about?

caseydan26: mims, i admire your brothers. i would never fuck any of them, that's for sure. oh speaking of which, are you a virgin, sophie? don't tell me you're just like mimi.

minnie.xo: okay, i'll introduce them to you sophie! cas, i bet she's still a virgin. duh.

sophie_cass: erhh... yeah, i'm still a virgin. well, martin and i sort of have this promise that we'll never have sex until we've been together for 3 years.

caseydan26: oh god, what a stupid promise. no offense. but seriously, 1 year and you guys have never done it before? waittt, is he a virgin?

minnie.xo: casey! not everyone's like you okay.

sophie_cass: er, i think so. i'm his first girl, he says. guys, i got to go now. mum's home. bye, see you girls tomorrow.

caseydan26: okay. i gotta run off too. see ya, "good girls"!

minnie.xo: see ya!